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#and you've got the adage chances are ur gay
amazing-shit-went-down
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#if you google am i gay
#Are they emotionally manipulating me or do I not know the practical difference between emotional manipulation and conversation
#i legit just don't know
#and you've got the adage chances are ur gay
#but also the risk if they aren't manipulating me?
#i ain't gonna call that out
#what if having that level of control is the only way they can feel comfortable in a relationship because of how they've been hurt before
#i can't say they aren't hurting me
#because it hurts when they tell me the things that have happened to them but friends listen to each other and I should fucking help people
#but i am struggling so hard right now
#and I'm so fucking scared that they're gonna hurt themselves because me
#and I don't want that to fucking happen because I on principle want to help people
#but they've overemphasized our relationship so much
#'ive known you three years' most of which we didn't talk at all
#to
#'ive known you since i was 11'
#it doesn't math right
#and maybe i iust need to be there for them but i don't know how
#no one tought me that
#and i don't mean to be bitchy and edgy
#but for fucks sake im tired
#im exhausted
#and i can't deal with them
#and thats selfish of me
#and im afraid I've manipulated them by love bombing and then abandoning them
#making them emotionally reliant on me and leaving them
#but im clearly not as invested in this relationship as they are
#and i want to be kind
#but thats really fucking hard right now
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