#i think as well bc i have a relatively decent sized following on another site where i'm more anonymous tho but i get a lot of support

[tacou]

damn not to depression blog on my long inactive tumblr but like... yall ever be reminded of the miniscule impact you've had on others bc it’s once again your birthday and the only fellas who have contacted you are like...fb posts on your timeline from extended family haha

#only posts this here because i wanna depression into the wind and have so few active fellas on here so it feels okay lmao #idk it just always kinda hits me especially as i have a lot of people i thought i was close to have birthdays around the same time #so the difference between like... what i get vs these other fellas makes me very upside down face emoji #and esp hearing nothing from them haha #i think as well bc i have a relatively decent sized following on another site where i'm more anonymous tho but i get a lot of support #and getting a lot of support when you aren't 100% your genuine self vs getting like none when you ARE yourself??? oh boy The Implications™ #anyways enough vague depressy chats it's my birthday so im gonna drink energy drink and post memes