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#but. i just genuinely don't like it. dw i'm not going to be so immature to rant and ramble abt THAT here when ik many like genshin but
astrxealis · 2 years
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wahhhh i’m still rlly ... confused ... messy thoughts T___T
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#tw uhm. genshin impact ?? me kind of actually admitting my actual feelings on the game and all haha ;;;;#tw rant#i posted on my writing sb but most active mutuals don't even follow me there i think. i'll ramble here instead bcs idk if i want ppl to see#this or not but also this is my main so yeah ?? T___T#i barely play genshin despite being there day 1. i'm not a huge... fan. of the game & the community overall and the company too#i don't like playing the game... i like the characters but for reasons i don't that much as well and yeah... i recently uninstalled genshin#too! i can get it back easily if i want to but. i don't rlly want to ;;;#it's not even in my top 10 favorite games ;;; and i have a lil thing against ppl who only play free games esp if they're in the philippines#and mobile gamers only bcs. i'm tired of being alone bcs that's how it is literally almost everywhere in this godforsaken country#i like those kinda stuff too yes but! i'm alone wherever it is ;; even w my friends ;;; aaaaa i wna ditch genshin once and for all but it's#hard bcs it's mainstream! it's big! it's easy to meet nice mutuals & friends thru it and it helps me actually get recognition for my writing#but. i just genuinely don't like it. dw i'm not going to be so immature to rant and ramble abt THAT here when ik many like genshin but#;;;;;;;;;; i want to ditch it but also. i don't. bcs if i do who's to say who wants to still be friends/mutuals? and my main fandoms r#either mostly adults or kinda quiet ... idk man it's just so hard. huge dilemna#either way is good & bad for my heart T___T i don't like genshin but i don't want to gtfo of it like. yeah. but then if i do what i want#it means i'll be alone even more and it's just. dgbsdjhgbhjsd idk man ;;; i feel like all problems wld be solved if i just was in another#country bcs the ph sucks for so many reasons or if more ppl like me - my age - were in my ACTUAL interests too ......#BCS. i don't fully hate genshin. but i hate everything aside from the lore and the characters. the community i generally don't like#but the ppl in the community i don't necessarily dislike!! it just so happens. when it comes to genshin my feelings r more .... hm#i don't want to mean tho ;; i try to be considerate of others feelings ;; but yeah ^^; it's so hard to come to a decision ...#i think it'd be better for now if i take it slow! T___T#i don't think i'll Fully quit it like. i'll stop trying to force myself to seem like i like it but i mostly like the characters still so#i'll still write and all but just make it obvious that it is not my main fandom or wtvr >< GHJBSDJHG#ig it can kinda be summarized in that i don't want to necessarily leave genshinblr or fully quit genshin. but i don't rlly want to#be associated as a Genshin Fan 10000% bcs i am not lmao. and i'll associate myself w it less ><#ahjbdghjhdbshjgb there's still the problem that my actual faves aren't super . Famous for people like me bcs ppl in the ph have boring taste#and a lot of minors who DO like ffxiv are really hard to find bcs mostly adults T___T so yeah! i'll find a way. hopefully#now that i've rambled abt this i hope i come to terms w this more shbdgjbdhgbsjhdb ........ ^^
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bodyimstuckin · 3 months
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DNI + BYF/BYI + About Me!
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dni if ur anti-self diagnosers, some people cant afford it, etc.
I'm ok with 18-19 y/o but no older plz!! (unless i follow you first ofc and plz don't be weird!)
Super chill about people into cutegore just as long as itz fake gore!
Fine with ppl into true crime just don't idolize, glorify, etc. killers. 
I don't support weird ass ships, especially comshippers, proshippers, im alright with ships that are between two ADULT fictional characters that ISNT heavily problematic.
following up on the last part, for eg; sangwoo x yoonbum is heavily problematic for various of reasons. but im okay if you just ship to adults that have a regular relationship in the show or something, oh yeah and only if theyre fictional characters. following up on the last part, for eg; sangwoo x yoonbum is heavily problematic for various of reasons. but im okay if you just ship to adults that have a regular relationship in the show or something, oh yeah and only if theyre fictional characters.
Before you friend/interact + who i want to interact
Im a-okay with neo pronounz I dont quite understand 'em but I fully accept them!
a bit sensitive toward the mha fandom (as a fan of the show) as long as you dont support Horikoshi ur prob ok :)
dreamsmp fandom is okay as long as ur not the toxic side of it.
I'm all for furries/therians, i may not understand it but i accept :)
if I EVER do anything wrong please tell me or dm me and be nice i never mean to hurt anyone.
fictionkins are fine as long as you arent taking it too far (as someone with fictionkins)
I accept ALL religions i genuinely dont care as long as ur a good person
I'm quite triggered by the topic of sh
I vent at times so if ur uncomfy with that yk !I PUT WARNINGS DW!
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I have around 17 animals at my home. My favorite animals, are mice, rats, ferrets, cats, but I also really like marine life like great white sharks, basking sharks, megamouth sharks, tiger sharks, and megalodons. My special interests are, the characters tomura shigaraki and dabi, their lore is fantastic, i also love fyodor, dazai, nikolai, and sigma, i could ramble about these characters all day.
I'm extremely childish and still like childish things and will forever probably look at baby sensory toys in stores. I'm planning to go to college for criminology and criminal psychology, the psychology behind criminals really interests me, again this is something i could forever ramble about, but fuck tcc honestly. I'm homeschooled but i'm going to public school for high school, so i'm basically online all the time.
Despite me being online all the time, I don't make many bulletins, I apologize in advance but I will try my best to interact with my moots! I'm quite triggered by the topic of sh. 
I vent at times so if ur uncomfy with that yk be safe i always give warnings when I do.
I use tone indicators! super chill if you don't, just please don't be rude about it. I have a huge fear of confrontation just be aware of that, I will not argue with people on here unless it is absolutely necessary.
I have an ed and talk about it sometimes.
i slightly age regress (baby talk, acting childish, expressing my love for baby/little kids toys and clothes, etc.) i use a lot of my interests (mostly styles and subcultures) as coping mechanisms, especially yamikawaii, menhera, or gurokawaii. 
I talk about topics that r very mature at times, I grew up at a young age so I'm quite mature, but at the same time, I'm desperately trying to relive my childhood. I have my IMs off because I can't talk to people without having a panic attack, I'm trying my best to socialize. Despite me being mature, I still am a teenager, I'm still gonna be somewhat immature.
I may not respond to comments or I fail to interact, I am HORRIBLE at socialization, and I don't exactly know what to say. But i will always look at peoples post :3
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staysuki · 3 years
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FINALLY READ IT AAAAA
bibi s such a badass and i love her for that. "you take after jae, ew" LOL PLS it s nice that parts of hyunjin s past have finally come to shore. i love felix s principles, cunning but never lies. ugh naur. jisung was no mafia boss but a son of one lol (or con man, same difference) AND SEEEE THE MAFIA BOSS STATEMENT YOU GAVE WAS A CLUE AND THE DOTS. they. all. meant. something.
i still feel like my 2 besties are genuinely nice, they did mention that they re doing all these crimes for a reason. not the best solution, or even a good one, to whatever problem they have but okay. i expected jisung and felix to have a deeper relationship rather than a business one but ig the world doesn t always work in our favour 💀 i m really excited to learn more about those two. on the outside, it doesn t look like felix cares for his 'friends' but you never know 🤥
i feel like jisung has a similar father-son situation as hyunjin, thus the need for more money or smth like that idk. maybe that s why he let it slip that he knows hyunjin s mother was a famous painter. he felt empathetic in some way. OH YEAH IT WAS SAID THAT JISUNG S FATHER IS IN JAILLLL so ye need more money ig
dude is jake s confirmation about wonpil having jisung vibes in a way that they hide their true intention behind an innocent mask, a foreshadowing that wonpil my man will have a scandal soon 👀🤔 chapter 33 is my favourite yet LMAO seungmin straight up did comedy JJDFSJDJKJKJJGSFJSGFJGFKJFJKDFGDSKFJG I DIDN T EXPECT SLC SEUNGMIN WOULD BOTHER JOKING YA KNOW. i m falling in love with his character deeper every update :">> felix is now at 2nd place. seungmin king. LASTLY FELIX S AND Y/N S CONVO AT THE RECENT CHAPTER!!!! "can i trust kim seungmin?" "you can. but it's up to you if you will" YOOOO THIS SOUNDS SOOOO COOLLLLL AAAAAA :">
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i sus everyone bc you always make surprising revelations Y^Y initially, i assumed that jisung gave hyunjin the tickets to do some behind the scenes stealing but he revealed that he did it because he felt bad. he might be lying though. BUT I FEEL LIKE HE S NOT. i m willing to bet my life that FELIX AND JISUNG ARE NICE AND SOME KIND OF ANTI-HEROES LOL look where my loyalty and trust in seungmin went 😌
i will wait for that FLUFFY jisung fic. pls no more intense detective stories for now :">> MY BRAIN CANOT HANDLE BALANCING THE THEORIES OF EHALOJ AND SLC ALL AT THE SAME TIME 😤
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bibi is a scorpio (like me??) confirmed, jkjk. she's a libra but she seems like a scorpio in this fic
THE MAFIA BOSS THING WAS A JOKE PLS 😭💀 i told y'all, i don't like the mafia plots. this is just mafia-coded but not fully 💀💀 WELL, IT'S A CONGLOMERATE CON ARTIST it's an entirely different thing. this is a fic with capitalism commentary idk. crazy rich asians probs.
true. felix is such an enigma. like, he's so scummy??? but he has a weird moral compass??? like, he doesn't smoke nor drink but he will sTEAL. he doesn't lie but he is aNNoyiNg and sKeTCHY. like, i wouldn't say he's morally ambiguous since he's pretty much the worst person to associate yourself with but y'know, he's weird.
felix is a pretty much "here for business (and maybe entertainment) only" if jisung wasn't paying him, he probably won't be here at all. and since jisung can spend tens of thousands of dollars just to go to an exhibit, we can only imagine how much felix is getting paid—it's a fulltime job 🤩👩‍🦯
true. hyunjin and jisung seems like they're parallels except hyunjin didn't turn out to be a criminal. he's just outwardly shitty but in a childish immature way. isn't it kinda twisted how jisung made hyunjin feel like he's the tOpdoG of the group only to have the tables turned on him. hyunjin is so small now compared to the others. man's got some problems.
hEY, do you guys really think i'm gonna keep putting out shittee people here 😭 have some trust my besties~ the wonpil revelation IS juicy tho mhmm mhmm. but dw, i'm letting everyone rest. no more conspiracies and whatnot, ACT II is just full of answers. plus idk, perhaps the end?
seungmin best boy. see what i told you. every seungmin side character is TOP NOTCH. idk what to do with myself atp. also i wonder if y/n (or the readers) will trust felix's words 😮‍💨🤔 what does it mean~
y'all really can't help but look for smth deeper with these VILLAINS huh. anti-heroes 😭 you think they're deadpool or smth. i don't think any of these guys are stealing art for "the greater good" or smth.
p.s. the next smau MIGHT BE fluffy, who knows. but dw, it won't be anything too heavy. i'll stop with the conspiracies for now 💀 definitely just a fun little fic
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