#bc even though the principal dancer i adored wasn't giving me jellybeans out of love it sure made me love her :)

[plague-vulture]

sometimes i can still smell the inside of my neighbor's house and i feel safe. i remember the girl i idolized giving me jellybeans and sitting on the trunk of what's now my car eating sonic popsicles with my brother. and i think all of these are love. :)

#idk I've had a rough time with romantic love in my life and so I've been trying to look more at platonic love lately #bc even though the principal dancer i adored wasn't giving me jellybeans out of love it sure made me love her :) #plague's thoughts #idk love is the good laughs that make your stomach hurt to me now. #sorry for getting sappy on main lol