#and genuinely so upset Once Again about hjghj just. god. yeah. it's one of those fucking days where i am tempted to just delete the blog

[angelicxi]

also not to to make vague and whining posts...but to make vague and whining posts, since I am actively sick and so dizzy I can barely stand upright for five minutes at a time, ergo sorely lack the required brainpower needed to express this w any of like, grace and precision, much less eloquence.

man oh man I am so fucking done with the way people approach art and media. how all of it is now perceived as "content" and the only metric by which they judge whether or not it is good is how hashtag relatable it is to the consumer, how the point of it is, or should be, as far as these people are concerned, to be Nice and Inoffensive and Digestible and About Me, The Specialest And Most Importantest Little Princeling, actually. how they perceive themselves as a customer, essentially. shopper weighing you, the artist / creative, like a product in his hands and tutting. and more than anything I loathe the incredibly dangerous entitlement bred by this attitude.

also, people have gotten waaaaayyyyyy too comfortable with just wandering into the DMs / inboxes of strangers they encounter at random on the internet with increasingly bizarre grievances. main character syndrome is sosososo real, deranged and common. I want to scream!! I AM screaming!!!!

#thinking again about that anon i got last night on ragewrites. genuinely found it so upsetting. #and genuinely so upset Once Again about hjghj just. god. yeah. it's one of those fucking days where i am tempted to just delete the blog #i love writing i truly do and of course i want people to read it but this is not that. taking a poem abt god and grief #and tagging it for your little fucking bg3 ships in a romantic sense...when i am talking about the way god took my brother and aunt from me #just fully having a fucking convo w your friend On The Post. not as a reply but On The Actual Post. as reblog comments. about how this #soooo fits your little ttrpg campaign...which like all fine really #if a poem makes u think about your ship wtv. but do you have to be weird about it where i the author fucking See It. #same w the little chat like...tumblr has an IM function. please use it. #and then that anon... #just so so so SO strange #i am not your fucking therapist and i am not your friend and i am also not some hollywood celebrity with a massive following #that you genuinely think you have the right to come to me and police my speech regardless of how nicely u word it #or how well-meaning your intentions were... #just. god