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Bodies Bodies Bodies (2022)

#bodies bodies bodies #films #LMAOOOOOOOO #this movie was actually so good

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MR. & MRS. SMITH 1x01 “First Date” | 1x08 “A Breakup”

#mr. and mrs. smith #tv #honestly surprised people disliked this show it’s literally perfect???

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#the get down #miss this show #tv

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Hannibal (2013-2015) Breaking Bad (2008-2013)

#Hannibal #breaking bad #tv

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Mini hawk launched from car. Attacks an unsuspecting invasive species.

#animals #birds #KESTREL

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#animals #cats

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every year we have to say it

#trash dump #academics #I went straight to regular university as a personal choice but #PLEASE remember these institutions are #in fact #businesses #transferring from community college is a LOT easier than applying directly #you will get into a MUCH MUCH better school #and save a ton of money

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refrog to have good luck

#animals #frogs #omg

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I don't trust anyone who hasn't acknowledged their capacity for evil.

#trash dump #parasocial enemies with self identified empaths on TikTok

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Tell me when you get bored. A story about doses. [x]

I posted this on twitter and had a variety of aggressive ableism thrown my way.

This is a story about changing what I can in spite of what I cannot for the comfort of my loved ones. The thing that others find to be hurtful about me is that I like to spend time in silent solitude. People who love me often feel hurt that I tend to solve my own problems instead of leaning on them.

When we spend too much time together, people find my neutrality to be concerning, and it becomes too much for people to be unable to read me.

To show the people I love that I enjoy their company in ways they can understand, I pool my energy together to be high-energy, peppy, and social. Since this is not my natural state of being, it takes effort, which can only be expended in small doses. I amplify the things people like in me while filtering out everything they dislike about me when I am in their company.

I change my behaviors for those I love, but at the end of the day, I cannot change my neutral state of being, which is the thing that they want most out of me.

This is a story about me accommodating people in the best way I know how, not the other way around. I would truly appreciate it if people don't misconstrue this anecdote as me asking for dismissal of hurtful behavior when in reality, people find hurt in the fact that I simply exist, and I must change for them.

#art #trash dump

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Endless X-Men 97

#x-men 97 #x men 97 #x… men97??? how are we tagging this boys #animation #tv #GOODNESS he’s so cute

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All the News That Fits: Tom Tomorrow brings you This Modern World

https://prospect.org/power/2024-04-09-this-modern-world/

#trash dump #linguistics #/:

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I have found the best ally

Straight and cis people will say that they are allies, but you will NEVER measure up to my dentist.

Me: "Hey, is it ok if I can change my name on my info from [DEADNAME] to Sai?"

Random woman that I wasn't even talking to in the chair next to me: "Honey, if that's the name you had at birth, [DEADNAME] is your only name."

My dentist, very slowly turning her rolley chair towards the woman: "Shush."

Random woman: "Excuse me?"

Destist: *closes privacy curtain while staring bullets at the lady*

Me: *pissing myself laughing*

My dentist while changing my name in my info (reminder that English is not her first language, she immigrated from Russia): "There, Sai, you have pretty boy teeth. Smile and make all girls swoon."

Me not having the heart to tell her I'm not transmasc but I'm Agender, and still pissing myself laughing: "Thank you [DENTIST NAME]."

#actually women are no longer allowed to change their last names upon marriage #nicknames now banned #anyone who tries to pronounce international students’ original Chinese names instead of their chosen English name gets expelled #did your parents accidentally name you a slur? that’s your professional alias for life #among all anti-trans rhetoric the one that says you can’t just choose to change your name is by far the most non-sensical

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Adult me vs. Young me: Pretending I was tagged by @azonine and @scoobisoft in this post because it’s cute

#mine #trash dump #picrew

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your blog theme is so aesthetic holy

Do you mean the cats or the music banner image? Either way THANK YOU SO MUCH DSFKJDFSK it's very messy but I like it. Stole the images from Pinterest like a decade ago though lmao. Your theme also rocks arenas!!!!!

#trash dump #mine

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NOTE TO SELF-SLOW THE FUCK DOWN!

#trash dump

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there’s a website where you put in two musicians/artists and it makes a playlist that slowly transitions from one musician’s style of music to the other’s

it’s really fun

#trash dump #music #NEED