#Every time I watch Marco or Bertolt's death. Sure. It hits a nerve... and then two mintues later it's almost like it's a fan made thing.

[teufelme]

Fr I spend so much time thinking about my muses and their survival verses that I forget they died in canon...

#i . ooc . #It's the same with my Marco blog. I talk and think so much about his survival verse that it's sort of... become the canon in my head... #Every time I watch Marco or Bertolt's death. Sure. It hits a nerve... and then two mintues later it's almost like it's a fan made thing. #A fever dream... my brain just cannot comprehend it. It's like. Ok ignoring this. #I've always written characters that are killed off. When I actually write one that's alive it's like. What am I doing. #Are you really rping a dead character if you don't just ignore their death though... Survival verses are so fun. #I am so happy they have come further in recent times because trust me. Being in the early SNK rpc. and EVERY time you posted about ur muses #birthday or a survival idea you got greeted w. 'But they're dead'. Not in my household sry