#(currently acquiring clarence clarity's no now and will wood's self-ish)

[argiopi]

when the world opens up into dark-side, will you be my syzygy?

#don't mind me i'm just bored and waiting for some music to download for offline listening #and projecting symbolism onto the world as one does #and coping with not really havin a private place to sketch rn #(currently acquiring clarence clarity's no now and will wood's self-ish) #i'm thinking about the freedom and unstructure of the nighttime and hidden worlds of alternative lifestyles #and human anchors to the world you've left #i just realized the tawny expanse below the trees i've been blurrily staring at is not a field but a roof #i haven't been on the second floor of a building in over a month #the shadows of the edges of shingles look like the shadows between tussocks of grass #without lenses that is #Tie yourself to multiple orbits and praise when they align and have always something you're missing..! #I'm very grateful to the internet And Yet >:| #i miss drawing i haven't had much time or energy for it #ink is fun but i miss painting especially digital painting ugwahh #sometimes i see sunlight on a big leaf of striped maple; pale blue hue reflecting off the upper surface #and illuminated golden-green shining through below. and fantasize about painting that. #i wish time was infinite :( #humhumhum whoever happens to read this for whatever reason..! it would be nice if you let me know how you are doing! #i am just feeling disconnected from the online world and missing it #i want to spend an entire day drawingggg #very stimulated in other areas but i am creatively understimulated rn. how does one attain balance. #okay i have time for another album. now acquiring everything everything's man alive. that one's been a fav for a long time #exceptionally pointless post but i feel better getting things out of my system and into the world. #peace and love everyone