#how do i convince myself I'mt not destined to this. to being alone. if it keeps happening

[omarfor-orchestra]

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#the truth is she doesn't consider me a close friend anymore #and this shit hurts ngl #because she's my only one and so the closest one I've got #yeah. i used to be one of the like only four people who knew all about her story #now I don't know anything that's going on in her life and she clearly doesn't care about mine #for once I don't think it was my fault but it still hurts a lot #i lost everyone once again how the hell am i supposed to go on now #they left me behind #how do i convince myself I'mt not destined to this. to being alone. if it keeps happening #ok then i should wait for my fucking hip to allow me to move in autonomy and for uni to start again #and in the meantime? what happens in the meantime? #how do i get there? #I'm exhausted