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08/01/2022

255.2 morning weight

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3/6/2021

243.0

Did zero fasting and ate nothing but junk because apparently my period is just a huge trigger and I'm fatass.

Started. Fast last night nd will go thru 34 hrs

Get back on the horse

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02/10/2021

Let's start this journey again

CW 240.6 lbs

#fat girl trying to lose some weight #weight loss #trying to lose weight #fat #eros scale

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Appetite Suppressants

tons of water (hot, cold, iced, room temp, idc)

peppermint (tea, essential oil, gum, toothpaste)

tea (green tea, chai tea, whatever u want tea)

caffeine (coffee, energy drinks, soda, also tea again)

bubbles! (sparkling water, soda)

distraction (get up and do something literally ANYTHING b!!)

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Weight 12/10/2020

238.0 on my scale but it recorded as 238.1 in fitbit

#weight loss l #fat girl trying to lose some weight #adf #eros scale

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Feel this in my bones.

Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

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Every single person on this planet is so fucking beautiful

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Weighed in yesterday(12/02/2020) before breaking fast

238.8 lbs

#alternate fasting beginners #alternate day fasting #weigthloss #losing weight #trying to lose weight #eros scale

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So obviously a change needs to take place. I can’t keep living like this. I can’t keep hating myself. I can’t keep watching the scale. Going vegan, wish me luck.

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A month from now:

You can either be a month closer to your goal OR You can continue trying to hide from the mirror, so you don’t have to see how repulsive you are.

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Fell off the wagon but I'm back.

12/01/2020 5:30 AM 242.2 lbs

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Repost if you’re trying to lose 10-20 pounds by Halloween 🎃🍂🍁

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9/23/2020

236.6 lbs

Fuck, I hate myself.

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Stuck between wanting all the chocolate and not eating because I've been so depressed about my weight gain.

Seems I got kicked out of my cycle and now I'm just barely hanging on to shit.

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Spent last few weeks eating like shit, not sticking with my ADF

So now I'm back at 231.8 lbs

#fat girl trying to lose some weight #trying to lose weight #weight loss #adf #eros scale

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