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Why do so many people make tiktoks while they're clearly driving. What the fuck. Stop that shit, you're gonna kill someone.

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the problem with having a decade old tumblr blog is that there are posts on it from a decade ago

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This isn’t goodbye - 26x32” acrylic on canvas. Sold.

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women tolerate me but they really like it when im in pain or lost and desperate in a cave. odd but i would never question women

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Art for birdsong by ScarlettSwordMoon

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i don’t care about sexting tell me in detail what you think about my writing

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i think about Batman/Nightwing: Bloodborne like. all the time. if you know me there's nothing i quite like more than a blood motif, pair that with the horrors of the body (not to be mistaken with Body Horror) and/or disease and sickness... nothing is more human than what kills us. love is what destroys.

there's a lot about this comic that's so fucking insane. just to name a few:

bruce buying flowers for the graysons every year to place on their graves and not telling dick about it until he finds out on his own because bruce is dying and misses the date. dick looking through ice and snow and empty wastelands for bruce's heartbeat and draping himself over the man when he realises he's alive. bruce telling dick to leave him and escape when they're attacked. dick stopping at nothing to save bruce because abandoning him isn't even an option.

but the thing that really tops all of this immediately is when dick injects himself with a experimental vaccine for the virus bruce is about to die from, and then doing a blood transfusion in hopes of sharing some of the resistant viral antibodies — fully well knowing that there's no guarantee that it will work. bruce might still die. now dick might die first. but, well, this could save bruce and —

and that was always the goal.

LIKE WHAT ???

YOUR BLOOD LITERALLY RUNS THROUGH MY BLOOD.. THIS POISON WE SHARE. THIS DEVOTION WILL KILL US. TOP TEN MOST SADDEST QUOTES ABOUT SACRIFICIAL LOVE. SOMETHING SOMETHING FROM THE BIBLE. SAD PICTURE OF BLOODY KNIFE FROM PINTEREST. I WOULD DIE FOR YOU, BRUCE. I COULDN'T ASK YOU TO, I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TOO. INSERT OUT OF CONTEXT LINE FROM POEM HERE.

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waiting for sunrise 🌅

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“Oh blow it out your ear!”

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The Robin Boys !! 💙❤️🧡💚

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Even laying aside the cruelty and silliness of treating people like criminals for not having a house—don't you think someone should be allowed to not have a house if they don't want one?

Of course people who want a house to live in should have one, we aren't arguing about that. But isn't it silly and cruel as well, that a person can't be allowed to live a dignified transient or nomadic life? Don't you think for some folks, living permanently in one place is never going to set right with them, and they would choose a portable form of shelter because it's better for their spirit? Why not? What's wrong with it?

It's so terrible to realize, how many ways of life could be possible, and how few ways of life are allowed, instead of being punished and criminalized for no reason at all.

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My beloved

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thinking very hard about the concept of a machine finding appreciation/fascination for a person's heartbeat or breathing, similarly to how a person would find the hum of a machine's inner parts running to be pleasing to listen to or feel

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nothing is wasted in the garden.

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relationships and jobs are temporary. your shitty unpopular tumblr blog is forever

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This is Batman and the Joker to me.