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#and OH I wanted to draw fanart so badly - But I didn't dare to do it. I was afraid to be self-indulgent
burymeinwillow
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8 months
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Everytime I draw Joe Cartwright I get overwhelmed with the desire to only ever draw Joe
#you dont understand
#my hyperfixation with Bonanza started around 2014-2015 but I didn't start to draw fanart of Joe or Bonanza until like... 2018.
#It's hard to explain but back then I was TERRIFIED of drawing Joe cause I was afraid I would draw him wrong and get discouraged by-
#not being a talented enough artist
#and OH I wanted to draw fanart so badly - But I didn't dare to do it. I was afraid to be self-indulgent
#Going YEARS and wanting so badly to draw my favorite character but being scared to do it... compared to know
#I'm way more self-indulgent than I was- and now I'm drawing Bonanza Fanart and being indulgent in it and it makes me beyond happy
#It makes me so happy I'm actually crying
#I draw Joe Cartwright and it just makes me so unbelieveably happy... happy that I CAN do it. Happy that I am talented enough.
#Being talented doesn't even really matter - Happy that I learned to be self-indulgent and HAVE FUN. and most of that is thanks to Juni.
#I could write a whole damn essay on how much it means to me
#so yes drawing Joe makes me so very happy
#im not crying - not at all
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