yikesitskennawrites

[yikesitskennawrites]

I cry all the time ever since I lost you. I cry at the couch that we no longer share. I cry at the quilt that smells like you. I cry in the shower when the shampoo my parents own is the same one I bought for us. I cry in my mother's arms sobbing about how much I miss you and how much I hurt. The first night we broke up, my mom had to sleep with me. I couldn't without you, I awoke looking for you and the memory of that day hits me like a truck and I cry all over again.

I have a pressure in my chest that hurts when I think of you and what we had and what you choose to throw away. I really am trying to be okay but I sometimes feel like I can't be or that I'm never going to be.

I went to Walmart today, I needed storage bins for the items I originally packed into our apartment but now rests in my childhood bedroom. All I thought about was how you kissed me for the first time in this very parking lot and how I'm worried I'll see you in grocery stores with her- the girl you choose over me.

I can't sit in my car for long. The absence of you in my passenger seat hurts me. I don't understand what happened. I'm so confused I thought we were doing great but you didn't think so and instead of communicating to me, you stuffed it down until you decided to hurt me by cheating on me not once but multiple fucking times and I didn't know about it until you told me two of the times and I had to drag the other three out of you.

And even with the knowledge of what you did to me and how much it broke me, I still want you back. I want you holding my hand and kissing my lips and cuddling with me in bed. I miss you and I know you don't miss me.

#break up #im hurtin #personal rant

[yikesitskennawrites]

YOUR BACKKKKKKKK❤️❤️❤️💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

I AM!!!!

[yikesitskennawrites]

I want you to know that everything you've written had permanently etched itself onto my frontal lobe

Transitions has been rotating in my mind since I last worked on chapter fifty in January. It's sketched into my own brain. I am in absolute awe that the series has that effect on you <3

#transitions

[yikesitskennawrites]

HEYY, how are you doing? I’ve been checking up on some people and was wonder how’re you doing! How is your classes and how have you been? Remember to hydrate and eat/gen! :) (I also wanted to share this gif:D)

I am okay! I hope you're doing well too and staying hydrated!

[yikesitskennawrites]

The temptation to print out the entirety of Transitions and put it together in physical book form is strong

I will sign it myself if somebody were to print it off and ship it to me. I've been thinking about printing out the series and doing exactly that so I can just see it physically. It's like my baby, I'm really proud of the series

[yikesitskennawrites]

Pls tell me ur alive atleast

I am! I'm sorry that I've been too busy to post but thankfully the break from college will give me some time to get back into doing the things I enjoy and love. How are you???

[yikesitskennawrites]

Girliee how you're doing!!

LETUGULUS I'VE BEEN WONDERING HOW YOU WERE.

I was worried when it wouldn't let me tag you in the recent chapters

I'm okay! I'm alive and kicking and living the dream. how are you??

[yikesitskennawrites]

hey! i just wanted to reach out since you haven’t been active in awhile. i hope all is well and i hope you’re doing okay! much love 🫶🏼

I'm okay! I feel good and I hope that you are too! <3

[yikesitskennawrites]

I'm usually a silent reader but I caught up in Transitions while listening to Taylor Swift and thought maybe "Would've, Could've, Should've" would go well with the reader. Especially the "I missed who I used to be".

Yeah!

"Stained glass windows in my mind, I regret you all the time"

W.C.S hits hard and is a inspiration for the recent chapters of Transitions

#transitions

[yikesitskennawrites]

I WAS RE READING TRANSITIONS (ofc) AND I GOT TO THE PART WHEN READER FIRST GETS THE BLEACH PEN AND-

THIS IS SO FUNNY AND VILE BECAUSE READER LITERALLY STABS THIS INTO THAT GUYS EYE

SPOLIERS FOR TRANSITIONS^

It was planned from the first few chapters lmaooooo

#transitions

[yikesitskennawrites]

Heyyy how are you ?🤗 Just wanted to know if your still alive lol🙃 hope college is going well🫠

I am alive and sipping water like the plant I am. college was...decent but I finally am taking a much needed break from it lmao. I hope you're doing good <3

[yikesitskennawrites]

Hello! It’s been a hot minute since I last had time to check tumblr and be able to post. College has been stressful and I am now done with the term and taking a much needed break from college. 

Now that I have some extra free-time, I know exactly what I’ll be doing during these next couple of months with this time: wrapping up Transitions and getting back into writing. Man, I miss it and I’m hyped to finally be able to continue the series! 

I’ll be finally able to check my inbox and notifications and respond to anything you guys have sent me. I feel terrible that I haven’t been able to respond because I’ve been a busy bee. 

But I’m back, baby and lets gooooooo

Chapter fifty of Transitions is going to be released hopefully by the end of April

Much love, 

-Kenna. <3

#transitions

[yikesitskennawrites]

Fuck Horus (obviously the Transitions portrayal of him)

Thank you so much @xennityxen :))

#transitions

[yikesitskennawrites]

I’m literally so anxious about the next chapter, my mind is just racing with different ideas about what’s going to happen!/pos

As you should be :)

#transitions

[yikesitskennawrites]

Chapter Fifty of Transitions has began

#transitions

[yikesitskennawrites]

bro like i’m having trouble writing my own series rn and now you have extra work?!?! unfair bc i feel like all writers are suffering rn

also

also

um

hey ❤️❤️

Life is just hitting hard this year right out the gate lmao. School is going....yeah it's going. I write when I can now because holy shit this fucking anthropology course is hard dude. And I have a boyfriend now (my first ever romantic relationship) and my free time as of lately has been sneaking down to the docks of my town and making out like two teenagers afraid to get caught.

There's not much to do after eight pm in a small town lmao.

The end goal for this month is to release all bonus content and Chapter Fifty but it's not guaranteed. I will try my best :)

Also hey, what have you been up too? 💕🥰

[yikesitskennawrites]

:)

me checking my notifs every 30 minutes to see if reader dies in Transitions:

#transitions