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#and I felt really confident abt that at that point! wish that confidence hadn't been so misplaced bc I did in fact spiral
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Trying to make my brain do anything today has just been case after case of 'well, half-assed is better than nothing I guess.'
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#idk why i have such bad post-survey mental dips every time but I always do
#literally last night before end of my shift was like okay brain. it's ok that we aren't working after this. this is fine.
#there's another survey in two weeks (for ONCE they told us in advance) and in the in between other things I can do to keep making some mone
#and I felt really confident abt that at that point! wish that confidence hadn't been so misplaced bc I did in fact spiral
#was actually exhausted enough to just eat shower and sleep after work but the shower was just a big spiral w/crying and scrubbing lmao
#whatever. did a mini vid in the new outfit i have for the side job and will do dishes tonight
#plus I'll get my shot done bc that's a day late now too
#prolific and cloud i got a bit done too and i'll keep checking those thru the night
#i actually wanna play gta for a bit & try it with the controller but i feel guilty every time i so much as look at steam so. we'll see
#i just need to do something else useful today bc tomorrow will be a full filming day most likely so. gotta make today useful too
#I know it must sound like im not really trying to work with my brain on this but i shit u not
#this is my brain when im actively employing coping skills and other things to try and counteract the 'work or die' mindset
#i dont know how to make it any better and at this point I don't think I can
#this was baked into me as a kid lmao bc even playing needed to have a point/story/some goal to achieve
#or why the fuck was i playing with my barbies or metal toy cars or dinosaur and horse figurines to begin with
#im rambling to put off doing the dishes ignore me lmao
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