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#i don't care about the stupid fucking vinyl or the fabric or art or school or work
somelazyassartist
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2 years
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#i know i should finish eating but honestly i think I'd rather throw the rest in the trash
#i don't feel like eating
#i fucking lost weight again
#no matter what i fucking try i keep losing weight
#i went back to just under 90 pounds
#I've got a bmi of fucking 14.2
#if i drop to a bmi of 13 I'm supposed to be hospitalized
#i might as well let it fucking happen I'm not getting better anyways who gives a fuck
#i just want to sit here and starve and i don't give a shit anymore
#i don't care about the stupid fucking vinyl or the fabric or art or school or work
#i don't give a fuck about anything right now i just want to lock myself in my room and wait the few days it'll take me to starve
#I'm already halfway fucking there i don't give a shit anymore
#i don't give a fucking shit about anything anymore
#I'm never going to get better anyways who fucking cares I'm never going to gain weight I'm never going to walk properly
#I'm never going to animate or act in plays or live with my best friends
#i couldn't guarantee I'd survive until then anyways that's years down the line if I'm still losing weight after trying this hard to gain it
#then I'm never going to be able to gain weight I'll just be postponing the inevitable I'm just going to starve in the next year anyways no
#no matter what i try to do to stop it
#better to make it a quick few days than drag it out hoping to make it when i know i won't
#i just want to fucking die
#I'm never going to get better
#what's the point in trying
#vent
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