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#i was thinking about alhaitham and it struck me that he'd totally say something like this or smth
kaixserzz · 10 months
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conversations with alhaitham (cw: a little insecure reader/self indulgent)
"haitham, am i not likeable?"
"...why are you asking?"
"you know me, i can't seem to make any friends."
"what are you talking about? you have lots of friends, you practically know all of the akademiya."
"yeah but, they don't last!"
"everything comes to an end, my love."
"but what about us? what if suddenly your feelings change? i can't handle the future. not everything lasts, and i know this! i-i just don't know what i'll do when i lose you too..."
"... we may not know what the future holds. life is ever-changing and nothing is permanent."
"even us?"
"perhaps.
but i don't like that thought either. in the future, there may be a possibility that we will part. be it by our choice, or our untimely death. but here in the present? i would do everything to prevent that future, because i know, with all my heart, that i want to spend the rest of my life with you.
so please, do not fret about the future and focus on me, on the present. because i am certain that i will love you, more than yesterday, and less than tomorrow."
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