#i've been to therapy ik all the reasons i still dream like this it's v obvious

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If I keep having nightmares I’m gonna have to start writing another horror thing, right? Like I can’t let these plots go to waste

#hi yeah i have nightmares almost every night. been like this since childhood. maybe i have a sleep disorder...? #last night's feature involved me going through boxes in a closet inside a house that wasn't mine #and a bunch of women sitting in the room and chatting. i was apparently opening some haunted shit but none of them warned me. #some girl approached my pile of closet things and picked up a bowling ball and started playing w it like she'd never seen one before #and she sort of threatened to bash my head in with it. ofc i got freaked out and angry and tried to send her away. #i started to realize that things were moving. like objects and lights in really subtle ways. then realized all the women were looking at me #and they were completely silent. i realized i'd disturbed some spirit and it was angry. i started crying etc #i think the women were witches?? and for some reason i was looking for my mom for years? #anyway yeah don't touch a dead girl's dolly. #it was one of those dreams that just felt like dread. like there was nothing i could do to escape the situation i was in. like predestined. #i've been to therapy ik all the reasons i still dream like this it's v obvious #i only woke up because things were getting really intense and my partner ran out of toilet paper so they were texting me hgfdghj #maybe i should stop rambling and just actually write another horror fic because i really miss it and there's a lack of scary shit on ao3. #oh how can i damage nicky and booker this time