#annnd i might be a lazy coddled baby idk. i don't think so

[roeverthemoon]

random thoughts, bday edition👇🏻

#it my bday #bf asking me where we should vacation this summer #he sweetie pie #i drew him a rose bath earlier cause men deserve cute romantic gestures too #i want to visit east coast canada but he said another time #1-germany 2-italy 3-japan 4-s.korea 5-switzerland 6-scotland #idk exactly #i love islands #pr is awesome but we can't go this year #i mainly want to go out of country this year tho if possible #if not. 1-back to Bar Harbor my love 2-pennsylvanian cities road-trip 3-chicago 4-cali 5-back to the florida home again #i'm just so grateful for these experiences n being so loved n supported #what i want more than a vacation is a new place to live and a pet to live in it LOL #kinda unreasonable in NY esp when i don't have an income but yanno #i wish i cld just work normally but mh says no #annnd i might be a lazy coddled baby idk. i don't think so #but would that be so bad? to just be alive and do what i can without pushing my mental health? #i could do more if i needed to to survive #and... i want to do more so i can be more content with life but i'm not pushing my limits before i feel ready if i don't have to #my body is getting healthier rn so i should be somewhere different in life by the end of this year. if not that's okay but i'm optimistic #maybe 23 will be my year? who knows. or the worst? not trying to jinx it #maybe.... both? #lots of loss approaching any year now but also lots of good things to come #manifesting writing career in my future #manifesting love over fear #manifesting dolphins win the superbowl 2024 #manifesting two dogs and two cats #manifesting the determination and accessibility to go vegan without changing my mind #manifesting moving out of country to somewhere with low violent crime rates #roe post;