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ooc;; does anyone know how can i make my dash stop from going into the "for you" section every time it refreshes?

#coffee and dead things ;; ooc

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Send   “Why are you so short?”   for my muse’s reaction.   Or send “Why are you so TALL?”  for my muse’s reaction.  

#!{ writing prompts }

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The Atelier Couture

#{ mistress of grief ; lady of tears } aesthetic

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In Vino Veritas starters

"I never liked you, you know. Always pretending to be better than the rest of us." "You wanna know a secret? I've been faking it. Faking it my whole life." "This isn't who I am. It's just who I pretend to be." "I love you. Why is that so hard to say when I'm sober?" "You think you're so tough, but you're just scared. Scared of being vulnerable." "I've been holding back, afraid of what people might think. But tonight, I don't care." "All these years, and you never knew the real me. Guess what? I don't think I do either." "I've always hated this job. I do it because I have to, not because I want to." "I've got a secret, and it's eating me alive." "I pretend to be strong, but I'm just as lost and confused as everyone else." "I don't even like you people. I'm only here because I have nowhere else to go." "Love is just a lie we tell ourselves to feel less alone." "You know, I used to be happy. What happened to that person?" "I've been lying to myself for so long, I forgot what the truth feels like." "I've done things, terrible things. But nobody knows." "When I drink, I can forget about the pain. But tomorrow, it all comes rushing back." "I don't even like the taste of alcohol. I just drink to forget."

[LEANS] The sender leans in closer to the receiver, whispering a long-kept secret only audible to them. [GRABS] The sender grabs the receiver's hands, looking into their eyes with vulnerability. [SLAMS] The sender slams their fist on the table, revealing a pent-up anger. [SWIG] The receiver takes a swig from a bottle, muttering something that the sender strains to hear. [CONFESSES] The sender confesses a hidden passion to the receiver. [AFFECTIONATE] The sender becomes overly affectionate, expressing feelings they never voiced before. [PULLS] The sender pulls out a hidden letter from their pocket, handing it to the receiver. [SMIRKS] The sender smirks knowingly at the receiver, implying that they know something about them that nobody else does.

#!{ writing prompts }

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EMILY CAREY as ALICENT HIGHTOWER

"disobedient, disrespectful, disorganized, she was a mess. they cleaned her up, taught her, to obey, to be quiet, to neat. she swallowed her voice and moved silently through the world. she was nice, reliable, compliant, complicit. when they gave her a knife, she made precise, straight edged wounds."

#{ i was born good but grown progressively worse } ;; about #this quote for el is delicious

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Rollo May, Man's Search for Himself

#{ i was born good but grown progressively worse } ;; about

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ooc;; i just love how el has mastered the art of saying a lot of shit without saying anything.

#coffee and dead things ;; ooc #no one really knows this woman #it has been 10 years #and yet!

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set the scene setting prompts (but a little more specific) from yours truly.

001, a convenience store past midnight.

002, a hospital waiting room at 3 in the morning.

003, a photoshoot outdoors in the middle of winter.

004, an indoor filming set of a detective's office.

005, a new house/apartment filled with unopened cardboard boxes.

006, a swing set in an empty playground at night.

007, on stage in an empty theatre.

008, inside an old abandoned house.

009, an empty cemetery at night.

010, the arrival hall at an airport.

011, the last train compartment that's not full.

012, the roulette table in a casino.

013, on the deck of a cruise ship.

014, a kitchen during a black out, surrounded by candles.

015, a treehouse in the middle of the woods.

016, on the dance floor during a wedding.

017, behind the chapel before the wedding ceremony starts.

018, backstage during the middle of a concert.

019, a crowded club during a bachelorette party.

020, standing in front of a painting at a museum.

021, a small, intimate family barbecue.

022, a gazebo while it's raining.

023, the back of an empty bus.

024, a hotel room with only one bed.

025, an empty balcony while a party goes on inside.

026, a bar just after closing.

027, an empty sports stadium.

028, lakeside while the sun is setting.

030, an empty stretch of road beside a broken down car.

031, in front of a suspicious pool of blood in an empty parking lot.

032, in the crowd of spectators during an underground fight.

033, a plane during a bout of turbulence.

034, on kiss cam at a sports game.

035, at a table during a charity gala.

036, a masquerade ball.

037, a halloween party in a suburban house.

038, the beach in the late afternoon.

039, a dressing room after a big performance.

040, exploring the depths of a mysterious cave.

#;; !{ writing prompts }

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dont flirt with me cus ima flirt back and you gon catch feelings & im not

#{ until the lambs become lions } ;; inspiration

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ooc;; i would tell you to hide your children, but el will get to them one way or another, so... 😬

#coffee and dead things ;; ooc

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*me lying to men* oh wow that’s so interesting

#{ until the lambs become lions } ;; inspiration

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things i’ve said while playing stardew valley … sentence starters

“I bought thirty beers.”

“I have the underwear!”

“Why won’t you two just kiss?”

“I accidentally watered the cat.”

“I don’t want an award, I want money.”

“I feel like traitor, and I’m okay with that.”

“Should you really be mailing me these?”

“Don’t talk to me. I’m trying to be productive.”

“How is this growing here, I don’t understand?”

“I have seven diamonds. Why am I still broke?”

“How do I transfer this money to my real wallet?”

“I gave you an entire fish. Why won’t you love me?”

“Why won’t he love me? How can I get him to love me?”

“I took twenty salads with me, and it still wasn’t enough.”

“Why do I have to do all the socializing? It’s exhausting.”

“Maybe if I believe real hard, I can make time move faster.”

“I want to sneak into his house and leave pizza on his bed.”

“I have given you flowers. You are now required to date me.”

“I am a little chaos goblin, and I’m gonna put trash in the soup.”

“I’m gonna run through town with his underwear over my head.”

“I refuse to bow to Big Season. I’ll plant what I want, when I want.”

“Why doesn’t everybody work on MY schedule? This is bullhonkey.”

“I stood outside with my face pressed to his door until he opened it.”

“I’ve given away so much money in gifts, and for what? Mild tolerance.”

“If I don’t do good enough, I feel like his ghost is gonna come break my knees.”

“I, too, want to denounce civilization and live out in the middle of nowhere in a tent.”

“I’m never gonna dance, again… mostly because I asked her to and she said, ‘ew’.”

“Do you think they get worried when they see me standing in the corner for three, straight hours?”

“I don’t care about your cookies! …I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to get mad, I’m under a lot of pressure right now.”

“I accidentally threw away my hoe… that’s not a bad joke, I’ve made a terrible error my crops will never recover from.”

“I don’t know what’s creepier: the fact they were skulking around my home, or that they found me and tucked me so tenderly into bed.”

#;; !{ writing prompts }

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#{ i was born good but grown progressively worse } ;; about

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#{ until the lambs become lions } ;; inspiration

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why is it always the woman who has to see past the beast in the man? why does she always have to clean his wounds, even after he has damaged her beyond repair? why is it always the man who is worthy of forgiveness for being a monster? I want to see the beast in the beauty. the half smile, half snarl. the unapologetic anger. I would like to see the man forgive the monster. to see her, blood and all, and love her anyway.

beauty and the beast | Caitlyn S. (via alonesomes)

#{ until the lambs become lions } ;; inspiration #el and who?

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Tempus Fugit by Welder Wings

#{ mistress of grief ; lady of tears } aesthetic

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ooc;; el really has like 1000+ layers of personality.

#coffee and dead things ;; ooc