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zaydeswisdom · 3 months
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splitting my time writing "i will be your father and i'll hold your hand" and "bright sadness" the goal is to finish at least one by the end of february? maybe??
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zaydeswisdom · 3 months
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My new year's resolution is to finish at least one fic this year because my output has fucking cratered and i need to be able to close some tabs
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zaydeswisdom · 3 months
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Realised I fucked up when writing “the very thing you’re best at” and that UMass doesn’t have a women’s team and I’m not rewriting it so in this universe UMass has a D1 women’s team
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zaydeswisdom · 3 months
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Thinking about doing another installment of trans! Brock.
The problem is how to write out Nils, think i might just drop him in the minors forever and never bring him up.
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zaydeswisdom · 4 months
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I just realised that i'm around 5,000 words away from having a lifetime wordcount of 150,000. I'm probably going to write a few more oneshots this year and once I hit/go past 150k i'll do a directors cut of one of my shorter fics
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zaydeswisdom · 5 months
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In which title IX training fucked me up and I have brainworms about this universe.
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Men's Hockey RPF
Rating: T
General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Matthew Tkachuk
Additional Tags: Character Study, Blues! Matty, Child Abuse
Matty Tkachuk, in his own words
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zaydeswisdom · 7 months
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🦇Service Mindset🦇
Don’t be rude to whoever has the midnight shift at McDonalds
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zaydeswisdom · 7 months
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My Fic Masterlist
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Feel free to send asks about any of the fics on this list! Some of them are discontinued, some are on hiatus, and some are finished but I guarantee i have Thoughts that didn't make it into the fic. Some of my shorter fics are serialised on Tumblr as well as posted on AO3 and you can find them over here by just searching the titles
Completed Fics:
i remember the minute it's like a switch was flipped - Ace! Cale, coming of age, coming out, and finding a home. Part of the Enneagram 'verse. (Read on AO3)
i want to watch the universe expand - trans! Brock, coming of age, trusting people, and coming out. Part of the Enneagram 'verse. (Read on AO3)
how rare and beautiful it is to even exist - trans! Brock sequel, Minnesota with Petey (Read on AO3)
i promise you're enough, you're enough, you're enough - trans! Brock threequel, introducing Brock’s trans son Nils, the COVID season, and learning how to build/rebuild support systems. (Read on AO3)
you have to be someone first - Connor McDavid, magical realism, blessings and curses (Read on AO3)
the very thing you're best at is the thing that hurts the most - a trans realisation and a meet cute featuring Cale Makar and Quinn Hughes (Read on AO3)
Come Healing - the 30,000 word epic about Matthew Tkachuk's daddy issues (Read on AO3)
loving someone should not be a chore - Max Verstappen/Charles Leclerc, these two people should Not be together (Read on AO3)
legends are powerful tools - Mick Schumacher and the power of his father's legacy (Read on AO3)
never quite free - trans! Mick, coming of age, coming out, in which i accidentally gave a bitch autism (Read on AO3)
and you know a boy who likes boys is a dead boy unless he keeps his mouth shut, which is what you didn't do - a oneshot in the Come Healing 'verse, Matty Tkachuk in his own words (Read on AO3)
In Progress:
walk a mile in someone else's shoes - Come Healing from the perspectives of the people around Matthew (Read first 3 chapters on AO3) (on hiatus, see note about writing here)
91 (just like you i can't leave) - Come Healing sequel, on average, it takes seven times to leave an abusive relationship, this is the aftermath of Matty's first one (outlined, subject of periodic unhinged ramblings)
you can't cross the same river twice - trans! Mick sequel, in which Mick Schumacher was one of the most successful female karters and his past has come for him (outlined, subject to periodic unhinged ramblings, occasional scenes written)
and all their words for glory - in which i give Shane Wright autism (started, unfinished)
runaway horses - the Mick crash fic, enough said (half outlined, occasional scenes written)
we once were kings - PK Subban/Care Price, post-retirement getting together (started, unfinished)
breathe child breathe - secret omega! Shane Wright, endgame Shane Wright/Juraj Slafkovsky/Simon Nemec, lots of drama (outlined, some scenes written)
bright sadness - omega! Matvei Michkov, endgame Leo Carlsson/Matvei Michkov, feat. baby daddy Ivan Miroshnichenko (outlined, in progess, for a fic fest/big bang)
our eyes adjust to the dark - omega! Owen Power, in which Owen bucks at tradition (started, unfinished)
oh like christ upon a cross who died for us who died for what - trans! Cale sequel, a dream achieved (outlined)
i will be your father and i'll hold your hand - single dad! Matty (in progress)
There are obviously a bunch more fics that i have bullet pointed out and floating around but these are the ones that i've either finished or am most likely to finish in the near future
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zaydeswisdom · 7 months
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I still think that it's really funny that the last time i wrote porn it was to BYU Vocal Point's album "Lead Thou Me On" which is exactly as religious as it sounds
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zaydeswisdom · 7 months
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I need to rede my fic masterlist because it’s missing a Ton of stuff
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zaydeswisdom · 9 months
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We’re at 2k now. This is probably going to be my hockey big bang fic and at the rate I’m going I might even be able to submit two
Having brainworms about the 2023 draft class already and writing a/b/o fic about Matvei Michkov
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zaydeswisdom · 9 months
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that was cute omg
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zaydeswisdom · 9 months
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Adam Fantilli says he “said a prayer” that the jackets would pick gavin Brindley and is Jamie going to write about god and hockey again?? Mayhap, perchance.
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zaydeswisdom · 9 months
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This is just like, the year I write a ton of a/b/o for some reason?? No clue why. I’ve got like three a/b/o fics drafted or started or bulleted out
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zaydeswisdom · 9 months
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Having brainworms about the 2023 draft class already and writing a/b/o fic about Matvei Michkov
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zaydeswisdom · 10 months
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I am yet again offering the fact that Matthew Tkachuk has oldest daughter syndrome because that article about Sutter in Calgary where Matthew was acting as the buffer Screams oldest daughter syndrome
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zaydeswisdom · 10 months
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Matthew Tkachuk's modesty towel always gives me So Many Ideas
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