#and then came the strugge of 'am i actually into men??' and now i'm a lesbian :3

[lyxchen]

Still can't believe that my dance teacher was my gay awakening

#okay look #i didn't have like a moment of 'oh shit i'm gay' #but the first time that i was like 'oh she's pretty but not in the straight way' #that was because of my dance teacher #and that confused and threw me off So Much #cause i was like wtf wtf wtf what is this huhh?? #and then i felt a little weird about her for a few months #and then at some point it was fine too like it was never an actual crush i just thought she was pretty but damn #that was A Moment for little me #and then after like 2 years of thinking about it and looking at many pretty women i was like 'i think i'm bi' #and then came the strugge of 'am i actually into men??' and now i'm a lesbian :3 #so thank you to my dance teacher for doing that one random dance move which looked like Really Good and also threw me off for the rest of #that day #(cause i had like a little art ehibition thing from my school after my dance class and i could not concentrate on it because internally i #was like wtf wtf wtf what was that??? the whole time) #*exhibition #anyways #idk why i felt the need to tell this story now but i do think it's really funny in hindsight #lea's random thoughts #lesbian