yachishima

[yachishima]

"We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured faster of things than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to feel nothing so as to feel anything — what a waste!"

~ André Aciman (cmbyn)

[yachishima]

iyak muna 'ko bago matulog cheret

#paper #lany #mama's boy #Spotify

[yachishima]

"if only i could stop reading your letters.

but i can't.

so with a match lit, i have decided to do what i should have done months ago.

to burn every one of them.."

#michael faudet

[yachishima]

these past few days, i kept on thinking how jealous i am for the person i was years ago. i mean, she's happy. she can make everyone smile. she can make everyone laugh. she's just living her life to the fullest. she never cried each night wondering why she wasn't good enough and why she can't make people stay. she is just happy. not sad. she is perfectly happy. i wonder where she went. where she is now. i wonder what have i done to make things go wrong. to turn things like this. feeling empty. wondering if there will be better days. if there is, when?

oh, god, my heart's a little heavy rn :<

#thoughts