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is "the secret history" actually good or am i just way too attached to francis abernathy

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this

who is camilla macaulay, really?

“She, I thought, was very beautiful, in an unsettling, almost medieval way which would not be apparent to the casual observer.“ — Richard Papen, on Camilla Macaulay.

It saddens me that we’ll never get to meet Camilla outside of the male gaze through Richard’s narration. He romanticized her more than anyone else in the clique to an extent that watered down her personality to her beauty. We only get to know Camilla the way she was in relation to other people, as an object of ultimate desire rather than as a whole human being herself.

Who was Camilla when she was alone? 

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All the characters is the secret history are morally gray and I mean ALL. If you really think about it, most books go ah yeah she was gray but she was good or he was good and then he was gray. But tsh? All characters at all times were gray. There was no complete good or bad in that book. There was no redemption but it didn't need redemption. I don't even know whether I'm making sense but this is actually what makes you go what the fuck at the end .

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oswald is an aesthetic BACK OFF

PSA (VERY IMPORTANT!!!!!!)

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the simple joys of life are its meaning

“leaves” lloyd schwartz // ilya kaminsky // good will hunting (1997) // unknown // @flowerais // kedi (2016) // “still” marc alan di martino // unknown

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normalize flopping. it’s ok to fail baby. sexy even

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there’s just some fics... they never leave u bro. i’ll be sitting on the toilet four years later thinking about the 94k enemies to lovers fic that captured my soul

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some books written by asian authors that you should support because they’re really really good and overshadowed by their white counterparts: 

🏳️‍🌈  means there is queer rep

Out Already: 

- the poppy war series (extremely popular. fantasy based off the Song Dynasty, amoral/morally grey brown asian girl protagonist. i haven’t read this yet but all of my poc mutuals have this as their favorite book of all time. pls read tw warnings. no romance only faint subtext)

- jade city series (another favorite of the poc that i haven’t read. no romance) 

- the bone shard daughter trilogy 🏳️‍🌈  (set on a strand of fantasy islands based on imperial china but has a healthy mix of various asian representation - south asian, southeast asian. queernormative and no patriarchy. main lesbians. one of my favs)

- these violent delights duology  🏳️‍🌈 (a side mlm couple, 1920s gangster shanghai, romeo and juliet retelling. one of my favs)

- warcross duology 🏳️‍🌈 (set in futuristic tokyo. ft. a side mlm couple, sci fi. one of my favs)

- not your sidekick triology 🏳️‍🌈 (sapphic superheroes and sidekicks. vietnamese bisexual protag, sci fi)

- girls of paper and fire triology 🏳️‍🌈 (extremely popular, chinese lesbian protag but other asian rep as well, fantasy) 

- parachutes 🏳️‍🌈 (side sapphic couple, read tw warnings, contemporary).

- huntress 🏳️‍🌈 (east asian sapphics)

- last night at the telegraph club 🏳️‍🌈 (chinese lesbian protag. 1900s fiction)

- forest of a thousand laterns (morally grey angry chinese female protag)

- the space between worlds 🏳️‍🌈 (main southeast asian and east asian sapphics, sci fi dystopian. read tw)

- everything i never told you 🏳️‍🌈 (mlm rep. 1900s biracial family deals with the death of their daughter)

- the gilded wolves 🏳️‍🌈 (be gay do crime, indian love interest. historical fantasy)

- the weight of our sky (set in 1960s malaysia. historical fiction)

- spin the dawn (fantasy)

- descendant of the crane (fantasy)

Out In 2021: 

-  she who became the sun 🏳️‍🌈 (one of my most anticipated releases. genderqueer sapphic protag with a sapphic love interest, mlm main characters. set in the ming dynasty of china. the official advertisement is the song of achilles meets the untamed meets mulan)

- jade fire and gold 🏳️‍🌈 (the pitch was “what if katara was the dark avatar and zuko was chasing her down?” main sapphics) 

- the ones we’re meant to find (i literally don’t know what this is about but the cover is gorgeous)

- counting down with you 🏳️‍🌈 (fake dating romcom b/w a south asian brown girl and the bad boy who is a himbo. ft. diverse girl gang so im interpreting that as lgbtq)

- the jasmine throne 🏳️‍🌈 (morally grey lesbians tearing an emperor from his throne/washing each other’s hair/holding sharp-edged knives to each other’s ribs. set in india) 

- gearbreakers 🏳️‍🌈 (cyberpunk japanese sapphics. there is a tender tattooing scene) 

- six crimson cranes (fantasy)

- black water sister 🏳️‍🌈 (sapphic malaysian protag, fantasy/sci-fi)

- how we fall apart (dark academia murder mystery thriller but make it asian american)

- you’ve reached sam (contemporary)

- love and other natural disasters 🏳️‍🌈 (sapphic fake dating b/w japanese girls)

- the chosen and the beautiful 🏳️‍🌈 (queer sapphic retelling of the great gatsby)

- hani and ishu’s guide to fake dating 🏳️‍🌈 (south asian sapphics)

one last thing, i realize that a lot of these are east asian, so if you have more to add on, please do!

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saala yeh dukh kaahen khatam nahi hota be

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George Seferis, tr. by Edmund Keeley, from Collected Poems; “Stratis Thalassinos Among the Agapanthi,”

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There is officially fanfic of the Ever Given/Suez Canal. I love this timeline

Read it here

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“You know when people say they’re afraid of heights or they’re afraid of water? I’ve always been so afraid of getting in the studio or writing something… I always thought that someday I just have to start it. I have to!” ROSÉ ✦ light up the sky

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Share. Please. In honor or this nameless hero whom because of this letter he or she sent me, could save a life tonight. 

again, my box is always open.

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she thrivin'

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Keira Knightley 20 January 2018