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if you were classmates with baji keisuke and chifuyu matsuno i guarantee the teachers will always make sure that you three are sitting apart because it’s always chaos with your little trio, but that never stops the both of them from tossing you notes in the middle of class. differentiating the notes between who threw them at your head in the middle of the teacher’s lecture is easy even though they never sign it off with their names because their handwriting is not similar at all, but honestly, you don’t even have to open the notes to tell who threw them at you. why, you may ask?
because at least chifuyu has the decency to throw it lightly at your head, while baji throws his notes straight at the back of your head as if he’s a professional baseball pitcher trying to kill you.
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what if ……… future Bajifuyu
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just made a "writing blog" dbdkdhsj it's @http-ch1fuyu :>>
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↪ sincerely, yours- k. baji
- in which baji keisuke gets anonymous letters from his secret admirer.
pairing: baji x fem!reader
notice: fluff? fluff.
a/n: I said fuck tumblr because the timing is too good.
not proofread, requested
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i didn't want to fall in love, not at all. but at some point, you smiled, and holy shit, i blew it.
- sincerely, hopelessly in love.
baji reads through the letter that had mysteriously appeared in his locker, wrapped with a cerulean paper and scented with faint sandalwood perfume. as if the delicate envelope wasn't fancy enough, you'd also taped a piece of grass flower onto the thick and elegant parchment of your letter. he reads it a few more times, his brows knitting as a shred of evidence to a visible confusion.
he wondered if the sender had gotten the wrong locker, and the wrong person too, respectively. but the back of the envelope showcased "keisuke baji" in clear and bolded ink, much to his delight.
instead of a fluster, it raises a question mark in his mind, not to mention he was at a loss with how neat the handwriting looked. it was even neater than chifuyu, who he knew to be a vocabulary and writing genius- and god forbid if the latter knew, baji won't be getting the other half of his yakisoba again.
however, he kept the letter in his pocket, making sure it doesn't form creases. and no one noticed the trifling gleam of joy in his spectacled eyes as he walks off to the first class.
i caught myself smiling, and realised I was thinking about you. but then again, when do i not?
baji keisuke, you make me smile all the time. i hope you'd smile a little more as well, you look beautiful.
- sincerely, the butterflies are cease firing.
this time, baji finds himself smiling uncharacteristically, his head leaning onto his locker to shroud the sight of his flustered grin. and under the shadow of his own hair, baji bites his lips, reminding himself, again and again, it's totally out of his personality. but you'd told him to smile more, you'd told him you'd loved his smile, so how can he not?
the butterflies are cease firing.
baji so badly wished he could use the godly power of psychometry right now, because he was dying to see the person behind the sweet words that lit up his day. while he knew that he wouldn't be able to return their feeling because you can't really fall in love with someone you'd not known- it could be a prankster for all he knew. but the prankster did a good job prepping and choosing words because goddamnit, baji keisuke was flattered.
i saw you smile at my letter the other day, and i once again realized how mesmerizing you are.
I am so impressed with you, your amazing heart. how your mind works, how you live, and especially, how you love.
if you could, would you show me that?
- sincerely, yours.
[name initials]
"fuck yes," baji whisper-yells, completely oblivious to the strange looks he was receiving, and completely dismissing the fact that chifuyu was right there beside him with the other half of their shared yakisoba in his hands.
"what's up?"
baji's head snaps at the other's voice, hastily stuffing the letter back into its wrapping as he shoves it back to his locker, "it's nothing. just realized that my mum would check this maths test and i bummed it."
chifuyu seems to believe that as an answer, lifting his chopsticks as he engorges a spoonful of the noodles in his mouth, speaking in blurred words, "good luck for you then."
you'd never know the humongous charity work you did because the next few days, baji's mother didn't have to slap his ass to wake him up, nor did she have a bucket of ice water prepared to splash him awake. baji keisuke woke up at six in the morning, dressed within five minutes, ate his breakfast that he never did before, and went to school at exactly six-fifteen in the morning.
baji's mom knew school started at eight.
baji stood behind the lockers, hidden, and observing for any passerby to drop a letter in his cabinet- in all intruded secrecy. the fifth day, he sees your silhouette make way, eyes stuttering everywhere to be wary of potential intruders, baji included, though he was just there. you opened the locker that he always kept unlocked- since whoever and whatever had the courage to steal from him must be desiring death or must be mikey.
baji's eyes observed you and no way in hell- he thinks. there was no way an "impulsive aggression" called himself could have you as his secret admirer because you were just so gorgeous he almost couldn't believe his eyes. with a charm as great as yours, and words as sweet as yours, he doesn't think falling irrevocably in love with you is hard at all. and baji being himself, quietly sneaks in behind your back, looking for the right timing to, well, catch you.
just when you were about to close the metal of his lockers, there he was, slamming it shut, inducing a loud resonation to hit your ears as you immediately turn around. the fear in your eyes form sprinkles of anxiety as you look at just who it was, eyes enlargening when you realized- fuck.
it was keisuke baji!
"i-i'm so sorry!"
your head hits his chest when you attempt to bow, embarrassing, you'd say; but then baji leans in, having your back flat against the metal, apprehension clear in your orbs that avoided his at any cost, he says, "so it's you, [name initials]"
it's embarrassing to be caught.
"you're as beautiful as your letters, I see."
and as if your cheeks weren't warm enough, he makes your stomach churn with an entire zoo clattering against your ribs. you have no idea how to reply, nor do you have the courage to, not when your lips are about to bleed with how hard you bite at it.
but you're so happy to see him up close.
"i-, uh, thank you. you too."
you mentally slap yourself for stuttering out such a lame reply, but baji seems to be satisfied with it as he releases you from the hold that had you breathless, almost tripping your stilled feet as he says, "there's still an hour before school, so do you like peyoung yakisoba? we could get some, talk and maybe i can smile a little bit more."
your eyes widen yet again, lips unable to form a coherent reply with how fast your heart was hammering against your chest, almost on its way to break through and drop right into his welcoming hands. but nonetheless, you gather the minimum vocal strength you could muster and speak, "of course, i love yakisoba."
the first reply you'd liked and the first reply that was not fictitiously embarrassing.
baji grins, his eyes squinting as the smile reaches up to his eyelids- and your heart skips a significant beat.
"well then, tokyo manji gang, first division captain, baji keisuke. nice to meet you."
and chifuyu wasn't there to remind him that he wasn't going on a fight.
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“imagine chifuyu finally asking you out to be his girlfriend...”
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contains. FLUFF, mutual pining, university!au, kazutora, takemicchi, hakkai, seshui, emma, and yuzuha are all in a group of friends with chifuyu, original character for the sake of the story, and poor attempt of description when it comes to dyeing one’s hair i apologize! UNEDITED TOO. please bear with me <3 have fun reading this one! rbs and feedbacks are highly appreciated <3
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A few minutes have passed after you’ve received a message from Chifuyu. The two of you didn’t have any classes today and since you’re done with the things you need to finish, all you want to do for the rest of the day is to relax and stay in your bed.
But Chifuyu being Chifuyu, even though you already told him that you don’t want to go out, he continued pestering you to accompany him to a hair salon because he said he wanted to dye his hair back to blonde.
While you’re busy scrolling through your phone, you received a call from him. Sighing, you answered the call.
“What? I told you, Chi. I don’t want to go out.”
“I’m outside your apartment. Let me in.”
“What?” you abruptly sit on your bed.
“C’mon, doll. It’s kinda cold out here.”
“Hang on,” you ended the call and went out of your room.
Once you’re finally in front of the door, you open it and there you see Chifuyu holding a bag of takeouts from your favorite restaurant and another one you couldn’t see what’s inside. Confused, you stared up at the man and when your gazes met, Chifuyu gave you a sheepish smile.
“Hi, Y/N!”
“What’s that?” you motioned at the takeouts he’s holding. “Is that a bribe?”
“Yeah,” Chifuyu laughed. “Since you don’t wanna go outside and accompany me to a hair salon I figured you should dye my hair instead,” he grinned widely at you.
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$50,000 immediately dropped into my bank account wouldn't improve EVERYTHING but boy it sure would be a grand, sexy little start to a good, happy life path, don't you think
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tokyo rev. boys’ getting caught making out
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ft ;; mikey, chifuyu, mitsuya, takemichi, baji, draken x gn!reader
genre ;; fluff, crack
wc ;; 1.4k
warnings ;; suggestive themes (?) and slight cursing
notes ;; if you saw me post this before no you didn’t it just wasn’t showing up in tags okay 😔 all characters are aged up !!
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:3 MIKEY — pretends he doesn’t care. he’s got you pressed up against his chest, fingers looped through your belt holes, tugging your hips forward, while his ass sits comfortably against the tiny closet wall. “mikey we should probably…” you manage to whisper out before his finger shushes your words. “aye. no. quiet now.” he smoothly mumbles and presses his lips back onto yours. you kiss back in confusion, butterflies shooting up your stomach when you feel mikey’s hand glide down your spine.
“WHAT THE FUCK ?? mikey, man, PLEASE lock the door, holy shit…” draken exclaims in regret, slamming the closet door back shut. mikey looks away for a second, face registering what just happened. he gazes up at your shocked expression. a faint cheeky grin starts to appear on his mouth. “oh 😮 hehe.”
“what do you mean, oh HEHE?!” you sputter out, eyes wide with surprise. “what if he tells the others?!”
mikey shrugs it off like it’s no big deal. once again he pulls you closer, hot breath fanning against your neck. “if he tells anyone, i’ll just make him do my hair every morning.”
“is that your idea of being sexy right now.” you deadpan.
:3 CHIFUYU — is just so eager to touch you. he’s spent the whole day being teased by your innocent cheek pecks and head pats. he can’t resist anymore. as soon as everyone is gone from the room, his arms seem to move of their own. leaping onto your body, he presses his lips onto yours. “you’re eager,” you manage to murmur between gasps of air. pulling back for a split second, he takes in a breath. rubbing the tip of his nose against your neck, he smirks. “you’re cute.” is all he remarks, thumb gently squishing your cheek before he melts back onto your lips. there is it. that feeling of hunger. chifuyu is good at playing cute when he needs something. all you can feel is his breath fanning against your mouth, your fingers tangling in his fluffy locks; a small whimper escaping his mouth when you tug the back of his hair.
“AYY guys, look at chifuyu! he’s got balls!” baji growls a big laughter from the corner of the room. chifuyu immediately stops kissing you; it’s as if his mouth is sinfully detaching from yours. he scrambles to move away, the both of you out of breath with tender swollen lips.
hours later, he’s still not over it. he cannot fathom that his baji-san caught him in such an intimate act 😒 “fuyu, you okay?” brushing away his bangs and placing a hand on his forehead, you check his temperature. “yes, why wouldn’t i be?” he raises a brow in hesitation.
“your face has been beet red for the past few hours.”
:3 MITSUYA — only seems as if he’s prepared. he’s really not. mumbles of confusion and “where are we going?” tumble out your mouth but mitsuya is quick to shut you up with a kiss. “shh i’ve got it all figured out.” with an arm wrapped around your waist, he pulls you closer, shutting the door. as soon as you’re left in quiet, his hands settle on your hips. eyes raking up and down, admiring your figure, he pulls you in for another kiss. all is well while you’re eating each other’s faces like two horny teenagers. all is well until someone busts open the door without knocking.
mitsuya still hasn’t registered the fact that he has to stop kissing you, until you push him away. his mouth instinctively follows yours, aching for more. it’s only when he’s realized that he’s been caught making out with you, that his face goes pink. simply starts coughing. yup. coughing it out boy 🧏
“mitsuya, is there something wrong with your throat?”—“no, why?”—“you won’t stop randomly coughing and scratching your neck so maybe i need to take you to a doctor…?”
nah, he’s fine. he just remembers his desperate lips moving with yours, his body pressed up against your figure, every time he looks at you. lol cute.
:3 TAKEMICHI — really thought his plan was going to work when he politely asked to stuff you in the back of his car and drive somewhere secluded.
“michi, why am in your car trunk again—”
“sHHSHH!!” his wary eyes suspiciously glance at the rear view mirror, face in deep concentration. “i’m taking us someplace where the other gang members won’t find us. y’know, how they’re always with me somehow? it’s like i’m seeing mikey everywhere.” he shivers, goosebumps appearing on his arms. a blank expression takes over your face. “i think you’re the one who can’t stay away from the gang.” you deadpan. he ignores it, of course.
“here! here is perfect!” he exclaims, dragging you with him. as soon as you’re facing each other, sudden realization goes to his head. he tenses up. “can i…” looking down, his cheeks redden. you raise a brow. “kiss me? please kiss me takemichi.” you look up with puppy dog eyes—and he swears he has to stop himself from squealing out from happiness like a little girl. before he can feel himself fainting, he presses his lips onto yours.
right when he’s about to unravel into the mess he’s become, arms around your waist while your fingers rake through his hair, you can sense lights being flashed your way. and that’s when the both of you realize you’ve been caught. takemichi has the option of walking out with your arm on his, a cocky grin on his face or fainting right on the spot. he of course faints right on the spot. (either from being caught MAKING OUT with someone or just simply because he is still a virgin T-T)
:3 BAJI — acts like he’s got himself together. until he doesn’t. “what if someone catches us?” baji quirks his lips at the sight of your furrowed brows. he brings a hand up, using his thumb to sooth your worry lines. “no one.” kiss. “will fucking.” another kiss. “catch us.” one last kiss for good luck. and then he’s off. hand clasped in yours, he drags you to a room. a glint of his fangs pop out when he grins, winking at your flushed face.
and then his lips are suddenly on yours—kissing over and over again, wanting and needing. desiring. his mouth begins moving lower and lower until they’re at your neck, using the tip of his nose to nudge your jaw out of the way. “god, you’re so fucking perf—”
“eek! sorry! i didn’t see shit!” kazutora yelps from not too far, immediately covering his eyes and doing a 180 out of the room. who knew tora could make such a noise? baji blinks a few times, smacking his lips. he laughs it off. “ahahaha. haha. y’know these things happen? haha. so ridiculous. ha.”
“babe, you sound like you’re trying to convince yourself.” a big frown appears on his face, cheeks reddening. “noimnotwhywouldyousaythat ☹️”
:3 DRAKEN — pretends he does not see 👍 if he doesn’t look the person who caught you two in the eye, then they simply do not exist. it all began when you dragged him into a room (he’s confused, but he just accepts it with no resistance at this point). it’s not until you climb onto his lap and kiss his jaw that he fully understands what’s about to happen. he smirks, hands settling on your hips. “couldn’t wait till we got home, could ya?”
pressing your lips onto his, you smile into the kiss. everything’s going well until you hear someone click open the door. regret fills your stomach when you realize you’re the one who forgot to lock it. mikey, who still hasn’t closed the door he opened, stares back with a nonchalant expression on his face.
you quickly scramble to shove draken’s hood over his head, wrapping both arms around his neck so that he can’t open his eyes. a confused startle leaves his lips. “ay, what’s going on?! y/n?!”
“don’t look!” you squeal. glancing back at mikey, you shake your head. “draken says if you pretend something isn’t there, it’s not real! so don’t look!”
draken mutters groans out loud. “what the—y/n, i only said that applies when it comes to mikey!”
you slump back down, arms releasing draken’s neck so he can pull down the hood and open his eyes. you form an “oh 😮” with your mouth, meanwhile draken pinches the space between his forehead. “are you mad at me?” you look up with slight worry, biting your lip. he gulps, throat feeling dry.
“no…actually…that was cute.” he kisses your cheek. “fuck.” he frowns. “you’re so cute.”
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A/N: IF THIS DOESN’T SHOW UP IN TAGS I’LL COMMIT MASS MURFER OBSISHS 😡!?!$?
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BAJI BAJI BAJI
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Stargazing.
津美紀是惠遇到的第一個不是基於血緣關係的善意。
從父母失蹤到五來援助他們前,大概有1~2年的時間,父母留下的資源日漸減少,年幼的姐姐和弟弟是怎麼渡過漫長的夜晚?說起來,看星星、手影,都是只需要微小光源就能進行的遊戲。
那時也差不多是惠咒力覺醒的年紀。
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toman and tenjiku bardagulan, after school dahil inirapan ni izana(grade 12) si takemichi(grade 9) habang nasa canteen kaninang lunck break
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'wag niyong iirapan ang mga nakshie ni nanay mikey(grade 10) dahil aabangan talaga kayo sa gate n'yan
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CNONG MAS ANGAT, CNONG MAS CKAT?! MIKEY O IZANA?!
abangan ang susunod na kabanata. charot.
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something about chifuyu just screams comfort like i just know if you ever cry when he’s around he won’t hesitate to hold you close and rock you back and forth. He would probably tell you some stupid story that happened or show you pictures of the cute animals at the pet shop to make you smile :(
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🌟🥬 Vegetables are Healthy!
headers by me.
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𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐁𝐎𝐘 ➦ rindou x reader
FILIPINO SMAU || CHP 7 : ID PICTURE
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kadeeri si ran 🤢🤢, n e way, sorry for being inactive! I had to participate in my group project baka imark ako wala ginawa hehe
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ain't shit ft. hajime kokonoi & seishu inui
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"Pardon?" Your brother scolds, hands on his hips with grimace on his face while you chuckled. "Oh c'mon, what's so wrong about liking, Inui?"
"Everything?"
You rolled your eyes with a smile, standing up from the couch while Koko just follows you with confusion decorating his features while you continued on to neglect him.
"When did you realize this? Out of all the guys you the had to like—it's Inupi?" He asked in disbelief. Perhaps he was blind, blind to the fact that you and the blonde have always been close friends since you were kids. Maybe it was the coincidence that you drifted apart due to how they were both sent to reform school and now that you've reunited, back on the same track as before, those lingering feelings were still in tact with you.
"You said it yourself, Koko. It's Inupi—there's literally nothing wrong about him."
"That's obscene."
"Do you hate me for liking him because we're just friends or do you hate me for liking him cause he's my brothers best friend?" Koko let's out a huff, sitting on the couch while you sat across from him with crossed legs. "You're the youngest out of the two of us." He aimlessly argued while you threw a pillow to him.
"Stop this defensive brother act, Haji! What Inui doesn't know won't kill him." You said sighing out of frustration in your difficulty to understand what he was so pressed about. It's true that it slipped—the mere fact that you were fond of the other boy—but it wasn't meant to be heard by Koko, or anyone by that fact.
"What he doesn't know? Oh, I see." There's a mild hint of mischief embedded in his voice which was enough to catch your attention to the point you both stood up at the same time and one sibling had a grin, while the other was alarmed since you read his next plot.
"This is gold."
"Don't you dare, Kokonoi!"
"What's with the quarrel?" Inui observes, walking in on the two figures who were willing to slit each others neck just to keep the secret from him. Hajime crosses his arms to his chest with a smile and the blonde sits beside you, handing you a cup of your own coffee while you held it, silently thanking him.
"I think Y/N wants to tell you something."
"Really? Well, spit it out." You could've used a real dagger to send its way to your brother but your eyes were to spare for now. You couldn't even look at Inui—the bastard was too soft in his glance that it didn't help how you were under pressure and how you were intimidated by the pretty boy.
"He's just messing with you." You responded, waving him off to divert all of that mishap back to someone else. Seishu turns to the other person, cocking an eyebrow at the foolery he was dragged into.
"Out with it." The blonde demands for you both. It could've been his sleepiness that wasn't left to handle this sibling rivalry that he seems to face everyday but all he wanted to was doze off right then and there so he surrenders, enough off the anticipation. He lets out a sigh and drops his head to your shoulder while your heart collapses at how sudden it was as he closes his eyes.
"C'mon, Y/N. What he will know won't kill him."
"Piss off, Hajime."
Looking at the sleeping beauty on you, you rest your head on his, closing your eyes out of annoyance from your brother who just left the room knowing he won in this miserable contest of who was able to aggravate the other better.
You combed his hair upwards just so it doesn't frame his face while you bit your lip but since he wasn't going to remember it, you took the chance—as if it was a trial for the real thing and it proves how much you're related to Koko for taking advantage of Inui when he's sleeping. (sorry)
"I really like you, Seishu." You whispered, glancing at his lashes and you could feel that course of jealous of how long and whispy they were which made you turn away.
"So, it didn't kill me then."
He spoke with a smile while you were startled under the sound of his voice. You felt his hand fixate itself closer to yours as he removes himself from your shoulder to sling his arm over the couch to look at you, edging you on with those eyes of his.
"You should be glad I was still awake or else I wouldn't have gotten the time to say that I like you too but maybe that's a secret for you and me. Your brother can figure that out on his own."
Chuckling at his statement, you just did the same motion, leaning on the arm rest, letting your eyes shine at the words that escaped him now that the feeling was mutual. Your mind's office was still in shambles, your emotions were probably running around in flames at the burst of confession. You were caught in being in denial and flat out just accepting it because there's no way you were going to turn it down.
Still, it doesn't pass the fact your heart was out of control.
Inui scoots to your side once again, retrieving his arm from the couch to sling it to you as you take another hit from how dainty he was with his movements as he closes his eyes and weakly intertwines his hands to yours while your cheeks were immensely warming up.
"What ?" Koko enters the room to see the two of you in the same position you were in right now and his eyes were dazed—drifting left and right, unsure if his eyes were face to face with the truth while it was your turn to take back that victory as you slightly raised your intertwined hands to mock him.
"You ain't shit, Haji."
A chuckle comes from Inui, adjusting his hands more so he hold it better as he spoke.
"You can say that again."
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A/N: wrote this on a whim while I was listening to the song just to get started on writing for today but hey, it's inui🤩
TOKYO REV : @strawberrieas @kwrg @raya-sano @kimrena-stuff @heavensbeloved @rosewood1999 @beezebub @l-luci @bekky06 @keiisukebaji @manjiroarchiviste @smileysmileysmiley @tendo-shairdye @toshiswifey @thispenguinrocks @kleesboom
OVERALL: @stesphy @itsmeaudrieee @crapimahuman @meguroshi @floydenai @dai-tsukki-desu
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boyfriend ft. ran haitani
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“What about Y/N? For a delinquent, they’d be a score to own.”
“And why the fuck would I let you touch something that’s mine?”
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why'd you only call me when you're high ft. haruchiyo sanzu
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"I'm sorry, Sanzu's not here at the moment."
"Ran, stop lying."
"Lying is the only thing that's keeping you alive, honey."
You ended the call with the eldest Haitani knowing how troubled you'd be if you kept going. You tossed the phone to the edge of your bed at rage from the news you keep hearing.
"Loyalty. Where is that exactly?" You whispered to yourself, turning off the lights while you closed your eyes tight, that same uneased feeling going through you all over again. You knew where he was. The blinding lights, the heavy dancing with bodies crashing into other like collisions of the world as well as that ethereal realm it takes you that was just an imposter to the real ruins of the city.
Sanzu, always the life of the party but never the lover.
You knew it was temporary. Everything in life had to be temporary or else those vile things we can claim as permanent would always slip away regardless how desperate you were willing to keep it. You knew he fit into that category of people you wanted to be with but there were careless murmurs that creeps onto your ears and all you hear at a daily is,
Does he love you because he's sober or does he love you because you're just the perfect body to kill?
"Y/N, kill him. You're good at that, yeah? My darling shooter." Sanzu whispers behind you with his head to your shoulder while you smiled as your finger obeys at his words like it had a mind of it's own and the glorious sound of a gunshot echoes through the vicinity and the Bonten member chuckles in admiration.
"How was that for you?" You asked him, turning to him, wrapping your arms to his neck with the gun still in tact. He looks at you sweetly, bringing a hand to your nape so he can pull you in and with a feathered kiss to your neck that sent sensations through your spine, he spoke.
"It was beautiful, just like you, darling."
You could picture the smirk on Ran's face during those nights where you were running like a dog with worry for Sanzu, at the peak of the stairs with that frustrating lazy stare of his and it takes every part of you to resist the constant temptation to knock it off him.
"Do I have to remind you again?" He spoke, eyes down to you before you could even take another step. You were already panting from rushing to their place when you heard how a certain truck had been stolen with a million worth of dozes of meth which was coincidentally similar to the one that was parked outside their door. Disappointed but worried at how he could overdo himself, you had to see him anyway.
"Ran, stop getting in my way."
"You're the only one whose stopping yourself. I don't think he made it clear to you but doll, he's not the pretty boyfriend you remember when he's sober."
"Are you saying Sanzu is only staying with me when he's fucking intoxicated?"
With a step clsoer to you, Ran lowers his body so his lips could meet your ear and you stood frozen with fear if Haruchiyo could see you two.
"Why don't you see for yourself and tell me what happens when he looks at you in the eyes and all he can see is someone who can't entertain him?"
"Fuck you."
With a few tears brimming your eyes at how right he was, you wiped them off your eyes in an instant, ashamed to ever cry for Ran Haitani. You despised how he was unnecessarily worried for you. You were just their shooter, someone good with guns and attacks to back them up for protection and defense but you weren't a field player in love which was something he saw right when you met Sanzu. You despised how every part of his words were exact like he was shooting you with his own gun.
"What the fuck!" You shouted when a bullet came through your window as you panicked and opened the drawer to your bedside table, checking if it was loaded before sticking to the wall beside the mirror as you panted, thoughts flying around wondering who was attacking you. Was it the police? An opposing gang? Taking a deep breath, you readied yourself before stepping to the window, drawing your gun at who was below as a laugh surfaces.
"My bad, darling. M' sorry I fucked up your window but will you let me in?" Sanzu said, tucking his gun to his pocket while you stared at him dumbfounded. What sits in your heart is a terrifying pace combined with anger and anxiety from the prior incident and now, the man who was to blame for your panic was climbing up your house just to reach your room. You stood back like every step weighed like dumbbells and your back leans on the wall while your hands throw away the gun out of shock.
He comes in, seeing how you looked so distant which causes a frown to drop on his lips as he approaches you, stepping on the broken glass while he catches a glimpse of you.
"Fuck. I-didn't know you'd be close to the edge, I'm sorry." He apologizes now that he's got a clear view of some of your scratches from the explosion of shards while you shook your head and held your hand at front to stop him.
"You could've killed me, Haru. What were you thinking?" You spat and you can tell how surprised he was at the bitterness of your voice while his eyes search for a way out even if his vision was as dazed as usual.
"But I didn't. Look I'm sorry, Y/N. I just missed you—you weren't answering my calls and—"
"You called me? You called me at 3 in the fucking morning but once it's the next day you never talk to me again." You stated, on your way to sit on your bed while you covered your face, feeling the heat to it from your bottled up emotions.
"We have a mission and of course I can't just bail to talk to you! C'mon, angel, I'll be better next time." He says, crouching down to meet your level with hands on your knees before you removed your hands from your face, a sudden shift of feelings while you gaped at his eyes.
"Why'd you only call me when you're high?"
He stares at you blankly, in the midst of denial and confusion then that's where you could feel your regret catch up to you. For some reason, he can't explain what he felt. Was it guilt? Was it the urge to hold you? There's no sign for him to apologize because his mind was scattered to different memories, blurry lines and faces to the point he can't even see you and that's when your point was made clear now that he realizes that all these memories of you and him were always the ones he'd create at the intake of a pill.
And just like you thought, his memories of you were temporary knowing the drugs were heavier than his love for you.
"I'm sorry, Sanzu. I'm just—tired. You should go." You sighed in defeat now that your question had been answered and by the disappointment that's seen through him. Surprisingly, he agreed. He surrendered to the exhaustion in your eyes that he craved to change but he was in the wrong and he can't act like he wasn't known to the days he's consistently hurt you because of his habits.
He places a kiss to your knee, standing up and hating how the broken glass was still on your room giving you even more potential damage but he doesn't have any time to look back at what he's caused so with a saddened heart, he leaves.
You got up, closing the curtains, not sparing to check if he already left as you got to your bed, grabbing a hold of your phone while you were drained out of energy but you had to give it a try before you choose to doze off the numbness. You didn't care to sweep up the shards or move to another room because you needed to shut your eyes or else you'd never be able to trust yourself with a gun again.
And while you fell into slumber, Ran gets a text message. He opens it out of curiosity, noticing how late it was but with your name at the top of the notification, he just huffs out the smoke from his lips as he read your text.
You were right.
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A/N: obviously i had to do this song to my man sanzu😌
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Hello, can I request the same why'd you only call me when you're high but with Haitani Brothers? Thanks a lot
why'd you only call me when you're high? ft. ran haitani
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"Honey? Hm, you still up?"
"Ran, c'mon come back to us, it'll be fun."
"Let's keep quiet, yeah?"
Slamming your phone on the table, you leaned your head to surface of it with a bottle in hand just to let out a heavy sigh like you always do. You heard your phone ring for the last few seconds that you ended the call which was a surprise to see how fast he'd run back to you, acting like he wasn't the man they were leeching on.
Covering your hands as you raised your head, you wiped your eyes only to see the usual coat of wasted mascara smudged onto it, something that just portrays how many times you've been going through this sick rollercoaster. It felt like you were strapped tight to it, that rush at the top of the ride just for you to come down without any warning and then it goes like a cycle, taking you round and round until he shows some decency.
"Prick." You said looking over to a photo of you two where your phone rests beside it while you can see the endless flickers of messages coming in, piling up but all you can see was desperateness to apologize without any knowledge of what's there to sob about. He thinks you were worried, worried that he might brisk up a brawl and get himself tamed by police once again but this was deeper than any worry.
To say you were annoyed was an understatement, you were a mess in the making with how foolish you looked to keep returning to him, loving him as if he wasn't a torment to keep beside.
"There's my favorite!" Sanzu chants, welcoming you into a hug while he holds your shoulders, steadying you for you to keep your gaze on him. "What's with you tonight? Grabbed a hold of something stronger?" You asked, agitated at why he was blocking you.
"Sure thing now, do you wanna give it a try with me? You look.. dazzled, Y/N. I can help." He charms you with that glimmer in his eyes but you pushed him off and he was left to sigh, fixing his hair just for you to see Ran enter in with women accompanying him with that smile of his.
"Y/N." Rindou calls out only for you to shake your head with a bitter chuckle. "I see it now. You two were aware and none of you bothered to tell." You scolded them but with the regret on his brother's expressions, you can already pinpoint for how long this has been going on.
"Rin, I know this is what you two are famous for so I won't say shit but Ran? You knew about us and... you let him."
"Y/N, he can't switch up who he was just for you."
"Yeah yeah." You said, drowning in another full cup just for you to hear three knocks, a sound well enough for you to come up with the identity of whose at the other end.
Ran rests his head to the door with his hand knocking for him like he was about to pass out. Even from where he stood, he can already feel how the environment has drastically changed. Sticking true to your lunacy, you would always open the door for him to catch him and let his lips carry away his apologies that you were too blind to realize but this time, there was a change of plans.
"Baby? Please open the door."
"You're wasting your time here." You answered, not standing up from your table. You were three steps away from the door but not a single jolt was that electric enough to make you move. Ran sighs, pursing his lips while he takes off his blazer. Just from his appearance with a loose tie and unbuttoned blouse, he can predict how bad this was going to get.
Somehow, the door whips open to see you with a cigarette in hand which was a sight that he claims to be new, not bothering to realize how he was to blame for the blooming of this habit.
"Do you need me again?" You exhaled the smoke and your eyes trail up and down on his figure, scoffing before you sat on your bed with crossed legs. Seeing him right now, inside your room turned into a whole other perspective. Before, you loved to have him visit, enjoying the relationship behind closed doors without the party, without the high of a crowd and now all you see is a man coming home from his sins.
"I didn't know you were awake."
"And I didn't know I was important." You spat in return while Ran rakes his hand through his hair, understanding how difficult it was to fit enough words to show how this wasn't part of his plan.
"How'd it go? You had fun?" You asked him, tilting your head as a sudden intimidation runs through him. He grabbed the chair you previously sat in so he can pull himself closer to you.
"I could never replace you, babe." Ran comments, his gaze locked on you with a finger underneath your chin while you smile. You stood up as he stares at you until you place a hand to his hair, tugging it lightly like he enjoys it.
"But there's a whole line, right?" As dim and confused eyes fly to your stern ones.
"A line for them to take you like they've always waited to do." You ended and Ran reaches for your arm but you instantly move away with a tired sigh and there's a bearing weight to his shoulders.
He can visualize what you meant. The pile of girls that cling to him when he's done for, the way they'd leave lingering kisses to his neck that he didn't mind knowing they were just their usual selves but he'd lose to the argument. Even if he didn't kiss them back, even if he didn't latch himself onto them in return, he would still come home to you wouldn't he? But he lacks to understand how damaging it was to even know that he was being chased by all these other women and he's bragging to the world about it like your position to him was purely an acquaintance.
"I only want you, Y/N so what are you saying?" He weakly defends himself which leads you to lean downwards, a hand holding his jaw with delicateness which opposes your emotions that were fueled by his mockery.
"But why'd you only call me when you're high?"
"If I'm yours, how can I trust you?" You asked him, eyes on the tray of cigarettes to the bedside table. Ran sits up from behind you, stealing a kiss to your bare shoulder with a smile.
"My eyes are for you to own, darling."
"I don't think you remember how you ignored me for two weeks without a given reason but yet here you are, surprising me like you didn't just bail on me when I needed you."
He was left without a voice to back himself up in this quarrel. There was nothing but a tense silence that engulfs you both and by the look of the scattered bottles of alcohol to your table and the tub of ashes to your tray, he knows how insensitive and selfish he's been. He can tell from the smell of your breathe, that deep husk of tobacco mixed with alcohol and the lack of sweetness in your tone that he detached himself from you without his notice.
"If you're gonna stay quiet, just leave. Don't even come back—well, fuck Ran, you don't even talk to me when you're sober." You struggled to keep that persona of yours as strong as you wanted it to be especially when the trail of lonely memories follow you with your eyes begging to stray from him, drained out of the energy to look at him.
You stood at the door, opening it without hesitation to kick him out. Ran looks at you, searching for a way out but with how he felt so bleak with your discomfort and your constant temptation to push him away, he follows through.
He leaves his blazer on the chair as he solemnly walks pass you while he bites his lip out of hopelessness. Once he was out the door, you slammed it shut and you noticed how he left a piece of his clothing but you chose to stay behind, leaving it on your hold while you let out a shaky breathe.
Grabbing the blazer, you held onto it, sitting on the floor with your back to the door, letting out your frustration with your tears landing to it, staining it black from your left over mascara that Ran was first to notice when he saw you.
Meanwhile, on the other side of the door, Ran sat with his forehead to it, sat in the same position as you. His hand was placed to the surface of it, wishing he could've at least had the courage to say something that was worth a try to make you stay but once he heard a sob come from your lips, he knew it was over.
"I guess you're not mine anymore, angel."
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A/N: thank u for requesting but I'll post Rindou's version in a bit!!
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