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#The One In Which Marius Considers Someone Else's Perspective For The First Time Ever
midautumnnightdream · 3 years
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For Cosette Appreciation Week
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Cosette doesn’t remember much of the day her father died.
She has no idea how long she spent kneeling on the bare floor, her cheek pressed against the rough fabric, her hands clasping a larger one, that only recently had been stroking her head. She vaguely recalls Marius speaking to the portress. The doctor had been called back, though for what purpose, she couldn’t say. When Marius helped her to her feet, she could hardly stand without support.
Upon re-entering No. 6 Rue des Filles-du-Calvaire, she had gone straight to her chambers, leaving Marius to explain matters to his aunt and grandfather. He had followed her soon, in a state of great agitation: Cosette had watched him marching back and forth, filling the air with rambling, disjointed explanations that she barely listened to, and understood even less. The flood of broken self-recriminations surrounded her like an ocean, and she knew that she should care, but her papa was gone, and she felt cold and helpless and so very alone.
At some point, Marius had turned to her, and whatever he had seen in her face had stopped him short. There was something indescribable in his expression, an odd mix of realisation and dismay. He had reached out his hand, as if to touch her, and glanced at the door, as if to flee. In the end he had done neither, instead perching on the edge of the bed, several feet away from her. They sat together in silence for a long time.
Grandfather Gillenormand had been full of effusive sympathy and condolences. He had offered to take care of the funeral arrangements, but Marius had corralled him with great care, and had cited the wishes of the deceased, that a minimal fuss should be made. In the end, the funeral party had consisted only of the four members of the household, joined by Toussaint, whom Marius had invited on Cosette's behalf. It had also been Marius, who encouraged the rest of their party to say their farewells after the church service, leaving the young couple in their privacy at the graveside; and it was Marius, who had penned the odd little verse on the otherwise unmarked gravestone. Cosette had stood silent and numb, all the words she wished she could say threatened to choke her. Only tears flowed.
The morning after the funeral, Marius had finally explained it all; slow and hesitant in a way that carried nothing of his earlier agitation. In brief words he had explained the nature of her papa’s best kept secret, the confession he had made and the facts he had left out. Without sparing a single detail, he had described Jean Valjean's actions in saving his life, and his own actions in driving him away. At times, the familiar tone of self-recrimination would seep into his voice again, but then he would break off mid-sentence, seeming more ashamed of that bitter flood of guilt than the actions themselves. Cosette couldn’t say she wasn’t relieved: she was quite sure she didn’t have it in her to reassure him.
She should be angry, she knew. At Marius, certainly, probably even at papa. Marius certainly seemed to expect it from her, but she didn’t have it in her to conform to his expectations either. Perhaps she was angry, but her heart was heavy with exhaustion and grief, and she desperately didn’t want to be alone. When Marius placed a tentative hand on her wrist, she turned, wrapped her arms around him and wept.
Marius walks on eggshells around her after that day. Where before he would declaim expansively on any and all topics with an air of authority, he now seems to hesitate on every word, his eyes searching hers for approval. He’s attentive to her every mood, fidgeting around her like a great dark guardian, and yet disappearing instantly when she gives the slightest indication of wanting to be alone. She has no idea where he goes when he leaves her. He seems lost. It is both a relief and a concern.
Right at this moment, he’s doing a poor job of pretending to read a newspaper, his gaze flickering over to Cosette in her window seat and to the long forgotten needlework in her lap. Cosette can feel the weight of his eyes on her, distracting her from her reverie.
“What are you thinking about?” he asks eventually, his voice painfully hesitant. Cosette sighs and tears her gaze away from the window.
“My mother,” she answers honestly.
“Oh?” Cautious, encouraging.
“Papa used to talk to me about her when I was little. Then he stopped. I suppose he thought once I was older, I might start asking questions he couldn’t answer.”
“Do you remember her at all?” Marius asks.
Cosette shakes her head. “I don’t remember much of my childhood. I think I remember being held and I know it must have been my mother, who sang to me and rocked me to sleep. After...” She hesitates. “I was fostered, I think, or maybe just left behind. I was terribly unhappy there. Then  papa came and took me away.” It was so strange and dark and confusing, that part of her life, filled with bizarre recollections, many of which must have surely been just nightmares of her childish mind. She had never liked thinking about it and papa hadn’t liked talking about it. Now, she supposes she will never know.
“I don’t remember my mother either,” Marius says suddenly. “At least not well. I remember what she looked like, but that might be just her picture on grandfather’s mantelpiece.” He’s lost in thought for several moments, before continuing. “I remember her illness, and being taken to her bedchamber to say goodbye. We were staying with grandfather then; my father was away in the war. Afterwards, grandfather wouldn’t let him see me, and told me he had abandoned me. And then he died. My father died alone, because my grandfather lied to me and kept me away. I hated him for this. I walked out of his house, left him behind and hated him for many years. And now I’ve done the same –” His jaw snaps shut. “But this isn’t about me.”
Cosette would like nothing more than to close the subject, to turn away and let their wounds heal in peace, until such time would come when she is ready to soothe them away. She had done the same with her papa, countless times – and look how that had turned out. Every instinct tells her they are on the cusp of something that may yet define the rest of their life together. She suppresses her fear.
“Marius. What are you saying?”
The look in Marius’ eyes is full of anguish and uncertainty. “This isn’t about me,” he repeats, his voice holding a cadence of a mantra. “Your grief for your father, the relationship the two of you shared, the memories you still hold dear – none of this has anything to do with me at all, does it? My guilt and my fervent regret for how things turned out are superfluous to the issue at hand.” He hesitates, as if trying to explain some great revelation he doesn’t quite have the words for. “Your grief matters more than my experience of it. I’ve been in your place, but now I’m not. What matters is how you feel.”
Cosette doesn’t reply, unsure of what to say. She’s never heard Marius speak like that, isn’t quite sure she understands all that he’s trying to communicate.
He does that sometimes, thinking and brooding about an issue for so long that when he resurfaces, he’s bringing with him conclusions that are so profoundly simple as to be self-evident at the first glance, despite the layers of meaning visible only to him. Yet his usual ruminations tend towards the greater social questions and his own views on them. This? This feels different.
Something of her thoughts must have reflected on her face, for Marius expression grows rueful. “I suppose what I am trying to say is that I've never been very good at listening, at paying attention. I see what I expect to see, hear what I expect to hear and discard the rest. But bemoaning my foibles doesn’t help – the important thing is to do better. I will do better, for you.”
Cosette takes a deep breath. “Do you promise not to lie to me any more?”
“I promise!” Marius answers instantly, then hesitates. “I gave him my word to keep his secret before I even knew what it was.”
“You also promised he could visit,” Cosette replies quietly. “Why keep one promise and not the other?”
Marius has no reply to that.
“I swear I will not lie to you again,” is all he says.
“And you will not keep from me anything that has to do with me?”
“I swear,” Marius says. After a moment he adds. “I know it is a paltry excuse, but hurting you was the last thing that either of us wished to do. We were trying to protect you from suffering, and in doing that, we made the wrong choices. I made the wrong choices, because I failed to keep your feelings in mind, and that is something I can never make up for.”
For a long moment, the young couple sits in silence.
“Perhaps,” Cosette says eventually. “There was no good choice you could have made, because the choice wasn’t yours to make in the first place.”
“I’m your husband,” Marius says, grieved. “If I cannot do right by you, what’s the use of me?”
“Marius,” says Cosette. “Do we not, in this house, live in a republic?”
Marius huffs out a laugh. “I believe Monsieur Louis-Philippe would have something to say about that.”
“Do we not agree that it is no good, one person making all the decisions?” Cosette continues, unperturbed. “Your grandfather has made some terrible choices, both for you and for your aunt. My papa chose badly, in leaving me. I do not wish for any children of ours to live like we did, alone in their grief and helpless in their ignorance.”
“Never,” Marius assures vehemently. Cosette doesn’t meet his gaze, but she can see his expression growing horrified. “You do not believe me.”
“Marius,” Cosette answers, equal parts fond and exasperated, and perhaps just a bit resentful. “I think I need you to know, that before anything else, you are my family. The only family I have left. Do you know what that means to me, an orphan several times over, registered in my marriage documents under the surname given to me through kindness of strangers? I love you.”
“You say that you love me and I believe you,” Marius replies quietly. “But you won’t say that you trust me.”
“Marius,” Cosette says. “Do you trust me?”
“Always,” Marius replies instantly, the grows quiet under the weight of the promise.
Cosette takes his hand in hers. “Then, as long as you keep trusting me, I endeavour to trust you. How does that sound?”
Marius remains quiet and pensive for a long minute. Then, for the first time in weeks, he smiles.
“That, I believe, is what my friend Bahorel would have called a treaty.”
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vampireloreskill · 5 years
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Get To Know Me 
tagged by @fourfinefreshfishforyou a billion years ago, thank you so much!! i actually Did have fun filling this out even if it took me forever 
 anyone who still wants to do this can say i tagged them!
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Who wrote this? A fed??
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? Kris
3. BIRTHDAY? This year
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? Would you believe me if I said Warriors
5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? Ghosts no, aliens sort of... I’m not sure I buy into whole other civilizations but I find it hard to believe that there isn’t some kind of life outside of our planet even if it’s just bacteria 
6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? Rick Riordan is pretty cool
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? Christmas
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? Strawberry or peach 
9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? Amazing
10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG?  Your Type - Carly Rae Jepson
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? I’m a big fan of defenestration
12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO?  Your Type - Carly Rae Jepson
13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? I don’t like to blanket recommend shows because everyone has such different tastes
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? Tbh I just mope around until I either feel better or give up and go to sleep
15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? This is an Assassin’s Creed and Sims zone ONLY
16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? Strangers on the internet knowing my second biggest fear
17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? Objectively it’s probably my ability to see things from other people’s perspective but TBH I much prefer my sense of humor and ability to laugh at my own jokes whether or not anyone else finds them funny 
18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? My inability to self moderate
19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? I want to say neither,, but I may be leaning towards dogs in recent years :/
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? Winter, but lately Autumn has been sneaking up on it
21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? Nah
22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? Being small... I loved hiding in tiny spaces and being picked up
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? *cowboy voice* Now there’s a name I haven’t heard in a long time...
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? Dark brown
25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? At this point it’s basically black but I still like to say dark brown
26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? God, my family, probably a lot of people idk I catch feelings easily
27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? Literally no one but God 
28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? A lot of seemingly random celebrities, if you count constantly reciting names in specific patterns as thinking 
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? Yes, lots of things! 
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? lmao
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? REDWALLLLL
32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? I’m not sure what the opposite of shrug emoji is but the answer is still no one
33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? I’m not, but someone needs to tell me that
34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? I’m not sure I have any phobias? Irrational fears, Sure
35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? Behind it!
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? I REALLY want to get into dollhousing
37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? I know I said Les Misérables in a previous tag meme but I now remember that I actually read the first book in C.S. Lewis’s space trilogy a while back more recently
38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Spider-man: Into The Spiderverse which was........ AMAZING 
39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? When I was younger I had a lap harp but that’s about it
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? Opossums
41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? I’m not a fan of naming names in this context sorry!
42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? A lot, but I’ve concluded that for any powers gained I would inevitably just end up becoming a super villain and/or batman so hard pass
43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? When I first wake up, and just lie there trying to hold on to what I was just dreaming about
44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? It’s basically physically impossible for me not to grin like a fool watching Wander Over Yonder
45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? Does Wii Bowling count
46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? Apple cider
47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? I don’t know? Probably when I wanted to wake up at a certain time
48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? Sometimes? Depends on how possible it is that I could fall
49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? Dry skin currently 
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? I was going to say no but I have the distinct feeling that I have even though I didn’t remember absolutely anything about it except maybe the auditorium?
51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? No
52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? Zookeeper
53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? Um. Eternia?? ajfghdk 
54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? Not growing as a person
55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? Not really, but I do like the ability to turn on lights if I need to
56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? My vocal cords were made for Christmas carols and little else. But yeah, sometimes.
57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? I’m not... sure?
58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? I’ll let you know when I’ve found it
59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? Where I already do
60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? Yes
61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? Night owl
62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? Sunsets
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? I feel like I could make an educated guess in an emergency
64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? Headphones
65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? No
66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? I feel like it’s probably pop or disco tbh
67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? Jesus 
68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? Here and there, the only series I’ve actually read all the way through is Cable & Deadpool (2004) but I want to get into Venom
69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? Not to be cliche but injustice of any kind
70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? Real book, I like turning pages and the way the cover fits into my hands. Can’t say I’m a fan of the smell though.
71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? Vocabulary
72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? Yes
73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? Sims 4 packs
74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5′2 or so
75. CAN YOU COOK? If it involves anything other than a microwave or a toaster then,,, no
76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? Vampires, villains in love, wood paneling 
77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? Intrusive thoughts, Marius Pontmercy, mint flavored toothpaste
78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? I... Have more female mutuals
79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? Bisexual but like it’s Complicated. Also this is the first time I’ve ever actually said that directly so ✌️🎉
80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? A fed wrote this
81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? My mom
82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Earlier this month
83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? I don’t really follow any, but I used to be obsessed with the videos of this one guy who acted out crossovers of DC/Marvel characters with action figures and had a really great voice
84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? I do! I just never do anything with them once I’ve taken them lol
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? I don’t have one right now, but I adore choose your own adventure ones
86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? Pretty good with my adoptive parents. I want to be closer with my birth mom but I don’t... really know how to go about that without being a disappointment. Never met my birth dad which has been eating at me somewhat lately.
87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? Uhh Australian maybe??
88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? Mexico
89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 6
90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? Do you take me for a clown
91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? Yes, I’m a nondenominational christian 
92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OF THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? The ocean, it’s teeming with life and I find it bafflingly fascinating how there’s still so much we don’t know about it
93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? Absolutely not
94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? Almost every single time we go shopping in Sam’s Club I get inexplicably feverish and nauseous and feel like I’ve thrown out my back until we get to the check out. That and I may have a dairy allergy? But honestly my stomach is acting out every other day so who knows really.  
95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? Ye
96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? No
97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? Not as often as I should
98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? Aesthetically, the beach, but forests are less sandy
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? Pat, don’t rub (When drying your hands)
100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR?  mmMM I don’t really lie, like, seriously about stuff that I can recall? I’ll jokingly say stuff that blatantly isn’t true and even then I sometimes feel guilty and confess seconds later. Unless you count lying by omission? Or saying stuff like “I’m fine” LMAO. The World May Never Know
101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? We Don’t Discuss Harry Potter On This Blog, but ravenclaw all the way and any test that tries to sort me into hufflepuff isn’t Valid 
102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? Generally just when I’m alone
103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? Introvert
104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? I’ve tried, but I just don’t have the attention span for it asdfgh. Sometimes I write down my dreams though.
105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? Yes
106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Convince someone else to pick it up and check for ID
107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? Yes
108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? That’s a personal question
109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? Yes
110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? No
111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? Count Dracula from Monster Family (2017) ok so,,, i know he tried to freeze the entire world because a married woman rejected him but LISTEN
112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? No
113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? Following Jesus
114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? Mm, not karma per say, but I do generally think that what goes around often comes around in way or another
115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? No
116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? NO
117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? Idk! there a lot different types of smart people
118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? Nice try, but someone might actually read this
119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? I’m basically nocturnal so... yeah
120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOUR CLOTHES? Various jewel tones
121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? Ehhhhhhh
122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? Not that I know of
123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 21
124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? I can’t really think of one right now
125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? Whichever I’m in the mood for!
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bookworm555 · 7 years
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Okay, so after reading some fairy tale retellings (like ‘Towering’ and ‘Cloaked’--still working on the latter, though), I decided to try writing my own. HOWEVER, I am so mad at myself because originally, this was more like a story-within-a-story -type thing (like, the plot was just a fairy tale Monty [from Class of 2068] was reading, and later she explains the story to Jin [and any other character within range to hear her fangirl over her favorite book]). The problem came when I gave the characters names. Because then I ended up giving them backstories, fleshed out their world, and gave the plot more depth. And then I got attached to them. So voila, I decided to actually write an entire, full-length story out about them. And I couldn’t decide which fairy tale to focus on, so it turned into a fun--and really gay omj--mashup of the Frog Prince, Rapunzel, and Beauty and the Beast (and a mixture of various versions of these tales, combined with my own spin).
...And okay, every time I look at this, all I see is Isabelle going “Antoine LeGuin! Get your nasty-ass yaoi hand off my shoulder before I kick you in the nads so hard you’ll become a soprano.”
SOOOO, I guess it’s time for character intros (all six of these losers are the ‘good guys’; I’ll draw a villain doodle at some point). Under a readmore because I got enthusiastic and wrote more about them than I should have.
Dude in red is Antoine LeGuin. I decided early on that his dad was French and his mom was English, hence the red coat (even though I didn’t really set a time period for this, though for some reason I’m gravitating to before the American War of Independence). But still. Red coat for aesthetics. He singlehandedly saved the village from bandits when he was only sixteen, so everyone practically hero-worships him, which gave him a huge ego.  Anywho, I call this guy ‘dudebro with a heart of gold’. Because at first he comes off as a jerk, but he’s not totally heartless (and later admits to himself and others that he was a total asscravat--speaking of which, I was almost tempted to give him a cravat). He’s also incredibly respectful to Perdante, even in his most assholish moments to everyone else. And even though the first part of the story has him pining after his schoolyard crush, Isabelle, turns out he’s not the epitome of straight masculinity that he thought. Spoiler: he ends up falling in love with Prince Marius. Also, he’s sort of a red herring (HA! get it? Since the color he’s associated with is red??) in terms of villains because, surprise, he’s one of the good guys. He was just a jerk, but not evil. The real bad guys are people in his friend group (actually, his whole friend group but Perdante, sucks to be Antoine, omj), though the main villains (besides the sorceress who fucked with the royal characters’ lives) are named Jacques and Claudette.  Fun fact: Antoine was named after Antoine D’Coolette from Sonic the Hedgehog.
Guy above him in green is Marius Côté. He’s the prince of one of the provinces in this fantasy world. When the story starts, he’s a greedy young man obsessed with money and taxing the crap out of his subjects. But when he cheats a poor woman out of her money, it turns out she’s a sorceress, and due to his greed and general assholery (think of his personality being like Kuzco’s), she turns him into a frog. However, she was lenient with him, because he can still talk to humans. To change back, he needs to learn to be less greedy...not to mention he has to kiss a royal. So of course, like everyone else, poor Marius thinks he needs to woo and kiss a princess. Which would work, but he’s not attracted to any of them. However, the first part of the kiss is broken when he accidentally kisses Antoine (after Antoine gets lost in an enchanted forest and literally stumbles upon Marius, the talking frog. It’s a long story XD). The reason he changed back? Antoine’s grandmother’s maiden name was ‘Roy’, meaning ‘king’. So technically, Marius kissed ‘a royal’. The two end up falling in love the more time they spend in the forest together, and Marius ends up helping Antoine kick the bad guys’ asses in the climax of the story.  Fun fact: Marius was named after Marius Pontmercy from Les Miserables.  
The girl in teal is Isabelle Marchand. She was good friends with Antoine when they were young, but as they got older, they grew apart due to their different interests (Isabelle preferred academic studies, while Antoine inherited his father’s gun repair shop). And while Isabelle’s feelings toward him stayed static, Antoine’s feelings became more romantic in nature. At first, he was persistent but polite, but when another potential suitor, his friend Jacques Gagnon, starts taking an interest in her, Antoine becomes more competitive in his efforts to woo Isabelle. This in turn pisses Isabelle off and she ends the friendship. She has no interest in Jacques, though, nor any other man in the town. She is more preoccupied with her mother’s death and taking care of her epileptic father. After said father, on one of his trips to a larger town to sell his pottery, picks a rose from what he thinks is an abandoned castle garden, he is captured by what he thinks is a monster. In a moment of cowardice, he states that he’ll bring his daughter to the monster if he’s freed. Anyone reading this probably knows how the story goes, so I’ll skip ahead and say that the monster turns out to be a prince who was cursed. Isabelle ends up falling in love with him, and blah blah blah, happily ever after. Fun fact: Isabelle was named after any incarnation of Beauty from multiple versions of Beauty and the Beast.
To the right of Isabelle is Abel Lebeau (wow, narcissistic surname, much?) Like Marius, at the beginning of the story, he’s an assholish prince with a shitty attitude towards others. But the same sorceress who turned Marius into a frog got a bit more creative this time and, after being denied shelter in Abel’s castle, transformed him into a conglomeration of various furry creatures, aka, a beast. True to any version of the story, he has to fall in love with someone within a set period of time or else he’d remain a beast forever. Also involved in this mess was anyone still in the castle at the time the curse was cast. So Abel’s servants, royal guests at the time, and even his dog, got stuck as walking, talking stone statues. But after a year of Isabelle living in the castle with him, the two fall in love, and the curse is broken. Fun fact: Abel was named as such because he had to change his personality to be ‘able’ to break the curse. Also, his surname, Lebeau, means ‘the handsome one’.
To the right of Abel is Bucky Barnes, er Perdante Fournier. She can be considered the main protagonist of all six of these characters, since the story focuses a lot on her perspective. As the story begins, she is escaping her cruel household, who intended to either marry her off to a man twice her age or force her into a convent (they gave her the option to pick between the two) by stealing her father’s horse and setting off to a village far away from hers, where she disguises herself as a man. (And when people asked about her light voice, she BS-es it by saying she has a condition that made it sound weird XD). At this village, she seeks out the strongest man, who she wants to befriend so she’d be seen as ‘manly’, too (not to mention she has no money and needs a place to stay). That’s where she meets town hero and heartthrob Antoine. After failing to out-drink him, she ends up telling him her intentions. He, reminded of himself and his own ambitions, agrees to help her out, and keep her gender under-wraps. On one condition: she cannot fall in love with him when they live together. Which is easy-peasy-lemon-squeezy for Perdante here. Because she’s hella gay. BOOM. I just shattered the cliche love story between these two before it even started, XD. For awhile, she has a relationship with a barmaid named Claudette, but it’s short-lived (also, it’s revealed later on in the story that Claudette’s intentions were less than stellar, yikes. But poor Perdante doesn’t know this until the climax of the story). After escaping the same enchanted forest Antoine gets lost in, she comes across a tower in the middle of a clearing, and helps the young woman, Johanna, who was trapped in it, escape. Plot happens, and they fall in love. -heart eyes- Fun fact: Perdante means ‘loser’ (female version) in French (or at least, that’s what my dictionary says?). Ouch, not a flattering name at all. She was named as such because she was the firstborn, but she was female. Her father wanted sons, so even at birth, she lost his respect and interest. To make matters worse, the rest of his offspring (four more) were male. Also, when she disguises herself as male, she goes by the male version of ‘loser’, Perdant. 
Finally, above Perdante is Johanna von König. When her mother, the Queen of a German-speaking province, was pregnant with her, she had a craving for lettuce. So her husband, the King, decides to steal some from the local sorceress’s garden. Brilliant idea. Not. Because her lettuce was enchanted. In retaliation for the theft, the sorceress took the Queen’s baby, named Johanna, and locked her in a tower far away. Because the lettuce gave Johanna some...interesting...abilities. (Tears that can heal things and hair that grows WAAAAY faster than normal.) Many years pass, and the now-twenty year old Johanna is restless and wants to leave the tower. And of course, after the sorceress leaves to ‘check up on someone’ (which turns out to be Prince Abel), Perdante helps Johanna escape the tower, and decides to take her back to the village. As the story goes on, the two fall in love, and the story ends with an epic triple wedding (Johanna/Perdante, Abel/Isabelle, and Antoine/Marius). The King and Queen are so happy to have their daughter back that they don’t give a shit that she not only married another woman, but another woman whose name means ‘loser’ in French, XD. Fun fact: Johanna was named after Johanna Barker from Sweeney Todd. 
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