#and maybe i iust need to be there for them but i don't know how

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#if you google am i gay #Are they emotionally manipulating me or do I not know the practical difference between emotional manipulation and conversation #i legit just don't know #and you've got the adage chances are ur gay #but also the risk if they aren't manipulating me? #i ain't gonna call that out #what if having that level of control is the only way they can feel comfortable in a relationship because of how they've been hurt before #i can't say they aren't hurting me #because it hurts when they tell me the things that have happened to them but friends listen to each other and I should fucking help people #but i am struggling so hard right now #and I'm so fucking scared that they're gonna hurt themselves because me #and I don't want that to fucking happen because I on principle want to help people #but they've overemphasized our relationship so much #'ive known you three years' most of which we didn't talk at all #to #'ive known you since i was 11' #it doesn't math right #and maybe i iust need to be there for them but i don't know how #no one tought me that #and i don't mean to be bitchy and edgy #but for fucks sake im tired #im exhausted #and i can't deal with them #and thats selfish of me #and im afraid I've manipulated them by love bombing and then abandoning them #making them emotionally reliant on me and leaving them #but im clearly not as invested in this relationship as they are #and i want to be kind #but thats really fucking hard right now

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I may not be personally playing FFXVI

But boy do I have good things to say!

I had a chance to see this game by chance thanks to a friend

Please don't hate me for this... this is fullly MY opinion since this is my post and ot may just be me thinking a out this points since it relates to my own observations.

The game looks like so much fun and the game is amazing

Is all I wish FFXV could had or at least it is the way I would have prefere to play FFXV bc man do I now have some stuff I wish that were different

Not the characters but uh... things that just made it hard for me to beat it back in the day

Let's compare them here in my corner of the world

I know a highlight of it's time is was a somewhat open world for XV but man do I love how in XVI is so practical and nice, no need to change gil for traveling really!

WHERE THE FIGHTS GO THO

Most of my XV experience was dreading have to go down who knows how many meters underground in a dark place and fear nightime was for me, too many that what I needed in my lifetime. It made me uneasy and got lost so many times. Now FFXVI? Is quite simple you iust find your place in the map where the quest and story takes and it is so alive that I am glad it such a flexible game.

Companions, I know way too well I could not keep FFXV party alive and was running with an almost dead Noctis most of my quest bc I suck at management and I get overwhelmed easily. As far as I see you only have to take caren of Clive in FFXVI and that is neat in my opinion.

FFXVI does not ask me to rent a chocobo bc Clive owns one.

I cannot compare stories bc their focus of both are different, and I am like both casts tho FFXVI quite a bit more but that is my personal opinion.

XVI is the kind of game I wish I could play on my own so maybe one day. It looks like fun and managable if I ever give it a try.

It won't fix my terrible fighting skills but at leat way more fun and less worrisome.

#random rambles #the tone of the game is fdor sure it's own on ffxvi but i do like it #man I just realized so many thiinngs and why it was had to replay on my own ffxv #i do like ffxv don't get me wrong but i know what I prefer now and what will not work for me to have an easy time #also shiny and incorporated Eikon powers are so cool a d look fun to use. really putting ffxvi to my list in the future