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Oof i ordered 0.5 gram of o-dsmt from this german site (i don’t speak german lol) but they didn’t reply? So i thought i got scammed and ordered from another site as well but also didnt get a mail from them. So i was really sad yesterday thinking i got scammed twice but today my mailbox was flooded with confirmation mails lol so now i accidentally bought it twice

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Actual footage of me studying engineering:

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I want to die, I can’t do this anymore.

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Searching for ‘ana tips’ on here as a veteran ana girlie ™️ is really frustrating, because I’ve already tried all those thing and i know for a fact that most of them won’t work and they aren’t even useful. They’re all about how to eat less, how not to binge, bla bla bla. I want tips on how to not be cold all the damn time, how to not feel dizzy every time i stand up, things like that.

But no, you won’t find those tips on here because the pro ana girlies on here like to romanticize it and pretend like all of these uncomfortable realities that come with this disorder don’t exist.

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Autism culture is getting a pair of noise canceling headphones and immediately feeling your stress level decrease

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Still wondering this a year later lol

Listen i love October and fall etc but why tf do I always have a self-harm relapse around this time

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Tw bodycheck

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Lol it’s been like ages since I’ve last posted a body check. Kinda feeling okay-ish about my body. Last week my weight was 49kg but it’s probably lower now because I’ve been sick and barely been eating.

But I don’t know, does this qualify as thinspo?

#ana tw #ana things #ana thoughts #anamia #ed tw #ed not ed sheeran #anorecya #anorecsick #anorexies #anoressic #anorexcya #thinspii #thins0 #thinspø #thinspi #thinspo #skinny #skinnni #bodychex #bodycheck #skiny body #body check #ana funny #ana trigger #ana tips

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I’m currently actually watching Euphoria, and I’ll give y’all a review of it when i’m finished with it lol

Unpopular (?) opinion: shows like Euphoria would make so much more sense if they took place in college.

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i can’t do it anymore. i just want to give up on everything. i have nothing left to give.

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Okay but let’s talk about my hair glow-up though…

Left: me at 13

Right: me right now at 18

#don’t take this as an ed being good for your hair because it usually isn’t #and while i was at my lowest and dropping weight very fast a few years ago #my hair was also falling out and becoming brittle #basically what im trying to say with this post is that if you’re a younger teen and you really don’t like your hair: #it usually does get better when you get older and/or when you find the right products #this actually goes for facial features as well #when i was younger i hated my nose because i thought it was too big #but you really do grow into your facial features #because now my nose doesn’t look big at all anymore it actually looks just right for my face

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Aaaahhhh I’m so happy

I’ve struggled with acne for years (mild but very persistent), have had a good skincare routine for like 3 years but it still didn’t go away, went on antibiotics which helped but as soon as i stopped the acne got back 10 times worse. So eventually my derm decided to put me on accutane.

I’ve been taking it for like half a year now, took a while to notice a difference but now my skin is completely clear! Only side effect is super dry lips but i can live with that.

ANYWAYS, TO THE POINT:

A girl in my group for a teamwork randomly said to me: “wow your skin is so smooth and clear, it’s so pretty!”

I’m literally almost crying. I’ve been so insecure about my skin for years and this is the first time I’ve ever had a compliment on it 🥹

#acne things #acne #accutane #acne treatment #acnecommunity #acneproblems #skincare #skincare funny #isotretinoin

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My organs watching me open my third can of Monster at 9pm:

#i’ve replaced sleep and water with monster energy drinks #it’s also more caffeine and less calories than coffee so #my favorite is the ultra mango

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Got a new stash of benzos so I’m happy 🥰

#well RC benzos but still #i got bromazolam and i tried it and damn it feels just like kpins

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How’s university going, you ask?

Well…I haven’t killed myself yet so I’d say it’s going quite good

#just an hour ago i was sobbing on the floor having a panic attack lol #and I’ve contemplated unaliving myself at every single minor inconvenience #and my anxiety literally has never been worse #don’t worry though i have an appointment with a psychiatrist on thursday so

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Unpopular (?) opinion: shows like Euphoria would make so much more sense if they took place in college.

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shoutout to people who lay in bed all day when they get home from work/school, people who can't go to loud or crowded places or concerts, people who change into pajamas because other clothes are uncomfortable, people who can't consistently participate in hobbies, people who have to turn down hanging out with friends, people who have lowered their standards to improve themselves, people who need affirmations, and people who struggle to stay healthy. you deserve so much love and I hope things get better.