#at some point you gotta realize that some people just aren't gonna grow and mature and improve themselves

[no-one-hears-me]

I need to make new friends so I can stop putting up with these losers

#I don't even like them I don't want to spend time with them they are just placeholders #they are from the past. I have changed and bettered myself and they have not. I no longer relate to them #and yetttt. they're what I have. bc they're what I had when I was different #but I'm not that person anymore yet I'm still stuck with them #bc it's either them or nothing and some sort of companionship is better than absolute loneliness #but I've outgrown these relationships and don't want to waste my time on them anymore #this is prob a temporary feeling but idk if I even fw my ex anymore #at some point you gotta realize that some people just aren't gonna grow and mature and improve themselves #and if you can deal with that it's fine. but to be surrounded by that is kinda exhausting #like no sorry I have a life to live and responsibilities and things that need done #I think I'm in a weird little transition tho. bc I used to fit in better with the irresponsible losers and whatever despite never being one #but now I just don't vibe with that anymore #but I'm also not a big ol nerd that can go vibe with those people so idk. I'm changing #gotta figure out who my people are ig. and then find them #just tired of wasting time on stupid people lmao #ik this sounds bad but I am half asleep and cannot think of good words to use so this isn't entieely accurate #goodnigjt guys #Sera