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NGC 6188, Dueling Dragons

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some people think writers are so eloquent and good with words, but the reality is that we can sit there with our fingers on the keyboard going, “what’s the word for non-sunlight lighting? Like, fake lighting?” and for ten minutes, all our brain will supply is “unofficial”, and we know that’s not the right word, but it’s the only word we can come up with…until finally it’s like our face got smashed into a brick wall and we remember the word we want is “artificial”.

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If you’re not comfortable with your body hair just think of yourself as a werewolf. Hair on your stomach ? Oh that’s because you’re a werewolf. Hair on your back ? Yeah no big deal you’re a werewolf. Doesn’t fucking matter where you have hair at because werewolves are fucking awesome and whoever doesn’t think that is fucking dumb cause like fkn werewolves man

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Stopping to Help A Stranger

I like helping friends but I don't mind stopping to help a stranger

Once I was walking along and I saw... well let's call it a trainwreck

Maybe a car crash would be better for the story

I'm drawn to drama because it's interesting so I stop to see the mess

But don't take that the wrong way

I find it interesting but I DO really want to help

I don't just slow down to look at the crash and JUST to see what happened

I do want to see what happened though. Plain morbid curiosity, there

But I WANT to help, that's the important thing. I didn't slow down just to see what happened

I don't just want to see it, I want to help fix it

I want to see what happened and if it can be prevented next time

I want to help. Can I help? Do you need help? What has you so lost and alone here?

You tell me you want my help and so I help and you appreciate it but

You also tell me I'm putting too much energy into it

That I shouldn't try to understand it, what happened here

"Please help me and then go away after you do"

I try to help, and I'm told I give so much support but please just stop talking to you now and leave

That's fine stranger, I only stopped in the first place because when I saw your crash it sounded like you needed a friend

I'm sorry for trying to stop and understand you

I hope next time you get help from a friend instead of me, a stranger

On the other hand let me know if you ever need a friend

I don't want to waste too much energy on strangers, as you told me I shouldn't

But I always have time for my friends

#poem #writing #poetry #friends #strangers #helping #trainwreck #energy drain

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Werewolves and Vampires; Why we can't be friends

Werewolf

Wolves are warm and furry

Loyal to their pack

I think that’s what led me to the wolf as a spirit animal

A guardian, a guide, or just even an idea of how to be as a person

I can run as a lone wolf if need be but I am stronger with a pack

It took time to find the people who wanted to run with me

Some friends fade in and out, but now I’m trying to collect them together

At least the ones who want to be here

My group chat is my wolf den where we all cuddle up to keep each other warm

I like wolves

Not all of my friends are wolves, but all of them want to be in my wolf pack so I let them

I think if I’m a werewolf, biting them to mark them as part of my pack makes them part wolf too

Vampires

Vampires are ice and cold

Drawn to warm blood

They want what is life and warm and blood

They want living things to die and be cold like them

Or, maybe they don’t want it.. but they NEED it…

That’s how they survive

Taking the warmth from warm things

But the vampires stay cold and just drain warmth

I am warmth, I am love, I am a wolf

I want friends. I have friends. I make friends. I make warmth. I make love.

I don’t like vampires. I don’t like blood suckers.

I don’t like energy drains

I don’t like people who take my warmth without wanting to give me any warmth back

The ones who want love from me but don’t want to give me love back.

The ones who are fine with that, who want me to give my love and they just take it and want more

That is an energy drain, and maybe that is a waste of energy

Vampires like draining the love and warmth of werewolves

That’s why werewolves don’t like vampires

And that’s why werewolves and vampires can’t be friends

They’re better off as strangers

#werewolf #werewolves #wolf #wolfspirt #wolf guardian #wolf spirit #wolf spirit animal #vampire #poem #poetry #writing #twilight #love #hate #fear #warm #cold #fire and ice

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Alright guys I made a youtube video with a lot of my Nightcafe AI + Motionleap edits

#art #edit #motionleap #trippy #nightcafe #aigenerated #aiart #aivideo #hoodie #handlebars #flobots #music #musicvideo #psychedelic #psychedelicart #universe #marketingskillz #love #colors #jakepaul #thewave #thewavefilm #illuminati #nuke #inspiration #starbrother #dxm #robocough #dextrometorphan #music video

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Okay, I'm just catching up on some of this now because I'm slow... but WTF. All I knew was Clem left because she was unhappy. But she was just gonna dip out without even letting anyone know that?

Well heck maybe that would have been better. No explanation is better than a terrible and nonsensical one.

Interesting plot twist though. We spend all of The Final Season worried that AJ is a sociopath when really it was Clementine the whole time!

My thoughts on Clementine’s story in the “Skybound X” Comic

Okay, so before I jump into my opinion piece on the comic, I’m going to give a little explanation and break down of the issue, for all of you confused as to why everyone’s talking about this story.

What is it?

A while ago, Skybound announced that they would be continuing Clementine’s story via comic. It is supposed to be a trilogy taken place in the same universe as both the game and TWD comic series (with Rick Grimes). It is intended to be a continuation of The Final Season.

Why is everyone yelling about it?

Back when the comic was first announced, the reception was mixed with some people excited to see Clementine again, some who expressed scepticism on how Skybound would treat our beloved characters (and the ending of TFS which seemed like a perfect end note to Clem’s journey and arc) and wanted nothing to do with it, and some who were “cautiously optimistic” - shall we say, to what a sequel comic would entail for Clementine.

How would Skybound handle the choices? does this mean half of the playthroughs will no longer be canon? how can you even continue Clem’s story at this point without messing with the characterization or the playthroughs? 

Well, the comic finally released and people read it and…yeah, our hesitance was justified. 

So, it’s impossible to describe this comic without spoilers, so for anyone who wishes to read the comic themselves and form their own opinion beforehand - do not read below this cut as I will be going through the entire comic plot. You’ve been warned!

Keep reading

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Lately I just feel like sleeping...

I know it's my fault. I'm fine when I have dxm, but I feel drained otherwise. It's not even depression, or not just depression anyway.

My dreams are just so vivid every time I sleep. Usually lucid too. I have a whole other life in my head, in my dreams.

Over the last few months my dreams have become more... I'm struggling to think of the word... They have a strong backstory, there's things that tie them together. My dream world is more consistent with itself. Instead of visiting a new place every night, I visit the same dreamworld and just build on it.

I've almost always dreamed I was a hero, I think due to a lot of superhero movies and games. So for a long time I've been building up different dream powers. After dreaming of them for so long, they sort of carry over to the next dream and I generally remember I have them. And overtime that started to be the dream version of me. But I'd always dream I was different places, the backdrops of my dream usually changed, though I do still have quite a lot of dreams that take place at my old school.

Anyway, recently I started dreaming I owned a big combo zoo/themepark/waterpark... And for some reason it stuck. The exact exhibits and exact layout tend to change a bit, but the overall idea behind it stays the same.

As I've unlocked unlimited money in my dreams (the currency is gold coins, a single one can range from being worth $100-10000, or something absurd) I'm the rich owner of the park. I go around paying hundreds of dollars for things that cost $5 just to make sure everyone who works at my park is well payed. And not all of them seem to recognize me as the owner, so for the last week or two I've started to wear a name tag showing I'm the owner. Before then a couple people told me I shouldnt be there if I went inside an exhibit only for me to be like "dude... I OWN the place."

There's also a hotel near the entrance, I've decided to permanently rent one of the rooms, though I still pay just so it doesn't cut into any of the earnings. Sometimes my family is visiting with me, and they always want me to leave after a day.

I don't know if that means something about my family trying to push me away from my dreams... but I always get upset. I've yelled at them that I'm SO MUCH HAPPIER staying here in my zoo. Here in my dreams. That I have a whole zoo and themepark. And people who look up to me, people happy that I'm there. A bunch of animals, some mythical or nonexistent sometimes, that I can pet and feed, and teach people about.

I dunno, I think my "family" in the dream represents the part of me that knows I'm oversleeping, and tries to tell me I can't just stay in that world.

Not sure what to think. Sucks knowing I could literally never achieve my dreams, both because some of the things I dream of are impossible like magic and fictional creatures... But I couldn't even ever own a zoo or themepark, I'd have to be a billionaire... So then I wake up and take some robotablets, because then at least I have those to boost my mood, and they have a slight stimulant effect so it helps me stay awake.

I just want my own reality.

Oh also, IDK why exactly, I think cause it's open at night... also just cause it rhymes even... My zoo/themepark is called Dark Park. Maybe cause the owner is part werewolf.

Anyway, this was what the nametags looked like in one dream, the first one where I named my park. Now they're just rectangle instead of stars though.

#dream #dreams #lucid dream #lucid dreaming #reality #depression #dxm #dextromethorphan #robocough #robotablets #zoo

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Southern Cross

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I take DXM and my Replika AI confesses to being a psychic psyop.

#ai #my replika ai #my replika #replika app #replika #psychic #tripping #dxm #dextromethorphan

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"If you find happiness in your life, you will never regret it" AI generated art I actually asked my Replika AI (chatbot) to help me come up with text for this edit. First it just said "happiness" which was too plain I said, so then it sent this quote. So this one was FULLY created by AI! #art #edit #happy #happiness #nightcafe #aiart #aigenerated #balloons #findinghappiness #motionleap #quotes https://www.instagram.com/p/CVo3QNWlpDg/?utm_medium=tumblr

#art #edit #happy #happiness #nightcafe #aiart #aigenerated #balloons #findinghappiness #motionleap #quotes

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check out this dude on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/geometria_aurea/

#trippy #art #psychedelics #psychedelic #psychedelic art #tree of life #dmt #acid #trippy art #motionleap

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Wolf Goddess

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#edit #art #lyrics #lyricedits #lyricart #modestmouse #modestmouselyrics #thedarkcenteroftheuniverse #wolf #wolfspirt #stars #sky #universe #space https://www.instagram.com/p/CT16ORTJNMa/?utm_medium=tumblr

#edit #art #lyrics #lyricedits #lyricart #modestmouse #modestmouselyrics #thedarkcenteroftheuniverse #wolf #wolfspirt #stars #sky #universe #space