youreoneofthegays

[youreoneofthegays]

Sooo it's been a while lol

The girl I've been crushing on for the past few months? My girlfriend now!!!! I'm so so very lucky, she's amazing and sweet and knows me so very well I'm very happy BUT I had to go to another city for school for 9 weeks so we're currently doing long distance and,,,, I hate it

I was used to seeing her at least 5 days a week bc we work together and now, the last time I've seen her was 2 weeks ago when I went home to see her. I'll see her again in 2 weeks when she's visiting me here (by train we're about 5 hours apart) but going 4 weeks without seeing her is not only very hard, I'm just not used to it either. Since we met, we've never been apart for this long and it's strange

We mostly text bc she HATES talking on the phone (I do too but a little less than she does) but we talked today for an hour bc I needed to hear her voice and it was so niceeee. She had to hang up bc her friend surprised her with a visit but after she texted me and said it was really nice to talk and that we should do that at least once a week now and I'm 🥺🥺🥺 I really appreciate that bc I know how much she actually dislikes it

Every now and then she'll text me telling me she misses cuddling or kissing me, or that she wants me next to her and she's just very very sweet

I just dk how other couples can do long distance for months or years, the past 4 weeks have been hard and the next 5 will be hard as well and we'll see each other for 2 of the 5 weekends left

Like we try to text as much as possible, the person who's awake first will say good morning and the one going to bed first will say good night and in between we always have an ongoing conversation and I'll text her back in between classes and she'll text me back when she has a free minute at work or in her break and it's nice, i don't think it has a negative effect on our relationship but I just MISS her, I just wanna hold her and kiss her whenever I want and I don't wanna wait another 2 weeks ahhhh

#gf #personal #hot coworker #shes still my hot coworker #work crush #work gf #wlw #oh and ill forever be a useless lesbian #when she says something super cute i just get shy and dont know what to say lol #useless lesbian

[youreoneofthegays]

MY CRUSH KISSED ME THIS IS NOT A DRILL AHHHH

We made plans to go to hers after work (on Wednesday) but before that we got takeout with 3 other coworkers and had some drinks (which was v nice) so my crush and I went to get the food after work while the others waited and after we got a few meters away from our store she asked me if I wanted to hold hands 🥺

On our way to get food I asked her if she told our coworkers anything bc it would've been pretty obvious anyway if I went home with her lol and she said she told 2 of them and their reactions were pretty funny ahh one of them said "ohhh poor girl" (I'm the poor girl lmao) and the other just laughed and was like "ok cool" but later he made so many jokes about us ahhh

Anyway we stayed there until 11 (it got later and later lol) and the later it got the closer we got and we started holding hands again and the third coworker found out too and it was a lot lmao

Anyway at 11 we finally went home and our coworker got picked up so they dropped us off at her house bc it was on the way and we sat in the backseat together and held hands the whole time

So when we finally arrived she walked over to me v quickly and kissed me and said that it was long overdue and even tho I was a bit overwhelmed bc it was my first real kiss it was so niceeee and then we talked a bit and hugged and started making out in her bedroom doorframe and we stayed there for at least 15 minutes lmao

Then we got on her couch and watched tv and cuddled and made out and talked and it was so nice and she was so happy and I was too and it was just so cuteeee

We even briefly talked about telling our boss bc she's my manager and I'm the apprentice and she couuuld possibly get into trouble??

Anywayyy she's on holiday in Italy for a week now and I already miss her and I wanna kiss her and I can't wait for her to come back Thursday/Friday 🥺

Also she said she doesn't want to keep it a secret bc she wants a kiss every morning we get into work 🥺

#work crush #hot coworker #crush #wlw #useless lesbian

[youreoneofthegays]

I'm DYING

On her Facebook page (which she never uses anymore, it's all literally so old lol) is a poem from Rubi Kaur that says "reading out loud - that's the perfect date for me" ALSO I'm not a stalker lmao we googled her the other day and saw it

And now she got a hammock and invited me over so we could test it (it's like a big one for 2 people) and not only did she say it could get cosy/cuddly(?) But she also said I should read out loud for her 🥺🥺🥺

#crush #work crush #wlw

[youreoneofthegays]

Okay so my crush likes me back lmao???? WTH MAN

We worked on Sunday and since then we've been flirting so much and on Wednesday we drank a lil again and like hugged/cuddled/got super close when we were alone while our coworker was on the toilet or something and since Wednesday we've been texting every day after work (we work 9 hours together daily lol) and just flirting constantly and she's driving me crazyyyy I swear ahhh

The office part of my work is kinda oblong and I work on the opposite of where the door is so to get to me she always has to walk past 2 coworkers and today she would always come to me and our coworkers started joking if she even worked or if she's just walking to me and back ahhh

And if we get the chance to stand next to each other we always stand super close and lean against each other and when I'm on my break I can pretty much bet that she'll come in to get something from the break room so today I saved her some strawberries and ofc she came in ahh

Today after work she texted me an application for an apprenticeship bc I always complain how we don't have anyone yet and I have to do everything alone lol and in the application it said that she spoke french so I teased my crush (who always tries to impress me by speaking french) and said that she may be competition for her and her response was "should I really say that, what you want me to say?"

Idk man I'm so infatuated rn I'm hungry but I can't eat lmao and she always makes me SO incredibly nervous??? A good nervous but stillll

#crush #work crush #wlw

[youreoneofthegays]

WHAT I'm not okay wth

We worked today even tho its Sunday so it was just my crush, 2 other coworkers and I and,,, tbh we're basically together

The other two were upstairs and my crush and I were downstairs and basically flirting the whole time

We said we're gonna go on holiday together this summer to Portugal, she's gonna go with me get a piercing, we were talking about relationships the whole time and she also gave me a present again,,,,,,

We also touched basically the whole time like- she would stroke my back or smth all the time or tease me and I would just lean on her and she found out that I'm super ticklish but I also found out she's super ticklish so all I did was trying to tickle her and like the last about 4 hours we were just leaning against each other and touching each other and it was honestly so nice

I also told her that I dreamt about her and we teased each other the whole time and I'm just really not okay,,,,

She said that we're super alike again like 5 times so I said I refuse to believe that planets tell me what to do (we're both cancer) and she was like "fine then we're both just really weird and meant to be together" and I mean????

She also called me cute SO often and at one point she was like (more to herself) "I've said that wayy too often tonight" so I said "yes but I am cute so it's fine" and she looked at me really sweet and didn't say anything ahhh

And at one point I called her cute but kinda quiet so she asked me what I said (I'm pretty sure she understood me tho) but I told her to forget about it so she said 'nooo tell me tell me' and when I refused to she got my drink and told me to drink bc "drunk people always tell the truth"

We were watching a few clips from esc bc she didn't watch it and at one point france was on and I repeated how good it was and that they were better than Italy so she just straight out asked if I thought french was sexy and THEN started talking french/translating bc I said I didn't understand anything like,,,,,, I was super impressed lmao that was just hot

So basically we just kinda cuddled the whole time and idk what to do next lol

And idk just the look she had on her face when I came in was too much for me lmao I miss her already I can't wait to see her tomorrow 🥺🥺

#crush #wlw #useless lesbian #work crush #hot coworker

[youreoneofthegays]

3 coworkers and I are working Sunday (tomorrow) so I texted my crush who'll be there as well when we're starting ("heyy what time tomorrow?") And she immediately (she said she always needs decades to text back lmao) texts back a kinda long message asking me how I'm doing and if everything went well bc I got vaxxed yesterday and she said that's the more important question with a ;) I was fine until she sent me that lmao and then she said I can come whenever I feel like it, and that I should "bring thirst" (makes more sense in German lol) bc our coworker brought us drinks and she used the 😏 like ahhhh

I wanna ask her tomorrow if she'll still come with me to get pierced bc I'm still too scared to go alone lmao

Also on Thursday I got up the courage to touch her ahh we were doing the till and I was teasing her and she acted offended so I stroked her back and shoulder and I felt like she leaned in it was so niceeee

On like Tuesday I was wearing my brothers sweatshirt again and I walked in in the morning and immediately she was like "Sarah, wearing your brothers clothes again?" And laughing and she also said that she can tell now and on Thursday I was wearing one of my new hoodies she hasn't seen yet so when I walked in she commented "do you not have your own wardrobe anymore" laughing and I told her that's it's actually mine and our coworker must have given her a confused look bc she kinda explained how it's just a thing between us ahhh

Tbh the goal for tomorrow is to get her to touch my lower back again lmao that was so nice

[youreoneofthegays]

Why did no one tell me that its literally the best feeling in the world when your crush touches you on your lower back???

#she also touched my leg/my thigh a lotttt #it was literally heaven #i like her sm its crazy #crush #work crush #wlw #hot coworker #useless lesbian

[youreoneofthegays]

Ok so I just went through our chats and there's barely one message without either 😏 or 😉 and if those aren't flirting emojis idk anymore

#like we dont text too much #especially bc we see each other a lot #but when we do #man #crush #wlw #work crush #hot coworker #useless lesbian #also she made a gay joke again i love it #it was also about church lmao

[youreoneofthegays]

I just feel like she knows me so well and I know her so well and honestly she makes my stomach go 💫💫💫

We started to have our own inside jokes and there's a lot of them and I love it sm the other day we asked her a question and my other coworker was like "oh but I don't really wanna bother you rn, you have a lot to do anyway" and I was like "nah I really don't mind, I like bothering and annoying her" and my coworker was a lil confused and like 'why??' but my crush just laughed and said to her "oh you don't have to get that, it's a whole thing between us" LIKE

And I'm not the biggest fan of our boss but he likes my crush a lot too and my boss and I always joke how she's bullying me and today she made a dumb comment to me and he was like "oh you have a hard life here with her but at least you know how to fight back" bc I made a dumb comment back and my crush said "oh ya she's way too good at fighting back" and looked at me with that look ahh

Overall she's always right and I love that bc she would tease me about it but today I was right and it was v funny bc she was being an ass about it lmao and then I told her how I won't let this go and then she said that she doesn't care bc she knows she's the best (I texted her that once and now she won't let it go) and man I just love our banter ahhh

When I walked in this morning and we moved the stuff out that's supposed to be in front of the door she was like "so what's up Sarah" loudly and way too happy just to tease me and I was like "eh" and frowned lol and she said "ha that's what I thought, you look like it too" and laughed and ahhh she was so proud of herself for teasing me

Also she always makes gay jokes I love it sm I brought in rainbow Gummi Bears and we've been joking how only gays can eat them and made fun of het coworkers who ate them and today we talked about Hannah Montana and she literally said she never knew who she crushed on more and I just said "SAME" really excitedly bc that was the real struggle lmao

Just,,,, our eye contact kills me every time and there was so much of it today and yesterday I loved it and she touched me tooo ahhh like once bc we we're making fun of our boss on how he pets his dog and,,,,, she literally demonstrated how he pets his dog,, on. my. thigh. ???? I am d e a d and later when we were leaving she hit me with an empty plastic bottle on my arm bc I needed to hurry up I'm really not okay

Also we have our local newspaper at work and there's always some left we can just take home and her parents always ask her to take it with her but she always forgets so I remember her and on her days off I put one aside for her and today I asked her if she told them I do that and she said she actually always tells them it's me who thinks of them and like ??? She talks with her parents about me what,,,,

I just dk what to dooooo I like her sm

#crush #work crush #hot coworker #wlw #useless lesbians

[youreoneofthegays]

I told her I wanted a helix piercing but that I was too scared to go and my best friend doesn't wanna come bc she's scared too lmao and she said she'll come with me 🥺

WHY do I always get so shy around her, there would be so many opportunities to flirt if I wasn't that shy wthhhh

I was in a REALLY good mood today, like I haven't been this happy in weeks probably lol and I told literally everyone and I told her like 5 times and you know what her comment was? "Normally if someone is in such a good mood I'd say they had sex" asdjrbdhjs WHAT like I'm bad at flirting but I feel like that was a great opportunity

Like overall there were so many good opportunities for it but I'm so sHY whyyyy

But I teased her a lot today and she teased me and it was so gooddd also she pulled the "i have it black on white that I'm the best" bc I texted her that once and now she uses it against me lmao

I got rainbow Gummi Bears from my aunt yesterday and I brought them to work yesterday and she was really frustrated at some point and I teased her about it lol and to cheer her up I was like "omg do you want Gummi Bears" bc I know she likes them but she's also trying to be healthy and she was like "ughhh nooo" but I got excited and said "but they're rainbow!!!" And got them anyway and then she got excited too and followed me and said she blames me for not being able to eat healthy bc I also convince her to order food all the time lol

Idk she was in the back basically for the whole day and bc it was a super slow day I spent a lot of my time in the back as well (basically all afternoon) and we talked soo much and joked around it was sm fun and I still thinks she likes me sometimes

#Merkel mach piercer auf #thats a v cute date idea

[youreoneofthegays]

do u realize i will literally give u the moon if u asked me too

[youreoneofthegays]

WHY do I always get so shy around her, there would be so many opportunities to flirt if I wasn't that shy wthhhh

I was in a REALLY good mood today, like I haven't been this happy in weeks probably lol and I told literally everyone and I told her like 5 times and you know what her comment was? "Normally if someone is in such a good mood I'd say they had sex" asdjrbdhjs WHAT like I'm bad at flirting but I feel like that was a great opportunity

Like overall there were so many good opportunities for it but I'm so sHY whyyyy

But I teased her a lot today and she teased me and it was so gooddd also she pulled the "i have it black on white that I'm the best" bc I texted her that once and now she uses it against me lmao

I got rainbow Gummi Bears from my aunt yesterday and I brought them to work yesterday and she was really frustrated at some point and I teased her about it lol and to cheer her up I was like "omg do you want Gummi Bears" bc I know she likes them but she's also trying to be healthy and she was like "ughhh nooo" but I got excited and said "but they're rainbow!!!" And got them anyway and then she got excited too and followed me and said she blames me for not being able to eat healthy bc I also convince her to order food all the time lol

Idk she was in the back basically for the whole day and bc it was a super slow day I spent a lot of my time in the back as well (basically all afternoon) and we talked soo much and joked around it was sm fun and I still thinks she likes me sometimes

#crush #hot coworker #work crush #wlw #useless lesbian #someone teach me how to flirt

[youreoneofthegays]

I'm so confusedddd

Depending on who's working with us she's different to me which I get, she's different with the coworkers she's (and me as well) really good friends with which I get, I'm probably a bit different too around them but it just confuses me ahhhh she's the cutest when we're alone bc that's when she's flirting ;_;

They were talking about getting together on Saturday again (last time I said no) and during that convo one of them said like "Sarah youre invited as well you know that" and another coworker who doesn't usually come was there too but we'd totally hang out and they joked about her not being invited and yeah so I was kinda unsure if I was really invited or just bc I was in the same room (yk that situation lol) but like I didn't think about it anymore and we didn't talk about it either

So just before closing I was doing the till and my crush came over to me (I love doing the till we always talk and we're alone lmao) and!! She said they're at her place on Saturday and that if I wanted to I could come too ofc and ahhh that was so nice of her 🥺 I was awkward and said yeah sure and that I could finally pick up my plant (she made me a cutting of her monstera plant!!) and ya lol

I was getting tested for covid after work with the coworker we joked around with that she's not invited and we talked like super shortly about Saturday again and my crush didn't invite her again so idk if she just forgot/if she specifically wants me there too or if I'm just overthinking???? Today was so confusing ahh

But I was wearing my batik shirt for the first time today and she gave me a compliment when I came in this morning 🥺

#crush #work crush #hot coworker #wlw #useless lesbian #just imagjne the america eggsplain!!! vine ok cool

[youreoneofthegays]

lmao I cannot get over the ugly people thing like she obviously tried to flirt with me and tried to get me to say that I think she's cute and I'm just such an oblivious dumbass and I wish I could go back and flirt with her ahhhh

Ok ok don't panic but I stole my brother's sweater again and wore it to work and I told my crush about it and then she was like "aw I miss having someone to steal clothes from" and THEN immediately she said "you know we have the same shoe size" LIKE

Also she called me cute multiple times today once bc I told her that I cried bc my salad didn't taste good bc I'm on my period and for some reason I'm super emotional this time and

Our boss's daughter who she's super good friends with came in today for a few minutes and she complimented her on the bracelet I made her (she didn't know it was from me) and she was kinda proudly saying "Sarah made that for me!" And told me to show mine and her friend said "aww you two are so cute" ;_;

Honestly we should just date already what is this

#she changed her profile pic and its the cutest and prettiest picture ive ever seen #she looks so good I'm not okay #also I'm glad she knows I'm dumb so maybe it didnt discourage her from trying to flirt again lol #please someone give me flirting skills

[youreoneofthegays]

How can someone possibly be this cute, my brain cannot comprehend this ,,,,,,

I came in this morning and, you know, Monday morning and morning so I walked in and my crush opened the door and I said hi and then I walked past my other coworkers desk but didn't say hi bc I was not awake yet and she called good morning after me and I was a bit confused and my crush laughed and said my name in the "oh, you know how she is" kinda way if yk what I mean lol?

And then we worked together on one thing next to eachother so we started talking and she asked me about my weekend like she was super interested and joked around with me and stuff and then she told me about hers and ahhh

And idk yk that cliche thing where you look at your crush but look away as soon as they look at you? Omg she did that soooo often today, first I thought I was imagining it but it happened so often 🙃

And she pushed me a few times today like in a play fight kinda way?? It was so cute and the way she laughed 🥺🥺🥺

At this point I actually do kinda think that she likes me too?? Like I'm not 100% sure but I feel like there's gotta be something and idk what to do now lmao like I'm shy and don't know how flirting works so I'm kinda hoping for something from her side but idk if she's brave enough lmao?

I just wanna spend all my time with her :(

#crush #work crush #hot coworker #wlw #useless lesbain

[youreoneofthegays]

How can someone possibly be this cute, my brain cannot comprehend this ,,,,,,

I came in this morning and, you know, Monday morning and morning so I walked in and my crush opened the door and I said hi and then I walked past my other coworkers desk but didn't say hi bc I was not awake yet and she called good morning after me and I was a bit confused and my crush laughed and said my name in the "oh, you know how she is" kinda way if yk what I mean lol?

And then we worked together on one thing next to eachother so we started talking and she asked me about my weekend like she was super interested and joked around with me and stuff and then she told me about hers and ahhh

And idk yk that cliche thing where you look at your crush but look away as soon as they look at you? Omg she did that soooo often today, first I thought I was imagining it but it happened so often 🙃

And she pushed me a few times today like in a play fight kinda way?? It was so cute and the way she laughed 🥺🥺🥺

At this point I actually do kinda think that she likes me too?? Like I'm not 100% sure but I feel like there's gotta be something and idk what to do now lmao like I'm shy and don't know how flirting works so I'm kinda hoping for something from her side but idk if she's brave enough lmao?

I just wanna spend all my time with her :(

#crush #work crush #hot coworker #wlw #useless lesbain

[youreoneofthegays]

We were at the cash register and there was no one in the store (we have click & collect atm so there's only one person allowed in and they have to ring the doorbell lol) and we were watching this older woman in front of the door and waiting for her to ring bc people are dumb and never get that they have to ring even tho there's a huge red sign saying so but whatever

I said that I hate people so much (half joking half not lol) and she laughed so hard like this woman literally must be in love with me there's no other way to explain why she's laughing about my jokes like that

#crush #work crush #hot coworker #wlw #useless lesbian