#hyperfixation-wise i'm still neck deep in it but man. i feel like i just. need to enjoy it by myself for a while

[nattikay]

man just really not vibing with the fandom at large recently

#it's hard to explain #it's been really frustrating because i love this franchise and want to actively seek content for it #but every time i go into the tags #or even the discord channels #i end up seeing way more stuff that just annoys me than stuff i enjoy #plus there are lore developments that i just. don't like and want to ignore but i'm the only one i guess #hyperfixation-wise i'm still neck deep in it but man. i feel like i just. need to enjoy it by myself for a while #still gonna make art and posts of course #and chat with a few particular friends at least because i gotta fangirl about stuff to someone #but need to make an effort to step back from browsing the fandom because man it's only gonna make me annoyed and bitter #which is frustrating but. man