#especially bc i am primarily a plot-focused writer so as much as i'll marinate in pure vibes in my head

[negative-ease]

stuck in an extremely specific hell loop of my own creation... driving in the rain thinking about gouto renya & shinonome ryoko AS ONE DOES RIGHT AFTER FINISHING 13 SENTINELS and the marías "i don't know you" starts playing like ok a little on the nose but also... (typing while upside down in a ditch)

#the “one” is literal i'm certainly in the minority of jumping to romantic gouto/shinonome but hear me out (...eventually... maybe...) #secondly or perhaps firstly ogata/kisaragi omfg #this game is more in the realm of Transistor for me where i love it to death and it will haunt me #but the story is so complete and satisfying that it doesn't translate into me needing to write about it #especially bc i am primarily a plot-focused writer so as much as i'll marinate in pure vibes in my head #that stuff never really makes it to the fic stage #having said that... #... #.... #......... #imagine -- #also this song i looped for 3 days straight and lost my mind writing my first edcl fic which in itself was a timeloop fic (sorta) #now i'm the xtina-bejeweled-mouse-click-dot-gif hitting the loop button again like... well #13sar #13 sentinels: aegis rim