#im not gonna be convinced you'll have any idea what it's like in the slightest.

[succubi-tch]

I am a simple unwell bitch, I see someone on this site say (brag) they've had sex and I feel so disproportionately suicidal it's almost laughable

#why weren't you all abused to the point of never wanting anyone to see you that vulnerable... ever lmao. #AND WHY WAS I.???? #shit is not fair #i would legit rather kill myself than allow an outsider to ever see me so vulnerable again LMFAO #literally nobody else on this earth will protect me... so i have to #c-ptsd is truly the fighter's/survivor's mental illness. if you feel differently dont tell me. dont take that from me #love how there is not one day where i dont struggle with this goddamn disorder. legit wish i had mdd or some shit that gave me periods of #relief instead. this is unbearable i can barely feel like i can breathe #also dont even try to talk to me about this if youre not a virgin sorry. i know you mean well but youre just gonna trigger me lmao #im not gonna be convinced you'll have any idea what it's like in the slightest. #anyway. time to fuck off