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i'm sure people have sent you the answer 293 times already too but just in case, the water texture is a default photo filter on the tumblr photo editor!

WE HAVE A PHOTO EDITOR?

#this post gave me ptsd

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As celebration for Stardew 1.6 coming out, I thought why not bring back some more old hollywood Harvey ^^

#stardew valley #literally the loml

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Don’t you hate it when you’re trying to design an OC and then it looks exactly like another character?

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Aang and Zuko's relationship is underrated and that’s sad

They are literally the BETTER Roku and Sozin

Not only there are great parallels/connections between the two since the first series, but is Aang (and Iroh) that ultimately makes him change sides

Let alone that Aang's kindness is the only reason Zuko is even alive. Katara and Sokka would have left him to die in the snowstorm at the north pole 😭

They are precious

Ah, Zuko asked to built an Aang statue (an huge ass statue Imao), this dude was so dedicated!

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Whatever is being said I'm just happy I get to experience atla in this universe

#avatar the last airbender #like ifs really just a good show

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Sohai

#lion dance

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I'm bi

#in my... simp era again... #i crave the existence of... hot people #kiss of life.. women... #mmmmmm...... #manwha men... #HEEHEE

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so. haikaveh

#genshin impact #haikaveh #heehee

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Haikaveh doodle!

#haikaveh

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unironically in a way i am so glad i am not reacting to this as badly as i would be like 3 years ago

#no bc me 3 years ago would be lik #omg #she would be going through a depressive state #now im just going through at most embarassment #OMFG #STOP i never knew i could be this stupid

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Rant again

I broke up yesterday night lmao

I feel like this account has seen me go through so much, like, from the start of my weeb phase to my first breakup, I think writing this will help clear me a bit

Why?

Hard. Homophobia is hard, living with parents that don't approve is hard, but mostly my own problems

Not much to say I basically am a coward lmao, I want to believe I didn't choose my family over my lover but despite what I say it would come off that way. I want to be able to choose myself though, I want to be happy in this life I want to grow as a person

I didnt want to hold them back either, they deserve in everyway someone who can be there for them, and I'm not that person

There were a lot of happy memories and I'm glad they all happened, happy I met them, grateful for experience, just not the right universe and not the right person

Life is weird, life goes on

What now?

No clue. Don't wanna date no more lmao, I'm a firm believer of letting love come to me and not chasing it, I will go with the flow

Am I alive?

Ya. Like I cried the whole day LMAO. I made a new ic today and I look so bad omfg LMAOOOOO stop it not funny

Add on later

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Bro I wish I can feel how I felt when I read aslfua for the first time

#i #feel it in my heart #oh god #irs so #WARMING #aslfua

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slowtember day 16 - 18 -> friends

I think they'd be great friends 'v'

#after school lessons for unripe apples #skip and loafer #aslfua #SO REAL!!! WTF!!!!

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caught up w after school lessons for unripe apples 🍎🍏

#after school lessons for unripe apples #aslfua #dude this is so good #like #go read

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Prob gonna start ranting here again

I was going to go to like a live figure drawing class today and I was really excited about it and I told people because I was so excited to finally learn how to draw anatomy and I've wanted to go to classes for a long time, now that I saved up money and worked I thought I could finally afford and go to a class

Then I didn't go because even though I said I wanted to leave at a specific time for good reason they ended up leaving like 20mins late and by the time I got there I just had no mood anymore and I just felt sick of everything

But the thing is I think the more I grow older the more fustrated I get with my feelings of annoyance and anger and sadness because I think, aren't I used to this at this point, shouldn't I just grow the fuck up? Like it's honest to God such a small thing and isn't this just life? Like things happen and you have bad stuff happen to you and I'm so stubborn for what reason 😭😭😭 and I don't want people to tell me my feelings are valid because I'm feeling them and I don't like it,

Getting over things literally takes me like 5 business days and sometimes more and it's so tiring when ur like a dramatic bitch LMAOOOO it's not even funny

When I used to go to church which I hated and would MY DRAMATIC ASS would cry and not want to be there the whole time omfg (this is also a problem I don't like myself for) I would throw genuine temper tantrum and just wanna go home

SO MY QUESTION IS

WHEN WILL IT END 😭😭😭😭😭

Will I ever stop being stubborn and dramatic and emotional and the constant crying will I ever get over things will I ever be a real person when will I get used to people being mean to be when will I grow up I don't know and I actually just want to dissapear

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