#but the exam was not good so probs I would've to repeat it one more time next year so that's one yr of my life wasted

[merinelsa]

So , hey guys

#Lol this is so weird #Damn it's been quite a while (7 months) #Where do I even start quite a lot of shit happened in my life #For one thing I graduated school so I'm an adult acc to indian terms #I was away for so long bc I was preparing for this exam which would ensure me admission in medical college #but the exam was not good so probs I would've to repeat it one more time next year so that's one yr of my life wasted #ngl kinda bit feeling down bc of that and kinda bit angered that I would have to revisit the same stuff I'd been studying for the past #2.5 yrs . More like feeling like a loser and that I'm not worthy enough to be a doc #but I just have to remind myself that I'd tried to juggle this huge preparation along with my regular high school stuff and the fact that #I started this new journey right when covid started and having no form of guidance being thrust into this vigorous study routine at a #time when my mental health was so down #but that positive train of thoughts have been hard for me to get to #but whatever life's not always fair and were talking about an exam written by more than 18lack students attend and only less than 15k get #but I guess I'm back and mostly will be lurking around for one more yr till I ensure my self a college admission