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Hey so i was thinking

If Ghiaccio is M A N I A

I think Eridan would be So Much (For) Stardust

In this essay I will—

Ghiaccio HCs let’s fucking gooooo

Alright gang it’s that time again. I’m stuck in the Swamp of Sadness called “writer’s block” where headcanons are the only thing I can manage. And y’all seem to appreciate my Ghiaccioposting so let’s do this CW: Mentions of violence, abuse, drug use and sex, but nothing explicit.

BACKSTORY

First of all, why yes I DO have a hc for his legal name~ But if I told you he would kill me.

He is on the autism spectrum but undiagnosed; his difficulty communicating with/relating to others and his frustration with figurative language often get mislabeled as him being a dick. He’s learned to lean into that label.

When he was very young, he was taken away from his abusive family for his own protection and put into foster care.

He was constantly being moved from home to home because of his difficult nature and violent outbursts. His anger issues were never addressed, only pushed onto the next caretaker.

He grew up always feeling like a burden, like no one wanted him, and so he developed a fierce drive to be the best at everything. As a wise woman once said, “I feel like I’m the worst so I always act like I’m the best!”

Being shuffled around also instilled in him a lone-wolf sensibility, a distrust for getting close to anyone.

He was an extremely good student, at least in terms of grades. He studied multiple languages and had a special interest in the sciences.

He was also an incredibly dedicated athlete,  participating in track & field, hockey, and soccer (football).

He kept getting ejected from matches for his anger issues, even when dealing with his own team mates. Some schools refused to play against them unless he was removed from the lineup.

He then sought outside sources to get his adrenaline fix and wound up becoming a speed skater. He was exceptionally talented and became obsessed with being number one. He was actually on track to compete for his country in the Olympic games…

However… a particularly violent outburst had him disqualified and had him permanently barred from competitive skating.

This was the inciting event that awakened his Stand abilities.

He withdrew from school, and never went to university.

Has a series of short-lived and distant “relationships.” tends toward hookups and flings.

He is a drug-user, indiscriminately; whatever his teammates put in front of him.

LA SQUADRA ESECUZIONI

He’s one of, if not the youngest member of La Squadra.

He doesn’t need to be “liked” by the team, but wants to be respected and feared.

His opinions on…

Sorbet & Gelato: Finds their PDA annoying so he tends to only engage with them for work. Probably is also jealous of what they have.

Formaggio: He appreciates being able to drink beer and watch sports together and not have to talk.

Illuso: Sees him as a necessary part of the team, but they both tend to keep to themselves, so they’re not especially close.

Prosciutto: Respects him quite a lot, aspires to be more like him in many ways. He’s slightly more open with him than the others, because he knows Prosciutto won’t try to “fix” him.

Pesci: Sees him as a “little brother,” wants to mold him into a fearsome assassin. Surprisingly, he is not as critical with him as Prosciutto is. He is the team mate Ghiaccio is least likely to lose his temper with, and most likely to let down his guard down with.

Melone: Fascinated by him, highly respects him as a team mate. Prefers to work with him because they weirdly understand each other; they absolutely share a folie à deux. Early in their professional partnership he was annoyed by Melone’s incessant and aggressive sexual innuendo, but quickly figured out that this could be resolved by adrenaline-fueled, post-mission hookups. (Spoiler alert: these men are kinky.) Afterwards, it’s all business. Eventually Ghiaccio begins to experience what scientists refer to as “catching feelings,” but he doesn’t have the emotional intelligence to know what to do with this.

Risotto: Has a deep respect for him of course, but also a low-key resentment that he feels towards any person of authority. He tends to push back against orders and treat him more as an “equal” than the others do, but it’s mostly for show. He’d happily follow Ris into any battle. MUSIC RECS Admittedly, I haven’t gotten into this as deeply as I’d like to, but I have couple of suggestions that I am absolutely rabid about.

“This is Love,” Air Traffic Controller Obv I see this through a Meloghia lens, but the romantic angle could be x anyone (or no one.) Oh, I was hit as a kid, I was good, but then I quit. Everyone that tried to fix me Knows that I can’t change a bit. I’ve got no shame, got no pride, Only skeletons to hide. And if you try to talk to someone, Well then someone has to die. Once you chase me down the hole, Yeah, once you think you’re in control, You’ll believe that we are partners And you’ll feel comfortable. Oh, then the darkness rolls in And you’ll forget who I have been. But you’ll love, love, love it. This is love.

Literally all of “M A N I A,” Fall Out Boy Don’t give me that look, I will fight you on this I stg. A couple of highlights–

“Young and Menace” We’ve gone way too fast for way too long. And we were never supposed to make it half this far. And I’ve lived so much life I think that God is gonna have to kill me twice. Kill me twice like my name was Nikki Sixx. I woke up in my shoes again, but somewhere you exist. Woke up on the wrong side of reality. And there’s a madness that’s just coursing right through me. And as far as the time, Not sure I’m there yet, but I’m certain I’ve arrived. Oops I did it again. I forgot what I was losing my mind about. I only wrote this down to make you press rewind And send a message: I was young and a menace. I’m just here flying off the deep end. I’m just here to become the best yet. I’m just here for the psych assessment. I’m just here for the fall.

“Champion” I’m calling you from the future To let you know we’ve made a mistake. And there’s a fog from the past that’s giving me Such a headache… And I’m back with a madness. I’m a champion (Of the people who don’t believe in champions.) I got nothing but dreams inside. I got nothing but dreams. And I’m just young enough to still believe, But young enough not to know what to believe in. If I can live through this, if I can live through this… If I can live through this, I can do anything.

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The secret wish is to write a fanfic that someone loves so much they make fan art of it, or to create a drawing that someone creates an entire fic based off of it.

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collection

#too real

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Just so we’re all clear, it is okay to miss people you no longer want in your life.

#fuck

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I’m thinking about making a multi-fandom discord server for people 25+

As a millennial I’m exhausted trying to navigate fandom spaces that are geared towards minors, or “18+” spaces where everyone’s 19-21.

No shade to these communities, but it can sometimes be uncomfortable for everyone involved, and being treated as a predator simply because I want to shitpost about my fictional boys is getting old, pun intended.

Anyway I’m curious to see if I could drum up any interest in this, and what fandoms in particular people want adult-oriented spaces for.

I don’t mean “adult” strictly as “nsfw” content either, though there would certainly be a place for that as well.

Thoughts?

#discord #millennials #25+ #30+ #40+ #adults on tumblr #fandom #i dont know how to tag this #gen y

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trying to watch a new anime like

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BEST QUEER MEDIA TOURNAMENT FINAL ROUND!!!!!

[ propaganda masterpost]

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Intrusive Thoughts are unwanted thoughts or images that you find distressing and/or disturbing. 

more information on what intrusive thoughts are!

what intrusive thoughts are: https://moodsmith.com/intrusive-thoughts/

how to cope with them: https://www.betterhelp.com/advice/how-to/how-to-stop-intrusive-thoughts-and-live-your-life/

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This oh my god.

Obviously my flings in my teen years all ended with “OOP, my Not-Like-Other-Girls girlfriend is NOT A SOCIAL ASSET?”

My Big Ex fell in love with an internet artist who made stupid comics about niche music scenes and wore cartoon merch

Anyways six years later he was like “HUH? Your goth dresses did not cure my depression and now that you’re not 20 your quirks are embarrassing. I need to go date girls who are you when you were 20. Girls who are 20.”

Anyways seven years LATER he literally killed himself over a 20 year old who ghosted him

Most recently I got into a fight with my fiancee and he took to the internet to complain about how I have an anxiety disorder and no “real job” meanwhile he’s out here faving posts about Ramona Flowers I can not even—

Wish people could figure out that the woman with unstable emotions and a tumblr profile are not going to come into their lives and solve all their problems

Men, get therapy

The thing is, those Manic Pixie Dream Girl movies aren't unrealistic because that kind of thing never happens in real life. They're unrealistic because they never show the epilogue five years later, where the Sadboy Protagonist is posting on reddit going "help, my girlfriend has cool unique hobbies and it's embarrassing me."

I don't know how this comes as a shock to some people, but if you're dating a girl with a bug collection, you're going to be dating a girl who proudly shows dead bugs to your mom.

#cw suicide

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Play with me and convince me to finish something

Other than the literal orgy fic in my drafts

Or ok maybe that one idk

Writers Truth & Dare Ask Game

🎱 ⇢ post your AO3 total stats  🍓 ⇢ how did you get into writing fanfiction?  🌵 ⇢ share the link to a playlist you love 🕯️ ⇢ on a scale from 1 to 10, how much do you enjoy editing? why is that? 🛼 ⇢ describe your latest wip with five emojis 🥑 ⇢ you accidentally killed somebody, which mutual(s) do you text for help? 🥤 ⇢ recommend an author or fanfic you love 💌 ⇢ how many unread emails do you have right now?  🌻 ⇢ tag someone you appreciate but don't talk to on a regular basis 🐇 ⇢ do you prefer writing original characters, reader inserts, or a mix of both?  🧃 ⇢ share some personal lore you never posted about before 🎲 ⇢ what stops you from writing more in your free time?  🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings 🧸 ⇢ what's the fastest way to become your mutual? 🪐 ⇢ name three good things going on in your life right now 📚 ⇢ what's the last thing you wrote down in your notes app?  🍬 ⇢ post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character 🔪 ⇢ what's the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project? 🦷 ⇢ share some personal wisdom or a life hack you swear on ❄️ ⇢ what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best? 🌿 ⇢ give some advice on writer's block and low creativity 🥐 ⇢ name one internet reference that will always make you laugh  🏜️ ⇢ what's your favourite type of comment to receive on your work? 🍦 ⇢ name three good things about a character you hate 🥝 ⇢ do you lie a lot? what's the most recent lie you told? 🦋 ⇢ share something that has been on your heart and mind lately  🦴 ⇢ is there a piece of media that inspires your writing?  🍅 ⇢ give yourself some constructive criticism on your own writing 🐚 ⇢ do you like or dislike surprises? 🪲 ⇢ add 50 words to your current wip and share the paragraph here ☁️ ⇢ what made you choose your username? 🐝 ⇢ tag your biggest supporter(s) and say one nice thing about them 🌸 ⇢ do you have any pets? if you do, post some pictures of them 🎨 ⇢ link your favourite piece of fanart and explain why you like it 🧩 ⇢ what will make you click away from a fanfiction immediately?

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reblog only if you’ve received less than 1000 boops! we can all get each other to “max”

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If you opted out of boops youre a coward

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decided to make my own post rather than bothering op (original)

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it used to be 2007 you know

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Greetings bugs and worms!

This comic is a little different than what I usually do but I worked real hard on it—Maybe I'll make more infographic stuff in the future this ended up being fun. Hope you learned something new :)

If you are still curious and want to learn more about OCD, you can visit the International OCD Foundation's website. I also recommend this amazing TED ED video "Starving The Monster", which was my first introduction to the disorder and this video by John Green about his own experience with OCD.

The IOCDF's website can also help you find support groups, therapy, and has lots of online guides and resources as well if you or a loved one is struggling with the disorder. It is very comprehensive!

Reblog to teach your followers about OCD

(But also not reblogging doesn't make you evil, silly goose)