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#also FUCK real estate speculation for sometimes trying to chase me away from here. I WON'T GO AWAY; not because of that
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my beloved beautiful city (derogatory), my horrendous hostile place (affectionate).
forgive them (or don't), they don't understand you like I do.
#q
#i was in the subway and I just heard someone criticizing MY CITY and i'm having a moment here
#no one can hate on this city except for those who also hate it (affectionate)
#sometimes i really want to leave this country
#and I probably will if given the opportunity - still might work towards that actually once things settle more
#in many many ways that would be the most logical thing to do you know; if i can get all things right
#but that will also mean leaving this city
#and oh my god i would miss this place
#with all its imperfections (and there are many)
#and the chaos (but i guess i always loved the chaos in a way)
#i don't like my place of birth that much
#and i've loved this city since i can ever remember being here for the first time
#it used to be a highlight of my childhood to come here
#i'm glad i could be here often back then; once a month at least
#and i didn't know many places; that's true; but i've always known it was and is my favorite place in the whole world
#and then i never wanted to live anywhere else
#and i'm so very grateful that everything worked towards me coming here like i've always wanted to
#also FUCK real estate speculation for sometimes trying to chase me away from here. I WON'T GO AWAY; not because of that
#it has always been a place where i felt safe (in a weird way; and absolutely not in a physical sense lol because it's not safe at all)
#and more than that it's a city where i've always felt i belonged to and could relate to
#anyway this is a love letter to this place.
#obviously where i was born and grew up is very relevant in my formative years
#but i feel like i really... well... became who i am today in this city.
#and i thank it for all the walks i had and the cloudy days and even the scorching hot days and even the fucking slow moving traffic
#god. i'm fucking romaticizing hot weather and slow moving traffic of all things now. wtf is wrong with me
#and i thank it for all it taught me - how to be street smart; and ironic as it is; how to be more compassionate; how to handle differences
#i've always moved houses a lot and i still kind of do. home was never one specific house for me
#home; i think; will always be a place in this city. even if i decide to go away one day
#queueing this because i'm emo about the whole thing now; and i want this posted but i don't want be online when it gets posted lol
#might feel better about it later and even write it in proper form rather than tags idk
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