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#i'm not escaping anything my body is just having meltdowns from the pain of switching
elytrafemme
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11 months
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well whoever it was who tried to switch in is gone i think. hashtag slay moment
#dont rb
#neg
#God i'm so fucking. frustrated.
#other people are able to either keep their fucking identity together
#or have a system that can chip in but i'm fucking neither
#i'm dissociating somewhere and nothing is coming back to me
#i'm not escaping anything my body is just having meltdowns from the pain of switching
#and nothing is happening. they don't talk to me they only want to switch out in hyperspecific circumstances
#they ruin everything and then go and i'm just stuck here
#i didn't know it was possible to harbor this much hate towards something but i utterly despise all of them. klavier and dahlia and the rest
#because whenever i desperately need them they don't show up
#and they only fucking bother to appear when it makes no sense
#every couple of months after abandoning me
#instead of simulating an experience to help me with abandonment trauma i just got alters that repeatedly leave me instead
#so maybe i'll get desensitized to the act of someone deciding i'm not fucking worth it
#well that's not working. and God i'm so pissed at my therapist too
#nobody believes me. nobody fucking believes me.
#i have a fic to post. whatever. whatever.
#i hope i never see their fucking faces again because i might be compelled to do something drastic to get them out.
#fucking assholes.
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