yassgurlll

[yassgurlll]

I am running across a field of flowers. I have never been this in love before. The wild sweet scent makes her way into my throat and my lungs. My lungs are full with flowers. My bones feel foreign. I see a tree, I hug the tree and it beams. The sun makes my cheeks as red as an apple. A bee passes by, the most melodious buzz. I wish to be as glamorous as her. The soil is warm under my feet and I lay down under the tree, among the grass. The sun's warmth is like a fuzzy blanket and her rays creep in through the gaps between the leaves. A very comforting company. I close my eyes. I have never been this in love before.

#nature #cottagecore #cozy cottage #cottage aesthetic #forest fairy #goblin aesthetic #poets on tumblr #prose #green academia #mother nature #trees and forests #light academia #anne with an e #anne with an e aesthetic #anne shirly cuthbert

[yassgurlll]

Your body is the most holy place in the world. It has been through everything you have been through. It has been there standing with you through thick and thin, clinging to you like children cling to their parents. It kept you alive. Your body loves you, so thank your body today, hold your own hand, pat yourself on the back. Wrap your arms around yourself and give yourself a big hug because your body deserves it, for not crumbling down when you were in pieces, for not abandoning you when you were all alone, for taking every torture and pain that was inflicted upon it. So hold yourself and your body, thank your skin for healing all your cuts and injuries and thank your bones for not giving up on you.

#poets on tumblr #prose #kinda depressing #cottagecore #dark academic aesthetic #academia #poetry #self love #bodypositivity #love your skin #dark academism #dark academia

[yassgurlll]

I feel like my mother will never be able to love me as much as I love her. She will always hate me a little, at every moment she sees me. I changed her life completely and not every change was welcomed. And as I grow up I notice that she has grown to hate me slightly more. The ground beneath my feet used to vanish if i saw her cry, I wanted to burn the people that hurt her but when I cry all she does is laugh and laugh. And yes its painful but I love her.

#like I've come to realize that i was always the mother in this relationship #dark academism #dark academic aesthetic #academia #prose #mother #parents #family #sadcore

[yassgurlll]

He kissed me under the moonlight. It was soft, so tender and he held me close. I finally stopped shaking, I crumbled in his arms and he held me, he held all of me, firmly. I didn’t get butterflies like I used to, my heart didn’t race but I felt warm. I felt so warm. His kiss was like a calm afternoon when the sky was clear and the sun warmed each and every corner of your heart. His lips left me and he looked at me with those brown eyes, eyes I’d recognize anywhere. He smiled and scrunched his nose. He was so beautiful and I said, “I love you”. The smile left his face, his eyes mirrored the dim light of the kitchen. The wind brought in the cold night city air and he kissed me once again.

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[yassgurlll]

It rained as tears streamed down my face, my eyes stung but I couldn’t make myself move. It was cold, I was freezing but I stood there. Stood there with my heart thrown right back at my face. It was numb, it was dying but still beating for him. The man I loved the most in my life, long gone. Those hazel eyes which once adored me were hard as stone as he told me he didn’t love me anymore. Somehow, he still looked so beautiful while he said that, standing in the rain with me. It was raining just like this when he had asked me out, we danced around in the rain when I said yes.

I had seen this coming, the time when he forgot my birthday, the time when he didn’t come home on his birthday and didn’t even touch the dinner I made, when he called me annoying and clingy in front of everyone. But I couldn’t take my heart back from him in time, it was still his even when it was lying at my feet broken into a million pieces, it’ll always belong to him, but he had taken his back so long ago.

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