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Here we go, the second part.

Along that Mars wrote this huge thing about me being a toxic friend:

And this doesn't really go with this:

So 1) he wrote himself that he understands what anxiety means and he's there for help, 2) I asked several times if I was bothering him. I honestly don't get this hypocrisy.

Shortly after I got all these messages from pokezilla. I have already showed you how did the bothering mayhem look like in the first 3 pictures of part 1.

So after all this I want to thank the op fur sharing all this🙏

callout post for Mars @/dickneto

Mars @/dickneto (previously villyns, traumaloki, and vendettas, and also at marsplagued, mindbleached, rainplagued, and urfavehatesmarvel) is a 26-year old white Mormon Russian who lives in the United States who has pretended to be black, Mongolian, and Jewish. He has used these claimed identities to harass people who criticize Marvel films or who he perceives as having problematic taste in media. He’s made up dozen of sockpuppet blogs and alter identities in order to do this. He blogs about Marvel and Hannibal; if you’re in either of these fandoms, I would highly recommend blocking him.

Post updates:

14.08.2021 TW for pedophilia: It has also been brought to my attention that Mars has been telling people that he has hacked in me and a few of my friends’ hard drives and found child porn, and that he “discovered” my father works in private security (not true). So now he’s falsely accusing me and some people I know of being pedophiles.

15.08.2021 - more evidence for digital yellowface added, and also Mars’ threat to murder me.

In general, I don’t believe in callout posts. I sat on this for several months before making the decision to post it. I want to be clear that the purpose of this post isn’t to “cancel” Mars, it’s to warn other people of his behavior because I know he is continuing to do it.

I tried to make this as clear as I could, but the fact is this entire situation is batshit bananas and trying to explain it in a clear way that makes sense is a little bit difficult. If you have any questions, feel free to respond to the post with them.

This is rebloggable.

Trigger warnings: discussions of racefaking, racism, harassment.

Keep reading

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Okay. After all those call out post that this person has done harassing people and spreading hate, I think I have to share and address this, as I also had to endure some shit from him. I regret trusting him and tolerating all the abnormal hate.

We became mutuals as "fellow russians" this spring and were chatting quite regularly in summer. He invited me to his discord server, where there was Bug and several other people. I was a bit anxious about his radical attitude towards pro-shippers, sometimes frightened by his aggression, wishes of painful death and how he enjoyed the revenge to anyone he sees as bad(check out his page, there are several posts like that). I thought that maybe because of his mental disorders thats how he experiences his emotions. But because he seemed so understanding and supporting with my anxiety I tolerated and closed my eyes on it.

Then Loki show aired, he was watching it, there was this all argument around Tumblr about Sylvie ship and Mars was particularly angry about it calling it the same as incest. I respected that someone didn't feel comfortable with it, but asked Mars why exactly is it so wrong. After I said that I don't see this relationship as wrong because it's the exact same person from a different realm, so there isn't any abuse and this is impossible irl, Mars blocked me. I felt deeply hurt because I trusted him so deeply and got attached. And then I get blocked for being honest. Then I wrote to his mutual asking to tell Mars that I apologize and I'm ready to change my opinion to safe the friendship. The reply was no. This is the chat.

I was really frustrated because I have been trying to find a friend desperately for a long time already. So I decided to leave Tumblr. I wrote this:

After that Mars wrote a call out post about me, claiming that I'm suicide baiting and harassing his friend, while I literally just asked to give my words and to know if there is a chance to get back.

To be continued...

callout post for Mars @/dickneto

Mars @/dickneto (previously villyns, traumaloki, and vendettas, and also at marsplagued, mindbleached, rainplagued, and urfavehatesmarvel) is a 26-year old white Mormon Russian who lives in the United States who has pretended to be black, Mongolian, and Jewish. He has used these claimed identities to harass people who criticize Marvel films or who he perceives as having problematic taste in media. He’s made up dozen of sockpuppet blogs and alter identities in order to do this. He blogs about Marvel and Hannibal; if you’re in either of these fandoms, I would highly recommend blocking him.

Post updates:

14.08.2021 TW for pedophilia: It has also been brought to my attention that Mars has been telling people that he has hacked in me and a few of my friends’ hard drives and found child porn, and that he “discovered” my father works in private security (not true). So now he’s falsely accusing me and some people I know of being pedophiles.

15.08.2021 - more evidence for digital yellowface added, and also Mars’ threat to murder me.

In general, I don’t believe in callout posts. I sat on this for several months before making the decision to post it. I want to be clear that the purpose of this post isn’t to “cancel” Mars, it’s to warn other people of his behavior because I know he is continuing to do it.

I tried to make this as clear as I could, but the fact is this entire situation is batshit bananas and trying to explain it in a clear way that makes sense is a little bit difficult. If you have any questions, feel free to respond to the post with them.

This is rebloggable.

Trigger warnings: discussions of racefaking, racism, harassment.

Keep reading

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For anyone who took this as a suicide bait, I want to apologize for wording it like that. I only meant leaving Tumblr.

Ебануться лапти гнутся

Okay, now. This post. This👇 is what I reblogged yesterday.

Sadly I rushed to delete it when my mutual said that everyone took is as a suicide bait. But my other mutual reblogged it from me, as you can see. As you can also see, the post says "I'd care if the person I reblogged this from committed suicide". What does that mean? That I reblog because I care about the suicide of the person I reblogged it from. Not my.

Alright? We clear?

That was probably not a good idea to reblog along with all other posts I have on my page. But I felt very devastated because of the conflict with a friend, so I didn't think of it.

Now, about the claims of 'harassment'.

This is the only friend of the person that accuses me in harassment that I ever contacted. This is everything I wrote:

Okay? Alright? That's it.

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Ебануться лапти гнутся

Okay, now. This post. This👇 is what I reblogged yesterday.

Sadly I rushed to delete it when my mutual said that everyone took is as a suicide bait. But my other mutual reblogged it from me, as you can see. As you can also see, the post says "I'd care if the person I reblogged this from committed suicide". What does that mean? That I reblog because I care about the suicide of the person I reblogged it from. Not my.

Alright? We clear?

That was probably not a good idea to reblog along with all other posts I have on my page. But I felt very devastated because of the conflict with a friend, so I didn't think of it.

Now, about the claims of 'harassment'.

This is the only friend of the person that accuses me in harassment that I ever contacted. This is everything I wrote:

Okay? Alright? That's it.

#yuxa

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You said you're honest. I wanted to be honest with you too. Look, I always seek for a good reason and proof for every point that I have. Sometimes it takes time to find one. During that I try to make sure that I don't harm others. Why does it always end up as something unexcusable? Should I just blindly agree with others?

Honestly, I was afraid of it all this time. Because I saw you didn't give a chance for a mistake. And I knew I would mistake once, as I'm a human being. Yet I saw so many good things in you that I thought fuck that, it's worth of it. This person is worth of knowing them as a friend, I can shut up about my opinions and thoughts for such a person. I respected you, got so attached.

But you know what? I thought I will change my mind and listen to you. I respect and value you and I might actually mistake right now. The subject wasn't something I thought about very much. I won't lie, I am hurt, I'm caught off the guard, because I tried to do everything the way I thought was the best. I'm very uncomfortable that I cannot be honest. That's why I wrote all this. Yet.

But you said no. I fucked up. I don't get a chance to redeem. Anyway, I should've been ready for it. And I want to thank you for all you did to me. You do have a lot of good in you, your suggestions were quite wise and helpful. I appreciate very much all the care that you gave. Thankyou. No sarcasms, just thankyou. You probably will never see this. But thankyou.

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I'm grateful for all the kindness and support anyone ever gave me here. It gave me a chance to feel like I had true friends. But I don't believe in friendship anymore.

Take it as a dramatic or silly, whatever, I don't care, that's how I feel. Bye.

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Heartbroken by love in 20s? That's for loosers. Cool people get their heart broken by friendship. Multiple times.

#yuxa

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Loki’s emotional journey through the season

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DO NOT HARASS TOM HIDDLESTON!

DO NOT HARASS SOPHIA DI MARTINO!

DO NOT HARASS ACTORS, WRITERS, ARTISTS OR OTHER FANS!

DO FUCKING NOT!

Jesus I can't believe this needs to be said but apparently it does.

Those people work hard for our entertainment and deserve all the respect. Shit, everyone deserves respect. Do not harass people! HOLY FUCK!

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hii, how is black widow xenophobic?? i was thinking on watching but after reading your comment in a post it made me things if i wanted to ://

Hi! Excellent question. Before I answer this, let me say I am not Russian so I have a limited perspective of this topic. From what I understand, it falls under two categories: culture and stereotypes.

The actors and staff involved with speaking Russian or having Russian accents did a very poor job, according to my Russian friend. The accents sound bad and much of the language has been butchered. This is not okay. Making caricatures of a language/accent completely disrespects the culture and history behind it.

Even the names they got wrong. Russian is a highly gendered language. In the comics, Natasha's name is Natalia Romanova. This is correct because the a at the end denotes femininity, from what I know. "Romanoff" is blatantly incorrect. If anything, it should be "Romanoffa." And yet, the MCU didn't even deign to properly research the language. More disrespect.

Secondly, the stereotypes. Marvel (and Hollywood at large) has a history of making their villains Russian, for no apparent reason. They continue this trope in Black Widow. Natasha Romanoff's character arc becomes even more problematic when you realise she only becomes "good" after she joins S.H.I.E.L.D, an American-based organization.

More stereotypes upheld by the movie and character is the idea that all Russians are lying spies, and all Russian women are seductress, femme fatale type figures.

If you want to know more I suggest looking at the blog of @vendettas. He's made a lot of posts about it.

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Loki has come so far

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Finally the Rez Dogs trailer!

Guys this is freaking awesome, I can't wait for the show to come out.

#rez dogs #taika waititi #sterlin harjo #wes studi #zahn mcclarnon #mike & bones #dallas goldtooth #1491s #native american #yuxa #Youtube

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ur first and last recent emojis are ur gender now. mine is 🅱👨‍❤‍💋‍👨

#🤡😎 #LMAO SO TRUE

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How to stop feeling overwhelmed and embarrassed at the end of the day?

#i feel like im an idiot who did so many stupid things #yuxa

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lost the motivation to finish this, so here y’all go.

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The only way we’re ever going to solve homelessness is by giving free housing to homeless people. 

Not cots in homeless shelters. Not beds in domestic violence shelters. Real, actual, permanent housing, with a door they can lock and the freedom to come and go as they please. 

It seems like a stupidly simple solution to an incredibly complicated problem, but this is the only way we’re ever going to end homelessness for good. Everything we’re doing right now is like flinging thimbles of water onto a house fire, and it’s time to call the fire department. Don’t believe me? Consider that:

Providing free housing is actually cheaper than what we’re doing right now. Even when you factor in the cost of having round-the-clock mental health staff on hand in housing facilities, giving the homeless housing costs about one-third as much as leaving them on the streets. How is that possible? People who sleep on the streets go to the hospital a whole lot more than anyone else. Being homeless is hard on your health - you are more likely to be assaulted, experience frostbite or heatstroke, or fail to manage a medical condition like diabetes. Homeless people are also more likely to get arrested for minor things like public urination or loitering, and it’s hugely expensive to arrest them, process them, put them in prison and put them through court dates. We save so much money and eliminate so many problems by just giving them somewhere to live. 

It’s extremely difficult to get a job when you don’t have an address. There’s a huge amount of prejudice against homeless people, and the same people who shout “get a job!” are the first to toss someone’s application in the trash as soon as they see “no fixed address”. Having an address also makes it easier to vote, open a bank account, keep up with your taxes and obey the terms of your probation. 

Homeless people waste a lot of time standing in line for shelters and services. Shelters have limited space available, and if you want to make sure you have a bed for the night, you need to be there long before the doors open. The same thing applies to soup kitchens. When your whole life revolves around being in line for vital services for hours on end, it’s hard to make much progress in getting your life together. Providing people with housing gives them more time and more flexibility to return to school, find jobs, or reconnect with family. 

It’s virtually impossible to manage a mental health condition or recover from addiction when you have no permanent housing. It’s just not going to happen. Recovering from a mental health issue requires stability, routine and a safe place to retreat to, which are impossible when you live on the streets. Living rough makes it extremely difficult to show up to appointments, hang on to your prescription medications and avoid trauma. It’s more efficient for everyone involved to provide housing to the mentally ill first, and bring mental health services right to their doors. 

It’s hard to make much progress in life when you can’t accumulate possessions. Think about how hard your life would be if you had no safe place to store your things. When you’re homeless and sleeping in shelters, you can only keep as much stuff as you can carry with you, and most of your energy is going to go towards keeping that stuff safe. You can’t take advantage of clothing drives, because you can’t carry too many clothes. You eat a lot of fast food, because you have nowhere to store or prepare groceries. Showing up to appointments, interviews or shifts is difficult, because you have to lug everything you own with you to ensure nothing is stolen. Having a room with a lock changes everything. 

It keeps children out of the foster system. Ending up on the streets often means losing your children - if you can’t provide children with a stable home, that’s grounds to take them away. Families fleeing domestic violence can find themselves re-traumatized when children are placed in foster care due to inadequate housing. Providing stable housing allows families to stay together and minimizes trauma for children and parents, as well as foster care costs. 

It preserves basic human dignity. It’s hard for most of us to imagine how humiliating and dehumanizing it is to be homeless. Imagine not having access to regular showers, or even toilets. Having nowhere to clean your laundry. Having your schedule dictated by a homeless shelter. Sleeping in rooms with dozens or hundreds of other people, with absolutely no privacy. Being chased out of businesses and public places. Enduring the crushing boredom of having nowhere to go. Being treated as less than human. It’s impossible to maintain hope and dignity in those conditions, and no human being should have to endure that. 

We live in a society that treats housing like something you have to “earn” by proving yourself worthy of it, and that toxic thinking has put us in a position where we’re literally willing to spend more money to have people sleeping in the streets. It has to stop. Housing is a bare minimum requirement for human dignity, and it should be a human right. Everyone deserves a safe and private space of their own, regardless of their abilities, mental health or circumstances. No one is asking for luxury condos here - dorm-style settings with private rooms and shared bathroom and kitchen facilities have proven to be effective. This isn’t about who “deserves” housing; if you are a human being, you deserve a safe place to call home. 

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God of hosts, 1896, Viktor Vasnetsov