#and each time i talk to gcf its like 'man sage you only come to me to ask ?s to say not fun things'

[gardenhotspot]

laying in bed like augghhhh no work :-(

#garden hotspot #gcwtual #i threw some hibiscus on a table i emptied to just fill it but i may make a 5th annual table out front instead #and put the remaining perennials on a lower table #i mean c*sta just wants 2 tables out front and i rarely match pog anyways #its either that or i put accent shrubs out front bc we have the most of that but thats sooo much work besties #or i make a sunflower table. that'd be fun. worry abt what to put on it after the weekend. #weekend crew can refill the table right? right lol #i dont wanna move. .good news is i just throw on clothes throw my premade food in my bag fill a tea cannister and boom #out the door. thats probably why i cant convince my brain to move lol. #b isnt supposed to work so i'll just have o and z for company. possibly some of the new guys. jh is. .off. #jh texted me monday night and told me he had a cr*sh on me and im like. a) i told him not interested and it ruined his week i prommy #like he legit said he was going back to bed on tues like okaaay dude sorrie to be the mean one but when have i ever given you vibes #i'd be interested 😭 ive literally jokingly called him my younger brother and also 'buckaroo' a few times whenever he'd do smth dumb lol #so now b) im thinking back on every interaction we had and going 'man was him asking for my no. and also every time we hung out #supposed to mean smth more. . .now im paranoid #and each time i talk to gcf its like 'man sage you only come to me to ask ?s to say not fun things' #like man dude id LOVE to come over here and say fun things. i might show pics of emira today lol #i. .have had a week. i did 4 hrs yesterday and it took everything out of me #boss probably comes today. gcf comes in at 2pm. have to deal with his initial wth abt plant sales ahhhhh hate this job HATE this job. #it'll be good again. . .mm