#even feeling this way is unfair and cruel and I shouldn't even think abt blaming them. I'm the asshole here I know I know I know

[spocks-kaathyra]

"aren't u tired of being nice don't u want to go apeshit" yeah. yeah I've had it up to here with their bullshit and I'm one straw away from wringing their fucking neck. I have been so patient and kind for so long that I've built up enough repressed resentment to fuel an atom bomb

#vent #I hate being kind I hate being kind I hate being kind #holding myself to such an unnecessarily high standard of saintly patience for so long #that I start to hold everyone else to that unfair standard too....... #my friend didn't do anything wrong I just have my own neuroses to work through....... #even feeling this way is unfair and cruel and I shouldn't even think abt blaming them. I'm the asshole here I know I know I know