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#but forcing myself to be a Content Provider sucks. it's not working. i'm still sad. he's still dead. my friends are leaving.
risingsunresistance
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2 years
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ugh
#vent/rant ahead i just wanna say stuff:
#forcing myself to draw for my friends and post content for my friends and keep Being Active just for other ppl is wearing me out
#i WANT to continue to be a part of the community but. man this sucks fkjdhsg
#it's entirely my fault. the situations i've put myself in that i dont wanna make public
#(not just stuff related to art and content motivation but also Oops i Upset A Friend And Feel Horrible)
#but it still sucks even if it is my fault
#idk man im just running out of stuff to care about. everything is getting worse 🧍
#i'm sure i'll be here every once in a while but will i ever post a full drawing again? great question
#clips? very very rarely
#actual content? not likely
#i have like. one thing i wanna post about at christmas (i know one of my gifts already). besides that uhhhhhhhh i've got nothing
#might have one drawing/sketch for december but that's very up in the air
#if you know my priv and wanna request go ahead. im always active there and that wont change unless twitter explodes
#even if you've requested before and aren't in it now you can request again. i'll try to be more lenient with it (again this is my fault)
#i doubt i could ever make myself straight up abandon this blog. i'll continue to answer asks and ramble when i want to
#but forcing myself to be a Content Provider sucks. it's not working. i'm still sad. he's still dead. my friends are leaving.
#i'm not gonna have anyone left by this time next year it'll just be me and the void lmao
#too nervous to follow anyone new. too nervous to talk the friends i already have. cant hold a conversation to save my life
#this is why i have like... 3 friends here (i think we're friends). sorry i never talk to you guys it's just Difficult :/
#and it's not getting any easier. not since june/july !
#all goat knows is talk about skyblock (getting harder to do). post link to song. and make 50 more non-rebloggable posts
#chat
#come back later
#(to delete probably idk)
#now the real question: is this all related to [current issues causing mood swings] or is this something that's been building since june
#we'll see i guess
#i could be fine a month or so from now. or tomorrow. or all the way in the summer. who knows
#*attaches a picture of techno to make this seem slightly less miserable* jkfhdkg
#i hate there being like 2000 people here. nearly 3000 i think. idk
#i want to talk and rant without feeling like im making the world's worst apology video KJFDHKG i dont like having so many eyes on me
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