#Aughhhghhhh why do I feel horrible I've had a good day but it's STILL AUGHHHHH

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#Aughhhghhhh why do I feel horrible I've had a good day but it's STILL AUGHHHHH #HITTING MY BRAIN CAN IT SHUT UP JUST AUGHHH #in a different way the fact that so much of like information is being lost is making miserable and how like there aren't enough years #For a single person to appreciate all of the art in the world and I really need to make this cohesive so I can like shut it down like #Shut theses thoughts down like it's alright information is not meant to be eternal! And like with the whole particles turn into different tl #Things maybe nothing is ever truly lost n will keep getting rediscovered endlessly #And like there's sooooo many organisations dedicated to this pursuit and doing good work #But despite all of that it makes me feel like HORRIBLE like #IDK does nothing matter???? #Like there's so much iw ant to experience and put out into the world and I dont do that #I'm wasting so much of my time why do I never draw why do I never do anything productive cause #Every second that passes its a second I don't have Like I don't I don't want to die without having done anything #BUT EVEN NOW I'M DOING NOTHING BUT LIKE I WANT TO BE REMEMBERED n maybe it'll make everything worth it #AND IT JUST FEELS LIKE IM WASTING MY TIME EVERYDAY MY PEERS R ACHIEVING SO MUCH AND I'M NOT #But it's alright it's alright I'll keep saying this until I can believe it cause it's alright it's all fine but AUHH #hi if ur reading this ig