#and yes obviously it's legally fine and also theoretically because i'm good enough i know that objectively but oh GOD

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oh shit oh fuck oh god oh my the responsibility that i had thought had passed onto someone else is actually still going to be mine possibly likely

#own post #im gonna be head ringer maybe??!!? i thought someone else was but apparently not #so im gonna be responsible for teaching two new ones the important parts of bird ringing and i will be the most experienced one #I THOUGHT I WAS A NEW ONE TOO. I THOUGHT ID BE ABLE TO RELAX #AHHHH #i mean it's super cool but i am NOT PREPARED EMOTIONALLY? #and yes obviously it's legally fine and also theoretically because i'm good enough i know that objectively but oh GOD #like don't worry this is all how it's supposed to be and nothing shady is going on i'm just an anxious person with unexpected responsibilty #aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhHHHHhhHHHHH #but another cool thing is that IF i am head ringer for those three weeks then i'll also get paid which is..... pretty neat and new for me