#I'm too exhausted to learn some super complicated technical stuff on the guitar but I can learn some cool chord progressions but that

[missshame]

Fuck it I'm gonna learn to play the guitar AND sing then

#I can't sing for shit #Like it's not even that I sing out of key or that my voice sucks it's that my voice won't even come out of my mouth lol #It physically feels stuck in my throat like I'm gonna try to sing for 5 minutes and my throat will hurt because I'm forcing so much just to #make a sound #Like my voice is way less powerful when I sing than when I talk and I try to tell myself if you can talk then you can sing bitch it's the #same principle #Idk #I used to sing out of key when I was a kid and I think it traumatized me lol like I lost all my confidence in singing at a young age #When I had to go to choir when I was a teenager I mostly was pretending to sing lol #So yeah it's like I'm not even at the singing badly stage I'm a the literally can't sing stage #And yeah I would say I don't like singing and didn't feel like trying but tbh honest I always dreamed of being able to sing lol #But my little ass full of ego and fear of failure would never have admitted it lmao #And even when I got my guitar I was like I want to learn some stuff on the guitar that sound good enough on it's own without a singing part #But idk it's just so much easier to find songs to learn like seriously #I'm too exhausted to learn some super complicated technical stuff on the guitar but I can learn some cool chord progressions but that #typically doesn't sound great on its own lol #So yeah I guess #music