#lol wow i'm literally a fucking blackhole of bullshit even my therapist was like

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#ah okay i see i'm too depressing and annoying to talk to for even my mom to put up w me #lol wow i'm literally a fucking blackhole of bullshit even my therapist was like #hey basically nothing in your life feels movable rn so maybe you should see someone for ocd? bc it's distressing & can be helped? #a v nice way of being like 'we've basically hit a wall bc you're completely hopeless' #tried to just talk w my mom abt stuff & ended up being incredibly depressing and awful #despite the fact that i was trying to be goofy & laughy & not make her feel bad the whole time #so yknow generally a horrible failure #and this is why i shouldn't talk to ppl in general :) no one wants to hear this shit #god i have to stop now i'm gonna cry in the living room #also my stupid stomach decided i wasn't allowed to eat a normal dinner so i ate bread and am sipping a yogurt #i'm so tired of just being the worst person in everyone's life unless i'm actively justifying my existence