yoooespinosa

[yoooespinosa]

the nose stud suits you! I’ve have been wanting one how would you rate the pain?

thanks!

maybe a two for me. it was over pretty quickly and just felt like a pinch. but everyone has different pain tolerances!

#anon 𐀔 #you should definitely give it a try tho

[yoooespinosa]

you’re 😭 so 😭pretty 😭

thank you :’)

#anon 𐀔

[yoooespinosa]

Holy freaking shit babes you’re the prettiest person I’ve ever seen it looks gorgeous on you

you’re my favorite person ever ily 💘💓💗💞💕

#orion 𐀔

[yoooespinosa]

Make sure to wash it with saline or you can always make your own mixture !! Also you’re so pretty :)

yes i already bought a bottle, and thank you!

#anon 𐀔

[yoooespinosa]

oh damn how are u real

you’re so so so stunning !!! 🤧💗

omg stop, thank youuuu!! <333

#moot 𐀔

[yoooespinosa]

we only exist between these hotel walls

summary: these hotel walls watch as she melts before the sun

warnings: cheating. ooc james potter. allusions of sex.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

His name feels holy between her lips.

James, she gasps.

James, she whispers.

James, she moans.

It’s the only word that she can form at times like these (the thought of that makes her laugh after, when she has to force herself to forget his name.)

Baby, he gasps.

Baby, he whispers.

Baby, he moans.

She thinks maybe it’s easier for him to forget her name. She thinks maybe he doesn’t even know her name.

Her lipstick is smeared against his skin, stark red against his tan skin. She kisses his cheek, runs her tongue against his lips, he tastes like her now.

(She’ll pretend it doesn’t hurt when he washes her off him.)

His lips leave a searing path down her neck, (she wishes his lips would leave a permanent mark), she wonders if she tastes like him now.

His hands are holding hers down, a lovely weight against her palms. But she wishes to touch him, fingers tangled in his dark hair, hands curling around his biceps, nails dragging lines down his tensed back.

He feels her hand trying to lift up and kisses her thoughts away. He won’t make that mistake again. (Those nail indentions on his shoulders last weekend were too close, too risky.)

She couldn’t find it in herself to care about the repercussions of getting caught.

She moans against his skin, chocking on her pleasure. (She wishes her voice would sink through his skin, would flow with his blood, she wishes to be that close to him that he would never be able to forget her name.)

His weight on top of her feels like a blessing. He’s warm and bright and he looks golden when he’s on the brink of falling over with her.

Eyebrows pinched, mouth agape, muttering baby and fuck and my god and please (and she think she heard her name) like he can’t find the right words to show how good she’s making him feel.

His gasps of breath after are her revelation.

She thinks he’s made up of sunlight or something beautiful like that.

He’s just so lovely. His hair dark against these white sheets, skin shining, lips swollen, and traces of her all over him (traces that show he was hers, even for a moment.)

She can’t help but stare, no matter how much it hurts, no matter how much it strains her eyes.

He looks back, dimples deep as he gives her that bewitching grin. (It only makes it a little more painful to look.)

She lays there, basking in his rays, in his gaze.

But it only last so long until he has to leave.

Until he has to wash the lipstick off his lips, cheek, neck. Until he has to brush the taste of her off his tongue. Until he has to wash off every trace of her (until her sounds flow down the drain with the water and soap.)

The hotel walls stare back at her laying in her solitude on the crumpled white sheets. Only judging as she moves her eyes to the window, to the moon peeking back at her.

The shower is running and her (temporary) lover is washing everything she could give, off him.

The shower is running and he’s humming a cheerful tune.

The shower is running, he’s humming a cheerful tune and his ring is laying on the bedside table.

The shower is running, he��s humming a cheerful tune, his ring is on the bedside table and he’s already forgetting her name. (Did he even know it in the first place?)

The shower is running, he’s humming a cheerful tune, his ring is on the bedside table, he’s already forgetting her name and she’s trapped in this reality where the only time she can have him is between these hotel walls.

He walks out like a new person.

She lays there, the walls and moon watching, the sun is a lovely thing she thinks. (a lovely cruel thing.)

#if you saw me post this two other times- no you didn’t #james potter #james potter angst #james potter x y/n #james potter blurb #james potter x you #james potter x reader #james potter one shot #james potter imagine #james potter smut

[yoooespinosa]

girly you are stunning//!!!

thank youuu! <3

#anon 𐀔

[yoooespinosa]

ahhh ur eyes are so pretty babe!!!!

thank youu <3

#anon 𐀔

[yoooespinosa]

STOPPP ur so pretty holy shit 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

literally you <33

#moot 𐀔

[yoooespinosa]

Omg lex you are the prettiest girl ever you’re so insanely gorgeous

You literally look like a lana song

stop it you’re my favorite person ever 💘💗💓💞💕

#orion 𐀔

[yoooespinosa]

The hot manager post has motivated me to get a job

that’s because every job i’ve had, one of the mangers was cute

[yoooespinosa]

If he’s hot then

my anthem these days

[yoooespinosa]

OMG BYE that’s rlly jot of your manager get him sis because you’re also very hot

nooo i think he’s in his 30’s

age is just a number tho <3

[yoooespinosa]

i hope u have a lovely day today! 🌷🫶🏻

thank you, you too!! <3

[yoooespinosa]

i have to know… do u ship henry and camilla? 😭

mmm kinda no kinda yes

tsh spoiler warning just in case lol

part of me feels like camilla didn’t even really love henry and maybe she just liked the tragedy of it all (like henry sacrificing himself after he just said he loved her) idk it just came out of nowhere

BUT richard was a shit narrator so maybe if i saw it from another pov then i could change my mind??

#but also i want henry to myself so #spoiler

[yoooespinosa]

omg i can’t believe u follow me 😭 i saw your face reveal and you’re so pretty <33

i also saw you’re a henry winter apologist 🤧 that makes the two of us 🫶🏻

stop i love your fics, i thought i was already following you but guess not and thank you <33

i’m literally annotating my copy of the secret history right now lmao

[yoooespinosa]

Wait your so prettyyy

thank you!