yavladikku
yavladikku
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7.2.21 - 8:27 pm
Oh, I am so exhausted. I am learning for the whole evening. Very tired.
Today we went to cafe with Sveta, Vika told Sveta about design in SMM, and I was just sitting and drinking my coffee.
I am on diet from yesterday, so I am very hungry right now. Was eating only curd for the whole day.
Wish me luck, please, I need it right now!
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Today I woke up at 8 am, thinking about why am I doing this, but woke up. Woke Vika and we made coffee and started playing Fortnite and watching TikTok.
I talked with ed partners and we created a channel about our faculty. We talked about programming, creating websites, and our education. Finally, I got friends with common interests!
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5.1.21 - 10:43 pm
We visited Sveta. Played quiz, ate delicious food, and drunk coffee and tea. The quiz was hard, but I slightly knew questions and won all of the times except last.
By the way, yesterday Vika drew a dog for Vlada, and I did English with her. He said that picture was amazing and we made English very well, with no mistakes.
Today I wanted to go a bit earlier, at 9 pm, and we went, but then Sveta wrote mom that they thought that I rushed because I didn't like something, and now I have a bad mood because of it :( All was fantastic, I liked all of that, but I just wanted to go home to lay in bed and go to sleep.
Looks like pills started working. I felt something like an amazing mood sometimes, it was just like slightly vibes in my head, like something playing on my mood strings. I love that feeling!
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5.1.21 - 5:07 pm
Yesterday I wrote my ed assistant asking if there any telegram channel about our faculty. She said no, but I asked if we could create one. She asked the dean's office about it, and they said that we have a website of our faculty, which I could help with. I think that is a great idea, so I wrote another ed assistant and now waiting for an answer.
I was looking at Harvard's clubs and I think that is a cool thing. Maybe we should try one in our academy. Something like a group of guys turned on education and making English blogs, doing some stuff, throwing parties. Something like a closed club with common interests. I guess this is the main idea of clubs lol.
So, I would try something of it when the semester starts. I want to participate in the academy's life as much as I can, find friends and mentors, visit lectures, and making some own stuff.
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5.1.21 - 3:44 pm
I got new meds. Take half of one and now not feeling anything unusual. They should make me happy I guess, but I am not sure.
Arguing with Vika about Disney's princesses. She said that it is ok to be like them. To sacrifice something for your prince or to care about him. It is controversial, but time will put it in its place.
Now Disney is blocking some cartoons because of feministic things. I see no bad in it, but it should be done wisely.
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5.2.21 - 12:09 am
Well, I guess I should really learn what is Lagom. It is enough, nor big, nor small, nor much, nor few. I think the most right word for it is ideal.
I want to apply it in our apartment, in our lives, and in my mind. Maybe, even here I should do lagom.
So, I think I can use it.
By the way, now I am listening to Swedish indie music.
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I am feeling so lazy! Just laying and playing Fortnite for the whole evening.
I was declined at the internship. I am not sad, but it is sadly. I could try more and try to make it again, but it is already done. Need to keep practicing and do whatever I can do to reach my targets.
I am reading about Lagom right now. It is a simple and cozy lifestyle. Maybe I should find something for myself.
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Today was a long day. In the morning, we went to the doctor, he gave me meds for a better mood. Then we went to Riviera and bought myself a new skirt. It looks so cool! We met with Sveta and Vlada and ate a McDonald's, went shopping and we invited them to visit us. We played some quiz and ate Caesar salad, I have done homework with Vlada, we agreed to visit them tomorrow.
Now I am looking for playing with Andrei and really want to have some sleep.
I was a little bit scared about visiting Riviera because of the last time when I got PA, but now everything were alright, I felt very good, with no panic or anxiety. Maybe because we were not alone, I guess.
I gave the doctor some gifts, said that he is changing my life. He was glad about it. I am glad too.
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3.2.21 - 5:48 pm
Feeling not that good like I want to. Waiting for guys’ answer if we go for a walk. We are at mom's now and we are eating fine and spending time for relaxing only.
I am going to call them to ask if we go.
Andrey and I going to play Fortnite in the evening. We talked 2 days before, when I was drinking. He is in Kyiv right now, working at a new job.
I promised mom that I will not drink at all before I get healthy. Ok then, I guess that is a good idea.
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Yesterday my ed assistant agreed that I need to change my group to software engineering. So at the start of the 2nd semester, I am going to visit new classes! Can't wait for it!
Also, I am applying for a new internship. I passed my tests and waiting for the answer.
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1.2.21 - 5:25 pm
I slept for the whole day again. Feeling a little bit better, but not good. I have done a lot of things today. Called my doctor, wrote to my ed assistant. And all of that with no coffee! Maybe I should drink some.
To be honest, I feel that I don't know what to write about. Nothing happens. That is sad.
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31.1.21 - 7:01 pm
Today we were at Vika’s mother’s birthday. I woke up at 11 am, then fell asleep again, and Lena came for an hour earlier. And I forgot to take my meds. We were eating and talking, that was very fun. We watched old photos, some of them Vika took to repair.
I downloaded ‘Ghost of Tsushima’ and played it for 2 hours, better than before. I chose the hardest difficulty and it is a real nightmare.
About nightmares, I had one again. Someone smashed my ps4 and I tried to beat him, but I was so slow! And then I was waiting for my order at the restaurant and I got soup with a spider! So awful. And then I smashed one with my hand. Brrrrr.
By the way, it is the last day of January, and Vika said that tomorrow is the first day of a Spring cycle!
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30.1.21 - 8:34 pm
Vika said that I should give thanks for all that I have. I don’t know am I agree. I don’t know does I have the power to do it. I need to charge up.
I am in cool underpants right now. It is with a monkey from ‘Friends’. I wish I have some energy to do something. Depression sucks.
I want to talk with someone, but Vika is busy and I have no other human to talk to.
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30.1.21 - 7:11 pm
I am very tired of doing prog. It is very exhausting. I have done almost 10 exercises and stuck on the dynamic arrays. I want to make all of the exercises before Monday because I want to change the ed group for software engineering. Yes, I want to make software.
I have some news, but Vika told me that I need not say about what is going to happen because it wouldn’t happen.
I am tired. Looks like meds stopped working. Need to call the doctor on Monday.
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30.1.21 - 3:25 pm
I slept for the whole day. Feeling sad and depressed. I had a dream that I am searching for some expensive overseas coffee and a worker from the beauty salon where Vika used to work said that she had it, but she remembered why she bought it and gave it to her dog, and I was screaming at one pitch about that is only a dog, I am human and I needed it more lol. Very strange dream. Interesting, what does it mean?
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3. What music do you like?
I like indie, rock, and lo-fi. Some time ago, probably 3 years or something about that, I traveled to the Atlas Weekend. It is a music festival in the middle of Kyiv. I went to Nothing but Thieves, Kasabian, the Prodigy, and many others. It was amazing! I went with my friends, we ate a lot, went to night stages, danced and doing all the crazy stuff! To be honest, I am very proud that I was there.
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