#and if i make food i don't even have the possibility to put thaf in the fridge because i didn't buy boxes i could pack it in.

[racemeyibo]

why tf did i decide to do a semester abroad. i'm lonely as fuck and it's been 3 days.

#.mgp #also i have possibly given myself a concussion today so yay. #(and have had a headache for 2 of the three days anyway) #(and forgot to eat and drink for most of these 3 days) #(i am like a goldfish. if i'm not reminded to eat and drink i will forget and die) #LOOK. i am TRYING to be independent but god fucking damn it i just wanna go home. #my flatmates are alright and the uni seems cool but fucking hell. #i have 2 semesters at the same time and am nauseous for most of the time. #have gone shopping today and bought things for a shitton of money just to end up realising that i don't even have an entire meal but #just parts of multiple and my food might go bad before i get to use it. #and if i make food i don't even have the possibility to put thaf in the fridge because i didn't buy boxes i could pack it in. #and we also have a 2 ppl fridge for 4 fucking people #and the fucking americans just walk everywhere with their dirty af shoes even though we literally wrote down agreed upon houserules that #include taking off shoes in the hall. #conclusion: i just wanna go home #my anxiety will also not let me go out if people don't come with me / ask me / make me go out so yayyyy